Yeah this is my second week on here. >_< I really like this site it is much easier to get gold than it is on Gaia.

Rozalyne: Always a handful, those puppies. Seeming to find any way to get over or through a fence. Not good, though, not at all. At least it was an accident, of course.

Neither do I. It's always the fear of wearing it down or poking through it, then what? Touch screens keep getting more and more popular, somehow.

I think everyone has one or two they can relay from memory from seeing it so much. Although some are on every other ad and it gets so annoying! Some songs, though, could be put on replay forever for me. In fact, once or twice I burned a single song onto a CD to listen to it over and over. Is that strange?

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One has to wonder what these animals will think about next.

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Good night, Roza! I'll be here some time or another.



Eastriel: My family got our four from an old friend whose breeds related to big boxers or jug-headed lab-mixes. Crazy man, he was, and I still keep in touch with him. Not quite a dog breeder as much as a tool-sharpener in a little shop on a quiet street. I visited him all the time, especially in the summer, though he had no form of cold air and a wood-burning stove in the little sitting room beside his shop. My dogs Gene and Nickle are brothers, inseparable, meaning since we fell for Nickle, we had to get Gene as well.

There is no such thing as irrational fear! That is, a bit. Fear of a certain thing can outweigh something else, but it's always smart to hold even the slightest bit of fear of anything and everything. That way nothing can surprise you. Surround sound is always a good investment. Makes it feel all the more realistic, if a bit, hm?

I've not particularly looked into religious things as of now. Perhaps later, but I've always been interested in learning about it. I think I'm trying to be an over-achiever, spending every moment of boredom learning something new, something else, something.

Honey can last for a very long time. So says "Life After People", ten thousand years after we are gone, there may very well be unbroken, unopened jars full of perfectly good honey littering forests, buried, sunken. Although we have cans as well as honey, and Raine decided to buy thirty pounds of MREs from a flea market one day, so they rest down there as well. Although we are not about to wait it out underground forever. When the world comes crashing down in this disaster or another, we will come up and make this house more of a fortress and take this city into our own hands! Better to be prepared! Although I've always had a problem with thinking way ahead of things.
I know which movie you speak of, yet the title escapes me!


Morning!? It's not even midnight here yet! Tomorrow might be busy, and all the better, as was today!


Seradinea: Welcome to the thread; I've seen you around a bit, and have never been able to welcome you personally!

I find gaia really easy to get gold on you just need to play around with the exchanged here gold earning can seem easy but the price of items is quite high so it takes a lot longer to able to get an item.

I'd elongate what you type on here, you'll get loads more gold that way. Thats what me and dex have been doing in this thread. :)

So lets try and find something that we can discuss that we can both type lots about. Hmmm, do you like to read, if so what genre do you like to read, what are you reading at the moment and what is your favourite book and author. :)

Well, Eastriel I like too read many different things. I pretty much will read just about anything I feel like Knowledge is power.. so I feel like the more I know the more I can use it to help me in my life. The book I am reading at this moment is called The complete encyclopedia of Witchcraft & Practical Magic the book explains the history of witchcraft, magic and religions all since man first recorded there history.

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Thanks Dexter for the welcome you seem very nice and I hope we can talk some more.

Dex; Wow your dogs have great names. Oh I haven't heard of the second breed you mentioned I might look it up a little later.

Day 4 of my cold, and it's not getting much better, but at least it's not getting worse so thats a good, thing, and the medicine i'm taking really knocks me out so I get a really good nights sleep, though some of the dreams it gives me is weirdddd.

Haha yeah don't worry I know all about irrational fears, they control most of my life and I am working hard to break free of them, but getting killed in the cinema is something i've never ever thought about xD

Oh no! Don't worry i'm exactly the same, I love learning new things and I am full to the brim with pointless facts and random trivia, maybe I should go on a game show when i'm older...I could make quite a bit of money...hmm...
Yeah I have to admit, being agnostic, it is not an area i've been all that interested in but since watching a few documentaries on it I have realised how much religion affects history so it's a new area for me I am really interested in, and some of the conspiracies, really do create an interesting discussion on the existence of Christ and stuff and it really does make you question the world around you.

Yeah they're found jars in egyptian tombs that are still good to eat, so yeah get some honey in your basement! xDDDD Whats MRE? I have to say I hope i'm long dead before any kind of apocalypse comes....as the said the 'Z' word and all things associated to it terrifies me....it's one of my many irrational fears.

Haha I know! How strange time zones are! It's 9:41 am here! :D

All right, to say this right now" I'm beyond angry. The Internet decided to be an ass and delete EVERYTHING I wrote, so I'll have to work it out again. Give me a few minutes...

Well I am glad too here that you are open minded enough to research many different subjects. Yes and I have also heard about this whole 2012 thing that this is when the world is going too end too me its a bunch of nonsense. Sometimes I feel that too many people are obsessed with death for some strange reason. I have always been interested in old civilizations and artifacts. I have always been very interested in archaeology. It would be really cool to go inside one of the pyramids in Giza Egypt. @[email protected]
Oh yeah and I am sorry to here that you have a cold those are the worst lo and what medicine are you on that is making you sleepy?

Originally Posted by Seradinea

Well, Eastriel I like too read many different things. I pretty much will read just about anything I feel like Knowledge is power.. so I feel like the more I know the more I can use it to help me in my life. The book I am reading at this moment is called The complete encyclopedia of Witchcraft & Practical Magic the book explains the history of witchcraft, magic and religions all since man first recorded there history.

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Thanks Dexter for the welcome you seem very nice and I hope we can talk some more.

That's great! It makes me really sad when people say 'I don't really like to read,' because I just think their is such a huge gap in their lives so many things they won't discover or be inspired by... but I guess each to their own...
My dad is dyslexic and for years he didn't read but recently we've encouraged him and he's started reading, sometimes it's just a magazine and it can take him weeks to read but it's still something.
Knowledge is and always will by power, it is one of the things which separates us from the animals, exactly, words have so much power they can influence you, make you cry, make you laugh, inspire you, completely change your view on the world and I just think that is magical....

Oh wow! I've just written down the title I think i'll see if my local library has it, it sounds really interesting and its one of my newest interests, i would like to find out more about the spanish inquisition and stuff also. :) I went to the boscastle witch museum a few years ago, it was really interesting.

So what genre do you like to read and who is your favourite author.

Currently I am reading the picture of dorian gray by Oscar wilde, it's such a stunning book and I would say that everyone should read it, each word is so carefully crafted it's just so beautiful...

Next to me I have a pile of books that I got out from the library, I can't wait to read them all and I am slowly working my way through all of them ready to get yet another pile.

You should check out the 50 book challenge thread on here, I think you'd enjoy to take part in it. ^^
Haha, as you can see talking about books is something that I love to do haha!

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Originally Posted by Dexter Morgan

All right, to say this right now" I'm beyond angry. The Internet decided to be an ass and delete EVERYTHING I wrote, so I'll have to work it out again. Give me a few minutes...

Omg dex! That annoys me so much too! That's happened to me before when I've written a killer rp post that has taken me ages and it's just deleted itself. If it's any consolation, sometimes when you've done things once when you do it again it will be even better. I look foreward to your reply!

I will have to check out that thread sounds very interesting. Since you are reading Oscar Wilde have you ever read any of Shakespeare work or Edgar Allan Poe? My favorite read of Edgar's is the raven. :) I don't really have a favorite author but when I was in high school I used too read a lot of fantasy books like from the author Ann Rice.

Here is my reply, and I'm still fuming a bit.

East: Thank you. Nickle was so called for the gray patch around his left eye, that looks like a nickle. Which breed, you mean that jug-headed lab-mix? Oh, I mean jug-headed as in 'big headed and a bit dim in the intelligence'. But one of the best dogs you could want.

Damn colds. They seem to grab hold of you and get worse, then decide to stay around for a decade without getting bettor or worse. And personally, I feel they should place 'extremely strange or horrifying dreams' as a side effect on some medication.

Actually, it's a completely rational fear for me. I've actually thought up any and every way someone in particular could kill me anywhere, and to me, the theater is the best option. Especially for the darkly-toned movies we prefer.

Oh, I'm overflowing with stupid or useless information of every kind, and have searched for ways to include some in random conversations at least once a day. Did you know that in 1954, the first nationally televised Miss America Pageant was broadcast live to an audience of 27 million TV viewers? And dolphins jump through the air to conserve energy, since it's easier to move through the air rather than the water.
I'm not exactly sure what I am. I mean, I should believe in something since I'm still alive and where I am now, but in considering what I had to go through just to get here? I'm not so sure. Although I've caught myself watching documentaries on religion sometimes, without even realizing it. They have very convincing arguments for the existence, but then for the non-existence, but I lean toward the first argument most of the time. I've always questioned the world. It's so complex, and oddly set up to be perfectly catastrophic.

Oh, honey is very resilient if left in its nice little jar. We have five jars, because a little goes a long way! And MREs are Meals Ready to Eat. Admittedly they are crap in taste, but last forever and keep you alert and strong. Although I do hope I'm wrong in my ideas, if it ever comes to be in my lifetime, I'll just have one thing to say to the nonbelievers: I told you so! See? Look what the human race has done! But I do hope I'm wrong. And it's not an irrational fear to be afraid of the 'Z' word. Not only do I love writing about them and watching the movies and playing the games, but I consider how they could come to be through the stupidity of humanity and their inability to leave things alone.

Time zones certainly are strange. One has to wonder about it sometimes.

Originally Posted by Seradinea

I will have to check out that thread sounds very interesting. Since you are reading Oscar Wilde have you ever read any of Shakespeare work or Edgar Allan Poe? My favorite read of Edgar's is the raven. :) I don't really have a favorite author but when I was in high school I used too read a lot of fantasy books like from the author Ann Rice.

Try to elongate you writing! xD

Oh yes I am a fan of the classics, except the more floral ones that are about 'fanciful affairs'. I have studied several works of shakespeare at school, namely, Hamlet, the tempest, Midsummer nights dream and Romeo and Juliet. I would like to read more and I have the complete collection of his plays that I will get round to reading at sometime or another. And yes I am familiar with the Raven by Edgar Allen Poe it is a poem with great Rhythm. I have the fall of the house of usher on my shelf but I have not yet read it.

Did you know that mystery surrounds the death of Edgar Allen Poe. Hours before his death he was seen wondering around the streets looking dazed and confused wearing someone elses clothes. xD

Ah! Good old Anne Rice, I am collecting her vampire series, then I will read it properly, I have tried reading Queen of the damned and got a good way in and gave up, i don't think I was in the mood for reading it just then so I'm going to wait till I really want to read it to give it the best chance I can. Did you know she also writes erotic literature under the pseudonym A.N. Rouquelare, namely the sleeping beauty series.

Haha and within my writing there are two examples of the useless trivia I have absorbed through my thirst for knowledge. xD

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I'm waiting for someone else to reply so I can get the maximum gold for my writing, not because i'm greedy but because a little bit more gold would help me somewhat >.<


Dexter Morgan: Would you mind just posting a little something so then I may post my reply to you. :)

Certainly! Although you could uncheck the box at the bottom that says "Override Double Post" so you have two separate posts instead of one ongoing one.

Dex; Aww calm down it's not so bad it's over and done with and I have your reply now. :) <3
I've never heard of them, can you find me an image on he internet? I'd like to see, thirst for knowledge and all that! xD

Yeah I know, it's making it difficult for me to breath right now, I probably should be resting or something but I love talking on here too much, at least sitting down and typing is nothing to strenuous riiiight? xD I think they should too haha! But then again some people don't experience it at all, and often the dreams are so nice, very happy vibrant and exciting. I've never had a bad dream with it before but this time it just seems that I got unlucky. The memory of the dream is fading now, it just took a while, for the first day after it it did plague me though. ;-;

I see, yeah i'm not so paranoid about during the day, and when i'm with my family I feel safe and I also feel safe in the day time, it's at night when i'm vulnerable and sleeping or if I am alone that I get anxious because those are the times when you most vulnerable. That's why horror films pray on those moments like a lot of things happen in the bathroom or toilet and it is when you are most vulnerable, you're naked or alone etc.

Oh wow well that's two new peices of information for me! If you look up and read what i just posted to Serad, there's two peices of random trivia in there too. I'll throw in some facts in to our conversations when the need arises, for example my fact about popcorn. xD

I think the world is designed to be questioned, I think that is one of the reasons humans have been given the reason to think. Plus if people had not questioned the world around them so much would not have been discovered or created. Like Alexander Graham bell inventing the telephone, he must have questioned why it had to take to long to contact someone by letter and why there was not yet and easier way. Also did you know the first telephone conversation consisted of the words 'Watson come here, I need you' :)

Now you just need a source of water or liquid, honey will give you a little bit of hydration, but I doubt enough to sustain you for long. You need more than five jars! I'd get about 10 at least. :)

I just don;t like the concept of something taking over my body that I cannot control. I guess it links to my fear of making permanant changes to my body, like tattoo's or peircings.

Yes I do find it strange to wonder what people are doing while I am sleeping or that someone is waking up as I am going to sleep.

Yess but you're not aloud to double post!

East; It is bad! I had it almost all the way written and forgot some important parts. But they were obviously not that important.
Dog image? Certainly. It's not that dog, and it's a smaller size, but the two look very alike. A big head, sturdy body, and heavy.

Oh, it does not take that much energy. Perhaps the energy to sit up, keep your eyes open, and move your hands to type a response, but otherwise not strenuous at all! I will admit I would sometimes rather stay home and forgo a job to talk to others, but duty calls and I'll never turn down a job! So I must wonder what, if anything, someone is posting while I'm away.
Some dreams are very strange, which make perfect sense sometimes, even while awake, but other times are absolutely ridiculous. Actually, all dreams have left me behind to be replaced by a single one, one that keeps repeating every night, every time I sleep, in the exact same way, for the past two years. I'm going crazy!

Paranoia can save your life sometimes! I'm paranoid every day, night, and anything in between, even when I know I'm alone. I mean, I've got logical reasons to worry, but it's not really for me as much as those around me.
But horror movies are the best when they target that which makes us weakest! It zones in on your worst fears, a very real fear, and blow it out of proportion. It's where the thrill comes from.

Oh, I read what you posted. And I got a couple interesting little tidbits. as well. But what of this popcorn detail! I must know what you have to say because I might have an idea.

Of course, the world is designed to be questioned, to be considered and seen and picked at to understand, to make and invent, to help. But some things are best left undiscovered, to be a mystery forever. Such as finding the edge of the universe? For all we know, it's endless, a massive thing that keeps expanding, neverending, forever. Or, there could be an end, but either way, we are humans, and we should not know such a thing. Some layers of this world were never meant to be peeled back and examined.
Oh, but I did know that! Interesting first telephone conversation, no?

We have huge plastic jugs of water in the hollow sections of the floor. It's safe there. Every time I talk about the "bunker" I sound like a crazy conspiracy freak... Just thought I should add that little bit in. But ten jars of honey? What would we do with ten...? Ah well, I suppose we could get three for each of us. It will last a long time.

Neither do I, but if scientists decide to try to resurrect the dead, something will happen that no one could consider. It's one of my biggest fears.

It is strange to know that, yes. That while it's past midnight here, it's noon somewhere else.

(Stupid me just saw that I kept the quote up when I posted the reply)

Morning guys, it seems I overslept. How are you all today? And hello new people!

Hey East, I have anxiety problems. I'm not one for being in crowded spaces, or walking outside when it is pitch black. I guess I care how I look a lot too. I guess it's all to do with my ocd. Which is something that's been with me a long time. It leads me to worry so much for my family when they are elsewhere... which kind of sucks.

Honey is so good. I just pour it on anything to make a meal awesome! I eat a few ready meals when I'm at my mum's house as she is an English teacher and gets a little busy.
Yeah, I get bad dreams when I have colds too. Or maybe just weird ones. I had a western dream not long back!

Dex: I think questioning the world is quite an important thing. I seem to have regular discussions about the importance of Monarchy. The way in which education has left the world fighting for a piece of paper with a letter or number on it. I like to have these kinds of discussions. Religion is a hot topic too. Why do we need religion? How come everything written in the Bible happened such a long time ago?
And I watch a lot of science documentaries. I recommend 'Wonders of the Universe' with Professor Brian Cox. I really love that guy, he explains things much better than I think anyone else can. Entropy, stars, time... the list goes on.
I seem to watch and read a lot about nature too. I have a large stack of National Geographic's on my shelf, I find it great reading about individual countries and discovering new cultures and amazing creatures.

How are you guys?

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I have an obsession with the Universe, I seem to use it a lot with my writing. It's shadowy umber corners and secrets which we are yet to find and never may find. It's expansiveness leaves me deep in thought when I look up at it on a night. How beautiful. Those stars we see are many, many light years away- yet we can still gaze at them.

Dexter Morgan: Oh wow that dog is huge. I love big dogs, they are so majestic and can look almost primal like out of their time and wild you know? When I used to walk my old dog there used to be this huge dog called gulliver, that almost came up to my chest he was all shaggy as had brown and gray markings and really did look like an animal from medieval england or something it really was amazing.

Haha yeah, i'm not one for just resting it actually makes me feel more tired and worse, sometimes fresh air can be better and I find that I am making more of my time, though I might not feel well enough to go out I can still do plenty of things at home, like talk to you or write or read use my brain you know. :)

Everyone has recurring dreams though some get them more often than others, I find I don't dream that often. Though when I do remember my dreams it is interesting to unravel them as dreams are simply your brain discarding useless information while you sleep. ^^ Maybe your dreams are recurring because you have some strong and constant thoughts?

I hate horror films one of the things I struggle with is rationalisation, so I avoid them as much as I can, sometimes a picture along is enough to paralyse me with fear.

I told you bout popcorn last night, that it costs less than one penny and the bags about 7 pence. I do have another popcorn fact though, that we eat popcorn in the cinema simply out of habit, a survey was taken out in which people were given stale popcorn inside the cinema and fresh popcorn outside the cinema the people said they preferred the taste of the stale popcorn inside the cinema which shows that eating it is simply habitual.

I think that things are meant to be discovered each in it's proper time. And I do think some things are meant to be left unknown, i think here the phrase 'ignorance is bliss' is most important. For example if religion was disproved I think there would be a lot of suicides and trauma amongst religious folk who have given their whole lives to their faith only to find it was for nothing, religion serves it's purpose in society as support and reassurance for those that seek it.
Yes, I love that he was simply asking his servant to get him sometihng. xD It really encapsulates the ideals of the age.

But water goes stale, what are you going to do if that happens, you'll also need something to stave off madness! Put ina game of chess or something! xDDD

I doubt that will be for a very long time, the foucs at the moment seems to be on keeping people alive not bringing them back when they are dead.

Yeah it's 11:12 am here. xD

Of course, Fleet, questioning the world is a very important thing. We should find things out as they come to light, rather than forcing our way into it to find it out when we want to, rather than unearthing it easily and carefully. And at the same time, I believe that there are mysteries in the world and universe that should never be explained, can never be explained. They are always going to be mysteries, yet some just cannot handle that, and spend all their life trying to find an answer they can never handle, or never fully understand.

Although I do love the universe as well. Those stars, throwing their light into the utter darkness, shining for millions of years, and finding their way to our eyes when we look up in the night. Often I find myself at the cliff, lying and watching the stars. Sometimes it's as though I can fall right into the endless expanse and never look back. I've written a bit in fantasy-base about the universe, how it's complexity will never be fully captured by photos or written words, or the eyes alone.

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Oh, I have to go again, Eastriel: so I'll read and get back to you when I have some time. Because someone keeps yelling at me to get off the computer! Have a good day, and I'll get back a little later.

Aww okay dex, I pinged you in to the post so you can find it when you get back!

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Originally Posted by Fleetfantasy

Morning guys, it seems I overslept. How are you all today? And hello new people!

Hey East, I have anxiety problems. I'm not one for being in crowded spaces, or walking outside when it is pitch black. I guess I care how I look a lot too. I guess it's all to do with my ocd. Which is something that's been with me a long time. It leads me to worry so much for my family when they are elsewhere... which kind of sucks.

Honey is so good. I just pour it on anything to make a meal awesome! I eat a few ready meals when I'm at my mum's house as she is an English teacher and gets a little busy.
Yeah, I get bad dreams when I have colds too. Or maybe just weird ones. I had a western dream not long back!

Dex: I think questioning the world is quite an important thing. I seem to have regular discussions about the importance of Monarchy. The way in which education has left the world fighting for a piece of paper with a letter or number on it. I like to have these kinds of discussions. Religion is a hot topic too. Why do we need religion? How come everything written in the Bible happened such a long time ago?
And I watch a lot of science documentaries. I recommend 'Wonders of the Universe' with Professor Brian Cox. I really love that guy, he explains things much better than I think anyone else can. Entropy, stars, time... the list goes on.
I seem to watch and read a lot about nature too. I have a large stack of National Geographic's on my shelf, I find it great reading about individual countries and discovering new cultures and amazing creatures.

How are you guys?

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I have an obsession with the Universe, I seem to use it a lot with my writing. It's shadowy umber corners and secrets which we are yet to find and never may find. It's expansiveness leaves me deep in thought when I look up at it on a night. How beautiful. Those stars we see are many, many light years away- yet we can still gaze at them.

Fleetfantasy: good morning fleet! Didn't see your post there!

Yes I have anxieties and OCD too, it affects my sense of rationalisation and such, like if i see sometihng scary on TV I think it will happen to me some how or something, I am terrified of the dark and tend to feel most anxious at night.

Are you seeking medical help with your problems? I am currently trying out some medication to see if it works and to go therapy monthly to see how I am doing. I'm not sure if the pills are working though, I might need a higher dosage or something. I also need help to develop some coping strategies for when i feel anxious, i'm trying to find out myself and have got several self help books from the library but i really hope my therapist will give me some help instead of carting me off with drugs... My anxieties also affect my moods I can get very low and tearful very quickly and sometimes for no reason - do you get like this sometimes?

I'm not a huge fan of honey, though it does do wonders for a sore throat, either just simply swallowing a spoonful of it or having a drink honey and lemon really works.
Benylin and Night Nurse are the medicines that give me 'creative' dreams to say the least, however last night I didn't seem to have one, which is strange. Maybe I just forgot it, or I will remember it later. xD

I'm okay, but still not better, which is annoying, I sound less like I'm a smoker though xD

East: I did have therapy at the beginning of this year, yet I don't think I was open enough about anything for them to give me medication. They seemed to get the wrong end of the stick and only catch the 'social anxiety' part. I get quite tearful sometimes and often just go and cry somewhere. At school I have had various anxiety attacks, which kind of sucks. I get my OCD under control sometimes, but other times- when I have nothing to take my mind off it... I'm repeating the same actions again, and again until I get the little routine of words right in my head.
I hate watching horror for the same reason as you. Especially when you see some kind of mass-murder or something. Also, when I see a zombie film, I seem to convince myself it could happen, and other times I'm just thinking... what the heck?
I hate people staring at me too, I always feel as if I'm doing something wrong and I do get quite emotional about it. Last year I had really bad anxiety, it left me kind of broken and I felt alone. I also had some crazy-assed dreams, which kind of scared me. I've always wondered about the medications. Are they worth it?

Haha yeah, I just eat honey all the time. It's supposed to be great for your skin and for asthma too. I've had some weird dreams over the last few months, haha.

Fleetfantasy: Wow....I have never met someone the same as me, I think we could really help each other through our problems, have you tried writing a blog? It's what i've been doing a lot recently, it's really to to just vent it all, like when you feeling sad, don't hesitate to go there and just write it all, that way all your feelings are responses are genuine and you feel relieved of them. You could even print them out and give them to your therapist and tell her that you really struggle to open up verbally, but you have written down how you feel over a period of time instead as it made you feel more comfortable.

Zombies or just 'Z' as I prefer to call them because the word itself makes me anxious our one of my biggest fears and the thing I just can't deal with, so I understand how you feel. One of my OCD habits is spraying my room with with scented water to 'protect' myself I know it;s stupid and it is very controlling and takes a long time. However I have started to substitute where I spray for post-it notes my mum has written nice things on, every night or every few night I add another one and am gradually controlling my routine, however, some of my social and mental issues still remain untamed and I am hoping to get CBT from the hospital to equip me with the tools to control them.

I must say it;s nice to meet someone who is going through something similar than I am things can get a little overwhelming sometimes when you feel like you are on your own with your issues.

Well my skin is pretty bad and I don;t eat honey so you must have some evidence there!!! Have you tried eating it with greek yoghurt I tried that once and it was pretty nice. ^^

Yeah, there aren't many people around here who have the same problems, so I'm glad to meet someone too :)
I kind of have to imagine a 'tick' next to a word which is positive, before I can get into bed or whatever. If I somehow imagine a 'cross' or think of a negative word... I have to repeat the action until I get it right. Yeah, I think being open helps to through our problems. Yeah, seeing as none of my family seem to understand it that much, it is nice to know that someone out there does. I find the words make me anxious too... I try to refrain from looking at pictures or trailers of the movies, as the image just kind of stays on my mind.
I'd really like to write it all I think :) I find it hard to say it out loud.


I think I have tried that, it was really nice. I have some yoghurt somewhere and some honey... :3 My skin is actually pretty bad too, it gets this way mostly in this weather~

My family don't really understand either their supportive sometimes and do try but when I have a break down or get really really anxious they get angry and will sometimes rarely even mock me for my issues. I tihkn it;s just because they don;t understand. I wish that my parents could feel how I feel for a day.

I really would say start a blog, its very helpful to unload all your emotions and all of your stress on to something else. Do your friends know about your issues? My best friend Mina knows and she really understands and is really supportive though I think sometimes it gets too much for her but she never shows it. I did try telling another friend but he couldn't take it and said some really mean things so i;ve chosen to just keep most of my problems contained between my family and mina which suits me just fine.

I would also suggest getting some self help books from the library, I have and the books I have got though I have not properly read yet look like they will be really helpful and informative and especially if you are not too confident in opening up maybe you can find the answers yourself. ^^

I just ate some lovely humous and bread sticks and some raisins and seeds, i'm having a really hungry day today xD I'm trying to avoid the bad stuff though, trying to force my hunger towards healthier things, but the dark chocolate on my desk in front of me just seem so tempting...

That is a good idea. Yeah, my dad apparently read somewhere that it was good to notice the problems, and when he sees me doing something "Weirdo!" or something, messing around. But it's still really awful. I think he's just like 'yeah, I know that wont happen, so you might as well not bother.'
My friend Sidonie is someone I can tell stuff to, as she has a bit of OCD in some ways... yet I sometimes wonder if I really should tell her as it might make her feel bad.

I haven't looked for books in the library, that's a great idea :3... they have those self-checkout things now... :D

I just ate a baguette with some honey on... trying to be healthy with the minimal we have in XD

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I think I'll have to do some jobs quick :3 back soonly

I just made my own hangout thread! :D
Don't worry i'll still be here as well though, my hangout will probably fall flat on its face anyway xD

Yeah my sister used to called me freak, mums made her stop though, I really did find it quite hurtful. My mum does exactly the same, shes like you know nothing is going to happen, just stop. I keep trying to explain to her that sadly it just doesn't work that way, I tried explaining that it's like an addiction, a smoker can;t just stop (well some can but it's really rare) things need to happen gradually in steps, but she just can't seem to get the link which is so frustrating. I am getting there but it's a long road, but i'm proud of the small progress I have made so far.

Well if she is a good friend then she won't mind and she will support you. If it helps you to know, everyone is a little OCD so you should find people are understand as everyone has their own little habits. Though with some, like ourselves it gets out of control. Also those more likely to suffer from ocd are usually academically bright so if anything it;s your brain paying you a compliment. xDDD

Yeah there are and if you can't find the book you need, don't be afaird to ask, I did, they don't judge you because they don;t know who it is for, it could be for you, a family member, and school project or you could just be interested. :)

Baguette and honey? That sounds very very strange! xD

Awww come back soon! I hope what I have said helps.

Originally Posted by Dexter Morgan

Rozalyne: Always a handful, those puppies. Seeming to find any way to get over or through a fence. Not good, though, not at all. At least it was an accident, of course.

Neither do I. It's always the fear of wearing it down or poking through it, then what? Touch screens keep getting more and more popular, somehow.

I think everyone has one or two they can relay from memory from seeing it so much. Although some are on every other ad and it gets so annoying! Some songs, though, could be put on replay forever for me. In fact, once or twice I burned a single song onto a CD to listen to it over and over. Is that strange?

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One has to wonder what these animals will think about next.

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Good night, Roza! I'll be here some time or another.

Dexter Morgan:
I could tell he felt guilty, because I kind of yelled at him out of pain. >.< He whimpered and started rubbing his face on my leg. So I forgave him, I couldn't stay mad. D:

I just don't like smudges on my screen.! I hate it when a friend of even family points and touches my computer's screen... Then there's a giant finger print. =-= Same with those iPhones.. luckily they make those clear covers for screens. They should do what the DS did with the little pen sticks. I'd use that instead of my finger.

Nope, not strange at all. I've actually had that happen too. I'd just play it all day on repeat. >.<

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I think animals know they can outsmart us at any time but choose to let us think we're the smart ones.