Rozalyne: hey wanna chat, I don't think i've met you before but for some reason your name is familiar to me, maybe from the avatar chat forum or something....I don't know.

You have helped. I didn't even know you could get those books in a library. I'm glad I'm not on my own! It's annoying when people just say "It's not going to happen"... even some therapists seem to say that, but sometimes it's not that simple.
I've been called a freak at school in the past, and convinced myself that the reason for that... was OCD. Yet, I know people don't notice I have it so much nowadays- not that they did anyway. I'm not the most outgoing person in the world anyhow!

Mmmm... baguette and honey was so nice :D

Eastriel:
Oh sure. ^ ^
You've probably seen me around chatting in other threads?, I don't think we've met though.
I've seen you around before. ^ ^ Not to sound stalk-ish or anything.

roza your avatar and your sig pic is awesome :D

Originally Posted by Fleetfantasy

You have helped. I didn't even know you could get those books in a library. I'm glad I'm not on my own! It's annoying when people just say "It's not going to happen"... even some therapists seem to say that, but sometimes it's not that simple.
I've been called a freak at school in the past, and convinced myself that the reason for that... was OCD. Yet, I know people don't notice I have it so much nowadays- not that they did anyway. I'm not the most outgoing person in the world anyhow!

Mmmm... baguette and honey was so nice :D

Fleetfantasy:Well I'm glad I have done something worthwhile today, here have the book titles and isbn numbers of the books I got out myself, that way you shouldn't have too much trouble asking for them and know you are getting a book that I think is helpful and informative:

The first one is called 'Anxiety - the essential guide' by Dr Jennifer Ashcroft and it is part of the 'need 2 know' range of books, the isbn is 1861441053
^That one I think is really good as it is short and concise and the information is presented clearly and in a userfriendly manner that is not intimidating.#

The second one is: 'The anxiety toolbox' by Gloria thomas. The isbn is 97800070227
^Is one is a lot longer and probably better to read after reading the need to know guide when you know what you are looking for and what you need to look up as I think it goes much more in to detail so is probably much more useful for specified further reading ^^

I hope all that makes sense to you and is helpful for finding some books that will help you out.

As for therapists it all depends on who you get, the first one I got I loved a lot he was really friendly and kept asking if I was okay and comfortable with the situation and such the second one I saw and the one that carted me off with pills was highly presumptuous, standoffish and think quite rude. She didn't understand me and seemed to think that my moods were secondary to my anxieties when in fact they underpin everything, I guess you just have to pray you are lucky.

We are all shaped by our experiences and who we are but you are by no means a freak you are an intelligent and interesting girl and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. :)

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Rozalyne: You don't need to ping me anymore, i'll keep checking back on what you have written. Yeah I think i've seen you around before and don;t worry you don't sound stalkerish, I used to be a pretty big character on here so no doubt you've seen me haha! :)
So, lets get an epic conversation going. How are you have yo had a good day, and what are you main interests.
Also where are you from and how old are you and what is your gender.
There I think those are the basics to try and find a good conversation.
I'll answer the last 3 - I'm 17 from england and I am female.

shadow_universe: HEY YOU, long time no chat darling <3

awesomenesschaaaan :heart:
-tackleglomps you-

Hey there! :D

Shadow
Thank you. ^ ^

Eastriel
Alright. :3
And that's good, I got worried there for a second.

My day has been okay, considering that it just started for me. I slept in, from staying up late last night.
Probably going to go make some lunch later on, haven't really eaten anything today.
I am from America. Yay~. Lol. I live in Texas, but I was spared the Southern accent. :3 I am female and 21 years young. ^ ^ I'll be 22 by the end of November.

Shadowww: hello there sweet pea! How are you?

Rozalyne; Haha no need to get worried there's not much that can freak me out and no much that can scare me away. :)
It's the end of the day for me, time zones are so strange sometimes, so I guess I shall rephrase my question and say: Hve you got anything exciting to do today? :)
Oh yes you sohuld eat! Awesome, amazingly I haven't yet met someone from texas, i'm quite suprised that I haven't if i'm honest! xD And aww sometimes the southern accent can be cute but when it;s really thick I will admit it does grate on me. :) Ah so you're a little older than me! Haha 21 years young, I like that philosophy. ^^
I'll be 18 in august, that's god damn scary to me. xD

Eastriel
Hahaha yeah time zones are pretty strange. And sometimes annoying. Well nothing for today, tomorrow though, my friend and I are going to watch the last of the Harry Potter movies. I'm not as obsessed as my friend... but I enjoyed the series. Although, I will admit I have not finished any of the books. Never really got around to it.
I'll be making something here in a bit, just waiting to see if mom is going to bring anything to eat or not. Every time I go into the kitchen to make something, she comes in with food.
I haven't met many people on here that are from Texas, maybe one or two. I usually met those who are from California or Florida. So odd. Lol.
I don't have any accent that I can say. I'm Hispanic, but I don't even have a Spanish accent. Most people think I'm white, but not Texan. Most unusual. My bestie has a heavy Southern accent, even though she says she doesn't. XD
Yes, I like to think of myself as 'young' because that's how I feel. I still think I'm a teen at times. Lol.
I didn't feel any transition when I turned 18. x.x Or even when I turned 21, except for the fact that I could now legally drink.. but I don't do that much so yeah. Lol. xD

Hey, how is everyone? :)

Roz; Yeah! I feel like I might be being held back from meeting someone awesome because of the timezone i'm on which sucks but i'm sure if i'm really truely meant to meet them I will some other way, fate has a funny way of bringing the most unlikely of people together sometimes so who knows.
Oh my I really am very excited about the Harry Potter movie, i;ve only recently read the last book and can't wait to see what i've read come to life, it's going to kill me though with all the death, I really think I will cry in the cinema and I never have before! Partly because of my obsession with alan rickman though...i'll probably wait until a few days after it comes out though because otherwise the cinema will be packed and it won't really be all that fun xD
Aww it's a shame you haven't read all the books the last one is actually very good, i'm not so keen on the 5th and 6th though I will admit they do leave quite a bit to be desired, you really can't fault the first four though!
Haha lmao! Good old mothers and their cooking :D
I mainly meet those that are on the east coast because of the time zone difference i meet a lot of people from new jersey and I must admit they are all pretty awesome :)
Well it;s a scientific fact that everyone has an accent i'm sure to me you'd have a clear accent as I would probably have to use. Most of the americans I have skyped with say i'm posh. ;-; I'm not posh i'm british dammit!!!!
I can legally drink when i'm 18. Current;y though I can drive and have sex. Can't smoke though the age got moved up from 16 to 18 a few year back...not that i'd want to though xD
I still feel like i'm 16 though xD

I am doing all right today, just waiting for book sorting to start. :D!

Eastie
I've met many people from the UK and staying in contact with them is hard. Especially when we all have school or college to go to. I'm on break at the moment, but I'll be starting back up this coming Fall.
My boyfriend is one hour ahead of me, but one hour can be a huge difference sometimes. >.<
I know bits and pieces of the story.. and I'm going to bawl when Snape dies.... D: I lliked him because I thought he looked cool, until I read more about his story, then I realized how sad his life was...
I even cried when Dobby died. I just couldn't believe it. I wanted to go next weekend, but my friend insisted we go tomorrow morning. I just hope we get there on time to get a seat!
I'm sure I have some sort of accent, some people are just surprised I don't have a thick accent. I've tried imitating different accents but I'm not all that great at it. xD Unless I'm messing around with friends, then a random accent comes out.
I heard the age limits in England were much different than here in America. I think America censors too much. America is just so freaking sensitive.
I feel like I'm still 16 as well. lol. Sometimes I forget that I'm an 'adult'. XD

Hello out there! I've returned. Looks like I missed a lot in my absence.

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Eastriel: I do love big dogs. It’s so strange how they can be so massive, it’s almost surreal in a way, how they manage to get so big, yet mostly be as gentle as they are, as though they can understand their size and be careful for it.

Yes, often it’s when you lie around and do nothing you get more tired and fatigued than if you were up and running around. Sometimes that bothers me too much, because you know how it is some days when all you really want to do is lie around and do nothing at all.

How many have the exact same dream for two years and counting, every time they sleep? It’s feeding off my worst fear and adding to it, eating away at me as though it wants to break me. I know how dreams sometimes feed off the day’s events or one’s strong or constant fears, I’ve read about it a few times. But it’s just getting ridiculous. It’s coming to where I hardly want to sleep anymore because of the sense of doom that lingers far into the day.

Oh, be careful then. Recently a horror movie called The Orphan Killer came out. It’s been called a milestone, the best horror movie of the decade, and some of those screenshots… Best to avoid if you hate horror films, certainly

Oh, I remembered the pricings, although that is rather interesting. Am I the only one who inspects the bag while in the light to see if there are any strange things or differences? Hm. Although it’s not possible to see if something is stale. Strange, how the mind is.

I doubt religion will be disproved, or come close to being disproved. There is too much for it, while also against it, and both arguments are strong enough to cancel each other out, almost. Although I do agree to that. They would most likely fall into such a deep state of denial, they would break, fall out of reality if they managed to avoid suicide. Really, it’s something that should be left alone, the mystery is there, as it should be.
Indeed; one had to wonder if he realized it would become such a well-known statement.

Ah, I’ve dealt with stale water before, it will not kill you. But in recognition, we replace it every four months just in case, because why deal with it if you don’t need to? Still, if push comes to shove, there might not be a fresh supply of water anywhere, and stale will have to do. Madness? We are already mad! Anyway, I suppose you are right. We should put in batteries, a battery-powered radio, and some CDs and board games. There we go!

Ah, but if they find they have a way to bring the dead back to life, they might find they would want to try it on someone else. But if they don’t know that their little ‘cure’ for death only revives part of the brain, parts that affect primal instincts, movement, and basic emotions, that could be a huge problem. Because I would assume their ‘cure’ would do just that.

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Rozalyne: Oh, of course not. They never mean to, it’s almost impossible to stay mad when they act so sorry.

Oh, I hate that. It’s come to where every ten minutes, if I have to use the touch screen, I’m wiping it on my pants leg to get the fingerprints off. It would be so nice if they could, as you said, have a stylus, or made the screens able to be used by something else, like… a pencil eraser.

Eh, I would put it on repeat, but it’s usually in the car and we have to keep hitting the back or forward button, so it’s easier to keep our attention away from it by putting the single song on an empty CD and playing it over and over.

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Certainly. That way we will be more surprised when they outsmart us.


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Hello Lizzy and Bangs! How goes?

Welcome back Dexter!
Est.... did you just watch Torchwood... o:

Demo
I've actually tried using the pencil's eraser! >.<
Oh I know, every time I use my brother's iPod touch I'm constantly wiping at it. I hate that they make touch screen for computers too. :c I don't want to be wiping smudges every second. D:

My sister does that with her CD's in my car. Back when she liked Justin Beaver, she's play his songs over and over and over again. D: Eventually she stopped liking him and moved on to other music artists. She also tends to change the radio stations and I absolutely hate it when someone does that. -_- Don't touch anything in my car. Nothing.

Roza
Sorry about vanishing, we had an emergency.

I've tried it, but then the eraser left smudge marks on it and made it worse!
Computers with touch screens just make me wonder. I mean, it would be a little annoying having to reach up every time you want to click something or highlight something, and the threat of hurting the screen if you get annoyed at it for some reason...

Ack, I hate Beaver. You had to listen to him? I swear, not just saying this, but when I heard one of his earlier songs I was positive it was a girl I had not heard before. Imagine my surprise when I discovered otherwise!
Oh, I hate when people touch my radio! It's not bad nowadays since we all share the same music interests, but before we moved here and were living with a couple others who often wanted to borrow the car, they would change it to some kind of techno crap. It all sounds the same, what are you doing!

Demo
o.o Oh, no problem. I figured you might have been busy. :3

It does. Made me even more upset about the whole issue. Lol. Oooo I know what you mean. Especially if you're in a bad mood and the computer just doesn't want to work with you. I know my laptop has it's mood swings. Half the time I want to throw it across the room... But I don't.. I love my lappy too much. I think with a screen touch it would be much easier to throw around though...

Yes, I had too. I wasn't in the clear just yet, my mom likes his songs.. To my surprise when my friend came over and we went out in my car.... Beaver playing loudly in my car. Gahhhh I was so angry that my mom would leave the CD. I then proceeded to make it disappear. Didn't really throw it out.. it was a birthday gift from a friend.. but I will not be having him play in my car. I too though he was girl when I first heard his song on the radio. I could have sworn he was a girl.
The first time I gave a friend a ride the first thing she does is change the radio station. I freaked out on her. Not even my closest friends do that. D:

Roza
Certainly, that has happened. I've gotten annoyed at plenty of computers, and some time ago I was under a time crunch and it lost all my work! So I threw it out the back window. It had disobeyed for the last time. Unfortunately I had not noticed someone in the back yard, and the sudden appearance of a laptop flying over their head caught them a tad off guard.

Oh, my... It saddens me that people can like his songs. At least, his beginning songs, certainly. And it's worse when you live with someone who is obsessed with it. Like Beaver, or whatever the hell techno is. I mean, it's fine and all, but after a few minutes, it gets annoying and I want to crush the CDs. I used to hide them all over and make the others find them if they wanted them so bad. But I though I was being lied to when the others told me he was a... well, a he.
Ehh. It got to a point where the radio station in the car was changed every time someone else used it, so I had to put a note on it that said "If you touch the radio and don't put it back, I'll break your fingers." Got the point across that if they use my car, they will do as I request.

Hey everyone! What's going on in the lives of... you all today? All good I hope?

All good indeed, Kya. I saw you changed your name, also! Quite a busy day, but a good one, still.
Hopefully you have had a good day?

Demo
Oh geeze. o. o I can just imagine a random laptop flying over my head. x.x I'd scream out "The aliens are here to get me!!" Okay maybe not, but I'd be paranoid for a while. >.<

Eh, I don't mind if my mom listens to him or not, just not in my car. Lol. That's a no-no. My dad sometimes borrows my car and he changes the station to AM to some Spanish radio shows. So I'll turn on the car and an announcer for soccer will be on full blast. Lmao. It scares me a bit, because it's so loud. Luckily I have my radio stations programmed so it's not too much of a hassle trying to find the station again.

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Hello Kya! ^^ My day has been filled with moving furniture. x.x

Yes finally, I've been here for years, and should have put a little more thought into my name upon signing up in the first place haha It's after my daughter. But yes I've had a swell day, I've done tons of housework today, feelin' pretty accomplished about now!

Roz, are you moving?

No, I'm not.
Mom got in the mood to rearrange, again. This time she switched rooms with my brother. x.x