no doubt baby.. and vnv nation.. i love them so fucking much! <3

I'm so tired this morning. Kept waking up last night. Zombie emailed me at 2:30am saying he was where he's supposed to be and that he doesn't have internet in his room so he has to go outside to shoot me an email. Which sucks, cus how are we supposed to Skype? No one wants to sit outside in 140 degree weather. :(

that majorly blows.

why wouldn't he have internet inside? and then have it inside.
makes no sense to me.

meh..
maybe it is something that he just needs to mess around with?

I don't know, maybe. In his email he said "I guess I don't have internet in my room but I can walk outside to get it." He's very computer savvy so if he can't get a connection in his room then there must not be one. Apparently there is a internet connection at the Beer Tent. *shrug* But still, that's you sitting outside in the heat and who wants to do that? Ya know? I friggin knew I wouldn't get to talk to him this time as much as we got to talk the last time. :gonk:

i'm pretty sure he'll still go to the beer tent to talk to you silly.
don't worry until it happens.
no need to make yourself crazy about it!
:heart:

I know, but, wah. :(

It would just be so much easier (and better, too) if he had it in his room. That way we would be able to see and talk to each other in private. Ugh. I really hate this.

i'm wondering if he could get like a little adapter to use with his laptop.
we'll have to ask someone at an internet place. maybe we can send him one with his first months care package?
does he have an address where you can send things yet?

I'm not sure, that would be awesome though. I've already got things set aside that I need to send to him on payday. I'm sure he probably does by this point since he has a room, but he hasn't sent me the address yet. They're like 7-8 hours ahead of us. I'm just waiting around for him to be able to get on the computer and talk to me. Hopefully he'll give it to me then.

i sees.
well send him an outfit of claires that she wore and ziplock it so it keeps her scent! ^^

So I literally made myself sick today. Here's what happened:

One of the other wives was texting me about how she's gotten to talk to her husband on yahoo messenger several times today. The last thing I got from Zombie was a email at 2:30am and then nada all day (at the time). I started crying, worrying, blaming video games on his laptop (like I kept telling myself he'd rather play video games on his laptop than go outside and talk to me, yadda yadda). From doing all of that, I got the WORST headache imaginable. Like, literally, it was horrible. I then got really faint, shaky, got cold sweats, and felt like I was going to throw up.

Then my phone rang. AND IT WAS HIM! He doesn't have internet in his room, and he was really exhausted from all the flying that he slept a really long time. He called me literally ten minutes after he woke up. It was so good to hear his voice. Then he got on webcam so I could talk to him and see him and it was great, for the exception of the fact that I had already made myself sick and therefore was an incredible mess on the webcam.

After we talked on there, he had to get something to eat and I had to take care of the baby, fed her, etc etc. so then I put her in the crib to sleep and I was still feeling like utter crap from making myself sick that I laid down on the couch and ended up falling asleep for an hour. That helped because I'm starting to feel a little better. Still a little light headed, but no where near as bad as it was before.

Now I'm just waiting on him to come back on. He said then in an hour or two and it's been three hours now, so.. oy. If he doesn't get on soon I might just have to go to bed. Even though I don't want to, I'd rather talk to him, but I'm still not feeling well.

you've updated me over the phone.. i'm glad you two were able to skype for a while.
and i really hope he finds someone as soon as possible to trade rooms with.
it's ridiculous and far fetched that he is the only one without internet access inside his room.
it makes my head asplodes.

He's not the only one in the dorms that doesn't have internet access in his room, it's his whole side of the dorms that doesn't. He got the crap side. But he is the only one out of his squadron who deployed who doesn't have internet in his room. :( I hope he finds someone to switch with him too. I was hoping to get to talk to him today before my appointment and before he has to work, but it doesn't seem like that'll happen. :(

:glomp:
STERNNN!!!
i wish they had a star thinger on here! @[email protected];


still he needs to figure that shit out stat yo!

Yeah, seriously. He's trying. He said it upsets him as much as it upsets me, so he's gonna ask around to see if the problem could be fixed and if not he'll ask around to switch rooms with someone who doesn't have a laptop on the good side of the dorms so maybe someone will switch with him.

hmm... even though he's trying to get the problem resolved beforehand. i suggest he try to find a room swap also.
that way he doesn't have to sit around and wait to get it fixed. naa mean?

Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. We'll see. I'll bring it up to him if he ever gets on Skype before my appointment. Sigh. >[ <3

get tha fuck on ZOMBEH DADDEH!

i love this song!!!

Seeeeriously. It's, um, 5pm there now.. he's going to be working nights, so I think he's probably sleeping right now.

he will probably be sleeping until two pm our time.. that would have him up around eight with enough time to eat shower and talk to you.. unless he gets up another hour early. ^^ just saying! <3

I hope so. I think once we have a routine down it'll be a little easier. Like, talk to each other at the same time every day type thing. I don't like wondering about when I'll get to talk to him again. I like to know things. Ya know?

Back from my appointment. They did an external and an internal ultrasound. Won't know the results for 10 days or so. Gotta make a follow up appointment with my doctor to find out. Turns out you can't take the baby back there with you, either. So I'm glad I had Aud on the way to watch her. They wouldn't even let me check in until she got there.

i'm the same way. matt used to piss me off when he wouldn't call me at a certain time. i wanted to punch him in the fayse.

what the fux? what would they have done if you didn't have someone there with you? ridiculous. also, shouldn't they be able to have results right then? an ultrasound is a picture not a lab that you have to wait to get results back. they just want to waste time, eh?
do you have to pay each visit? or does it come out of zombies pay?

I don't want to cause him bodily harm, but it is kinda pulling on my nerves. :(

I don't know. I guess if I hadn't had anyone to watch her, they would have rescheduled my appointment. I was thinking the same thing about the results but apparently she couldn't read them or something? She just said that I had to make a follow up appointment with my doctor to discuss the results. That's all, so whatever. And no, I don't have to pay anything at all. Military healthcare for active duty members and dependents are free. We won't have to pay for military healthcare until he retires.

hahahaaha...oh ok.. that's good. i was like damn. they're trying to make money off yous. ^^
and damn that nurse is dumb, yo!

Did you edit my post? Or did I seriously put that? LOL XD;;

hahaha.. you seriously put that! and that is why i love you :heart: