Hey guys, I'm so sorry about not being active for quite some days.

I dislike those people who seem to have everything wrong with them... or just emphasize their little problems and make them into massive ones. I know a whole lot of people like that. I end up just wanting to say "I've got problems too, you know!" I have to keep reminding various people to keep their chins up. But I guess it's good sometimes, at the least, to complain to someone about something.

I have a phobia of being in large groups, and would much rather be on my own... or with just one other person. I always think people are staring at me and judging. I can deal with large groups of people if it's at a gig or something because they're not bothered about me, but the people on stage. I do get claustrophobic still :P
There are those people who seem inclined to take up every bit of your space, grab your mouse to show you something... just ugh. They must think I'm weird, I guess I am really... but hey, that's me xD

I'm a rather embarrassed person, I get that beetroot face and everything seems to go to crap, haha.
I used to be quite a girly-girl. Crying when my Cockerel died. I think I've matured a whole lot. It sounds mean, but I'm much... harder, maybe?

I quite enjoy writing in third person, I feel first doesn't capture the whole scene... only what the one person sees. It gives a limitation to the story, in my opinion anyway :)

*wanders in and trips over two feet and ends up face first* OOF! ohi!

Demo


I'll be honest, that excitement didn't last very long. >.< I started to realize I wasn't daddy's only little girl. I got less attention and I got extremely jealous. I was a very spoiled little brat and not getting daddy's attention and what I wanted, made me really mad. Hahaha. Mind you I was about eight or so, but as I got much older l kind of grew out of it... sort of. I still get jealous every now and then, but I've learned. We fight constantly but I do love her a lot even if I don't show it everyday.
I agree. But the way she dresses, that's just asking for people to poke fun at her and her so called fashion sense. Hahaha.
Not only is that horrible parenting it should be illegal. If a child needs plastic surgery, it should be for health reasons only. Not to win some beauty pageant.

I just don't like noise of the big crowds, give me headaches. Especially in restaurants. If it's packed, sometimes I have to decide if I want to stay or go somewhere else. Sunday, after we went mall shopping we went to a restaurant. We should have known we would have to wait for ever because the parking lot was full. But we went inside anyway, luckily we were to be attended right away. Oh man, was it loud. Not to mention crying babies. I can only take so much of crying kids or loud screams before I completely become annoyed. People don't respect public places sometimes. They just let them cry, scream, kick and be disrespectful to them. I've seen kids throw food at their parents. Do they do anything about it? No. They laugh and think it's a game.
My hair would eat them and sometimes break them. Hahaha. I never really took care of my hair, so my hair was always a mess. My mom knew how to cut hair to an extent, but she had no experience in it. I remember for my graduation my mom had this lady apply make-up on me. She went all out, mascara, eye shadow, liner, foundation, blush, everything! When I got home I literally scraped it off. D: It felt so horrible on my skin.
I forget how to spell simple words sometimes. I'm sitting there trying figure out how to spell something. And sometimes spell check suggests words that are nowhere near close. Lol. I fail at spelling most of the time.

All this censorship has gotten out of hand. Parents need to take control again over their kids. It's just ridiculous. It's understandable that child services are there to help, but at the same time it limits the parents to properly discipline kids. Now what are parents left to do? Take away the xbox, disconnect the phone or internet? I think that only makes things worse, not better.
Persistence is okay with me, as long as they don't get pushy.

I go outside sometimes to make sure birds don't get at Tobi's food, but he does a good job on that himself. I do go out there though to make sure he has fresh cold water. Since it tends to get really hot out here I don't want him to dehydrate. He's attempted about three times to dig a hole under our pool. There are so many of them around the backyard in the sand where he tries to keep cool. Other times he's found laying under the bushes.

I think I would too. I'm not a detective so I'd get lost trying. But I don't have any intention on looking for you. That seems odd. Hahaha. Oh gosh, I hate it when they ask me questions like that. I rarely ask for opinions on outfits, except from my sister. She's the more honest than I am. She'll tell me when something looks bad on me. And not in a very nice way either. Hahaha.

Hrmmm, I meant like having demons and such play a game of Targus in our world. How would people react to them. I actually can't wait to read a scene about the game though. I'm sure it will be very interesting to read.

Fleetfantasy: It’s all right, it happens!

I do dislike those who try to gain sympathy for everything, most of which is nothing or a manifestation of their own imaginations. I mean, I’ve got a lot of things wrong, but I can push them to the side to lead a normal life not dependant on attention from everyone I come into contact with. I’m a negative one, possibly the world’s biggest pessimist, but when it comes down to it I can feign being happy, even if I’m not. Others should learn from those angrier or sadder than they are and plough through the rough patches! Although, I agree, there are the times that you have to complain. It’s good to have someone around who will listen without judgment.

Hm, yes, the phobia. I had a phobia of large groups in school, where people actually were judging you and watching you all the time. It got to where it seemed people were watching everywhere I go! Now it’s not bad. Despite that I do prefer enclosed spaces. If I’m in an especially large and empty room, it seems to go on forever into space.
I hate those people! Get away from me, it’s my computer, my mouse. Oh, and my space. We are all a little weird! Is what makes the world interesting.

I feel that even the most confident and self-assured person gets embarrassed from time to time. It only lasts a while, then it’s over.
Really, I don’t think I’ve ever felt sad when a pet died. Well, perhaps my golden retriever a while back, but I had him a long time and loved that dog.

Well, first person catches what would normally be caught through the eyes of the person it’s happening to. You get what you need to get, what the character gets. It can be meticulously detailed or vague, so you can make out your own image of where you are. It shows you only what the main character sees, rather than the entire thing, as to keep you guessing as to what might happen next.


Rozalyne: Yes, that jealousy is normal. I’ve seen it a lot of times! My young cousin, seven years old at the time, got a new baby sister and she was extremely happy, only it lasted just a few days and she got jealous of everyone swooning over little Mira. I stayed away, though, since I’m not good with the little babies, and she stayed with us for a couple months. That way she could get around her sister without feeling completely left out. The two are good friends now, though, so I think it worked out well.
I know that. I mean, really, it’s nice you have your own style, but she seems to be a fame hag. It’s nice to want attention, but find better ways to get it rather than using meat products or curtains.
I think it is. If it’s not for health reasons, to put the kid at ease or help them live a little easier. And the only reason a kid that age should dress up to that extent if it’s to go to a once or twice in a lifetime event.

Yes, big crowds bother me. Is why I never go to a restaurant anyway, because of the people, sometimes the annoying music in the background, and the paranoia of not knowing what they do to that food. I can drive myself crazy sometimes. And those parents with the kids! Those kids would rather be up running around than sitting planted in a chair or booth. Really, they have a lot of energy, you cannot blame them as much as the stupid parents letting them fool around. Then they let the kids do things they scold them for later, because the kids think it’s still a game.
I could only ever use thin-bristled brushes on my hair, the combs would break and snap and get eaten away. Sad, really, that I could only tame it with a few galleons of water and a rag resting on top of it for an hour. Honestly, after that hack job, it was uneven and layered in stupid ways, ridiculous. Eh, I can only imagine a layer of makeup on my face. It must have taken a lot of willpower not to wipe it off your face until you got home!
Once I forgot how to spell ‘fish’. Then I forgot what word I was trying to spell so I had to go back into the sentence and reread it. Spellcheck, sometimes… It loses its mind!

Those parents are always looking for someone else to blame. Their kids go to school and shoot it up, it’s because of video games. They start drugs, it’s because of the movies. They get into gangs and do stupid things, it’s the schools for not keeping it out of the schoolyards. They never stop to wonder if they are the ones who are not paying enough attention to their kids and telling them right from wrong or the obvious things, like how to be smarter than a pencil. Take away their things and it will only make them annoyed, not teach them a lesson.
Persistence is all right, if it’s for something important, but if it’s just to know something they should not know, it’s annoying.

Our dog was especially laid back. He would go after a bird or two sometimes, but the rest of the time he just sits there like a lump and watches them. Not even five feet away, those birds almost sit on his head. His dog house was good to keep warm in the winter, since the roof of it was covered in black tar that trapped the heat from the sun in the summer. Instead he would lie in the grass, under the wild grape vines that grew over the back fence.

I’m a good detective. I’ve tracked down a lot of people already, and summed up a good thousand hours in surveillance time. I’m glad you have no interest in looking for us, though. Makes it easier. I’ve got a couple female friends who tend to ask me about what they are wearing. Sometimes it’s a laugh of a getup, it really is. They trust me, and the others for those questions. Even Raine, who is brutally honest but not feminine in the least. I think you should only be nice when… Well, when it’s a serious time. Otherwise, get over it, not everything in the world is as serious as you want it to be.

I wish it were a real game. Although demons look human, save for an odd eye color here and there. They cannot use any nonhuman abilities in game, either, so they would play as humans do. As with any other race on the island. I try to make it as realistic as possible, as though the island really exists.

*whistles*

Hello? Have you posted on here before...? Looking back...

Oh, I'm sorry! I think we overlooked that little message.

Where i fell on my face? lol. hello. you may call me MCR

Yes, you fell on your face. I thought I should put a sign up that warned of uneven terrain, but it looked like you simply tripped over your own feet.
Hello MCR, I think I know where you get that acronym from. You can just call me Dexter.

I believe I will. Amd If youre thinking the band.. Yes. I love them.

I'm always falling on my own feet

I have a liking for them as well, actually. I have a couple dozen songs of theirs in an online playlist.

No worries, I'm always tripping on the air. Or sometimes the hallway buckles on me and I fall over a nonexistent lump in the stone.

>.< i poked my eye,,, i need to be put in a bubble

A bubble? But how would you be able to breathe?

Demo

My sister and I have an odd relationship. She's constantly telling me that she wants me out of the house and that I should leave, but when I am actually out of the house staying over at a friend's, she complains that I'm not home. She'll call me asking when I'm coming home, how long till I get home. Sometimes I don't understand her. Hahaha.
Yeah, I don't really consider meat as good fashion or any type of fashion. I never really had great sense of fashion myself. Mostly just jeans and a T-shirt. But then, I decided I wanted to look pretty. Hahaha. So I started taking care of my appearance and bought cuter clothes and stuff. I still wear jeans, because I'm not a fan of dresses... unless I'm going somewhere fancy. But now I wear dressy shirts, good pair of jeans and heels or flats. Depends on my mood that day.
I think those parents should listen to their kids on what they want to do. They never know, those kids might actually surprise them in different ways other than just being a pretty face.

Well know that you mention that... *Shudder* I'd rather not think of that. D: So you've never really been to a restaurant? o: I think I could handle that, but I am too accustomed to go out at least once a week with my bestie. I understand they are only kids, but sometimes it's just too much. My brother used to lay on the floor and throw a tantrum in stores when he didn't get what he wanted.. It was so embarrassing. My mom would grab him and take him to the bathroom. Who knows what she'd do in there.
I've slowly been training my hair to stay, hahaha. I have tried many types of shampoo and different hair products to keep my hair tame to a point. Oh gosh, I kept scratching my face the entire time. I'd look at my finger nail and saw all the make-up. It was horrible. I won't be wearing that much make-up again until my wedding. Maybe. Perhaps some some light powder, eye liner, lipstick and lip gloss. No liquid crap on my face.
Fish. I knew a joke about the word fish. My French teacher told us about it, but I have forgotten it. Hrmmm....I don't like that my phone doesn't have spell check. Now I have to know how to spell the word instead of sort of guessing and letting T-9 spell it for me.

Blaming video games, movies, schools is ridiculous. My brother plays Call of Duty, Assassin's Creed games like that. He's not out trying to buy guns or kill anyone. He doesn't act out, well he does, but not enough that it's a serious problem or a threat to anyone. Some parents love to talk about other kids. They talk about how parents don't pay attention to their kids and gossip on how bad they are, and then say that their own kids do no wrong and are the best in the world. I say this because I have seen it with my own eyes. At my mom's job. The love to talk about how someone else kids get in trouble and their kids will never do anything like that. I was so tempted to call out on this lady out because I know her daughter. If only she knew what her "perfect" daughter did at school.

I hope Tobi grows to be laid back. His hyper-ness is too much sometimes. I tried taking pictures of him earlier and he kept trying to eat my camera. Most days he is calm though. I'll go outside and he'll come up to me and rub his head on my leg and he'll actually let me pet him without trying to bite my arm off. But then he starts jumping on me. If I didn't have quick reflexes I think I'd have scratches on my face.

Well... don't track me down. D: Though it's not really that hard, I'm sure anyone could find out where I live. Sadly. Hahaha.
Of course not! I don't make it a habit of tracking friends I've met online. I think I could get in trouble for doing that without good reason. I'm not girlie, unless I actually try or when if I'm going out. Usually I'll be found in a loose bun, over sized T-shirt and baggy pants or shorts or in just pajamas. Hahaha. I'm too lazy to actually get dressed. Even when friends come over I don't dress up. The looks on their faces, as if they don't do the same. >.> I'm nice. But not when giving advice on fashion. I am quite picky when it comes to what I like.

I wish it was too, actually. XD I wouldn't mind going to one of those games in real life. Hahaha. And that makes it super fair. That way no one calls cheating or something.

Roza

Oh, siblings need an odd relationship. It's what makes their bond unlike anyone else's in the world, even if they seem to dislike one another or really cannot get along. It's a contradiction in their way of thinking that keeps one another on their toes. I want you to leave, but I want you to come back at the end of the day. It's a loop, like that, in some ways of thinking. They want you to leave, but not for too long.
You could have the worst fashion in the world and still consider meat a food product rather than something to wear! She said it was in support of this or another (cannot recall what it was, exactly) but I saw no support, only someone with meat in dress form and as a hat. I've always found a love for the vintage, Victorian and Steampunk style, but outside that, I'm really not that smart at that monster called 'fashion'. It's just what I wear, whether people like it or think it's strange. When I was younger I always wore black because it was easy and available, but now I'm on my own with the means of making even the most trivial of things a little more difficult.
Indeed. And some of those kids actually like being exploited for their parents' closeted desire to be the one on stage. They hate losing!

Oh, I used to be dragged out. My mother, uncle, aunt, second aunt, second cousin, cousin, my mother's aunt always dragged me to their Saturday raid of malls and stores within a fifty-mile radius of our town, and usually it was especially early, like seven-thirty in the morning. We would eat breakfast and lunch, sometimes dinner if we stayed out long enough, at a random restaurant we would drive by. Now that I'm not pestered so much, we stay in most of the time and cook. Kids are kids. Some don't understand, while others could hardly care. I blame the parents either way, for not correcting them at all.
I do believe my hair started calming down a while after I got out of that hell hole. When it grew out a bit more, it just... deflated, and got pin-straight. After a while I could cut those layers out and make it normal. I've yet to cut it any more than an inch to get dead ends out for ten years now.
That liquid makeup. I never understood it. I mean, it would make your face heavy, right? Uncomfortable, no matter how used to it you are.
What I hate about my phone is autocorrect. Leaves for very awkward happenings during a text, if I even text. It's rare.

I've heard overprotective parents bash video game after movie after school and so on. Mostly games and movies. I mean, if you hate it that much, don't let your brat play or watch it! And if you hate schools that much, homeschool him or her! See? A simple fix for your annoying paranoia. I've played zombie game after God of War game, Silent Hill and Resident Evil, and none have corrupted me any more than I already am, nor has it made me want to kill anyone any more than I already do. Hm, but parents always talk about how great their kids are (most of them). They never see any wrong, and only say good things about them. I've seen a lot of boys and girls be perfect little angels around their parents and cause an Armageddon when they were at school or away from home.

Dogs normally calm after their puppy years. Unless you keep them active, then it's their nature, especially if you have a dog that is genetically hyperactive. After a few years, my retriever was calmer. In his puppy years he tried to eat my camera as well when I even had it out. I think he disliked the flash.

I would never track you down. Wait, do I have reason to? If not you are perfectly safe from my tracking, be you easy or difficult to find.
Well, as long as you have good reason for tracking someone you met online, it's not against the law. In my opinion, that is.
I dislike the term 'girlie', really. There are some girly types out there who are more tomboy types, while some... Oh, they seem to go all out. I can hardly stand them, especially their high, whiny voices and fragile dispositions. Well, I generally get dressed even if no one is interested in going anywhere and we have no jobs to do. No one knows if plans might change in an instant! I'm not one for picky, when it comes to someone else's sense of style, but it has to be... you know, a sense.

Oh, fair all around. There are no out of bounds, and one basic objective. Get that ball to the other side! Sometimes less is more, especially with games. A few basic rules can go a long way.

Dexter Morgan:

Sorry for my absence. I've currently picked a game that I recently found in our garage. I realized that I only played it once, and never even got to the main story. But I'm sort of stuck at a level so I took a break. For now anyway.

My sister drives me nuts ninety percent of the time, but overall we get along just fine. I have to say her temper is worse than mine and that's saying a lot. Then there's my brother. I've come to be a tad more protective of him. When he was younger he wasn't the brightest kid around. So he would get made fun of all the time. But with mom's patience and my help we got him to progress as he got older. Now, he's grown to be extremely smart. Mostly in the history and science field. I believe when he was twelve he tried building his own battery. He even made a chair out of phone books and duct tape. Lots of duct tape was used that day. I used to want the latest clothes. But I wasn't comfortable in most of them, so jean and shirts were perfect for me. Now it's a little different. I'm not a fan of dressy pants though. Mom never really liked me wearing all black and neither did my dad. The closest I came to wearing all black was when I wore my black hoodie and black shoes.

Oh gosh, that early? I like shopping and all, but I love my sleep more. I'd rather sleep in and go to the mall in the afternoon, rather than early morning. I also don't like going to those sales. Way too many people for my own comfort. Plus, people become savages during that time. It's horrible. I don't like eating out all the time. One, we don't really have that much money to be going out all the time and two I get sick from eating out so much.
Parents certainly need to teach their kids to behave to an extent.
My hair is naturally curly and frizzy. It used to be straight, then around middle school that changed. Hair color also changed, went from raven black to a dark brown.
Liquid make-up is just... I don't understand why some women use it. It gets drippy when you sweat, and it feels awful. It's like a mask of skin.
I've never had to deal with autocorrect. But I love to read other people's mishaps. The words that get autocorrected are hilarious.! I used to text a lot. I'd be on my phone all day and night. But after not having a cell for almost four or five months I kind of don't text all that much anymore. And it's always being shut off because of lack of payments, so yeah. I only text a few people that actually have my number, which isn't a lot.

Same. My mom isn't like that though. She doesn't say anything that isn't true. She'll state the facts, like us not being perfect little angels and such. Most people don't like her for that reason. She isn't one to brag about stuff and she is also the type to call you out on your bullshit. She also doesn't talk behind people's back, she tells them to their face. My dad is the one who buys my brother his video games but he also knows what they are about. I've also seen him play with my brother once or twice. I've seen kids be disrespectful with their parents in front of others. They'll talk back to them no matter where they're at. I believe I did something similar like that with my mom, but she pissed me off it kind of just slipped. I think if people had not been around she would have slapped me then and there.

Well I just hope Tobi calms down, because I don't know if I'll be able to handle him like this when he becomes an adult. He'll be way too big and powerful for me. Mom already said if we don't get his biting under control and he manages to draw blood she's having him put down. So I'm trying my best to teach him biting us is wrong.

Nope, no reason to track me down I hope. I haven't done anything that requires for me to be looked for.
I don't go all out compared to my other friends. I'm girlie not in the sense of wearing dresses, heavy make-up or things like that. I just like sparkles and glitter and anything cute and pastels. I love pastel colors.
I rarely go out so I have no need to go out, and if plans change well it doesn't take me more than ten minutes to get ready. Unless I need to shower then thirty minutes max. Unless, well other times it takes about an hour, just depending.

Well can't wait to read about it in your story. I'm anxious to read about it, not the just the game but for everything else too.

Oh, what game? Maybe it's something I know about and can help with that level.

We have a bit of a temper in our family. It's no wonder our little ones are so hot-headed, yet the 'adults' in the family get pissy for their not paying attention or get annoyed. Even so, there are not a lot of especially smart ones in that family history. No, just the graduated high school and only went to college for a year if at all types of people.
some of the 'latest clothes' are cheaply made or never in the right size for a certain person. It seems to be made for a particular type of person and the rest are forgotten about. I could never afford those clothes anyway, so best just to get what looked decent and were a couple dollars at a GoodWill or something else. My parents really could not care about the colors I wore (unless it was pink, which I have always hated anyway). Black shirt, black jeans, black socks and shoes. Nothing too special or unpredictable. Until now, that is. Since I've finally been granted a better side of life, I can do what I want with styles and clothes.

Yes, that early. And being an insomniac? Usually I would be awake all night and still get that call in the morning. I really hate shopping, unless there is something I want or need and I know it's there. But it's not that simple with them! They have to wander for two hours, in a single place, then meander somewhere else and wander for an hour there. And not buy anything!? What the hell is wrong with you people!? Ah, but you remind me of the Black Friday sales. I swear, I was called at three in the morning by my cousin and told to come with her to Target to stand in line. And it was cold. Cold! You know I hate cold! I was out there with two pairs of pants, three pairs of socks, heavy boots, a t-shirt, a sweater, a jacket, and a coat, a hat, and two pairs of gloves. Still I felt the cold. So all the three hours we had to stand out there, I was crouched with the hood of my jacket and coat up and covering my head.
I'm not sure what happened to my hair. I suppose gravity. People seem to have to ask if it's naturally black, and it is, of course. It's not much to keep it in check, rather than washing it every day because of our job and the heat. And the threat of bugs having fallen in and tangled.
Ack, just the thought of liquid makeup... Or anything of that consistency, all over my face is so uncomfortable!
Oh, autocorrect. I'm glad none of mine have ever shown up on the DamnYouAutoCorrect site. Sometimes I get so annoyed I just want to drop it into the ocean from the dock. Good-bye cell phone! I hope you burn! But no, our phones are used to communicate, especially during stakeouts or surveillance.

Oh, our family is very truthful. And we will tell everything, then laugh about it. No one in this family can have a sensitive mindset, because we will target anyone and everyone! Although really, our family does talk about other members behind their back. It really annoys me. So when we left, I sent emails to all of the ones no one would talk to, and told them everything the others would not. I never really had a video game until I was seventeen, and around that time I was mostly left alone at home.
I've never back-talked to my parents. I knew better after the first time, and it was something I never wanted to do again. But kids now... I feel like walking up to them and telling them off since their parents are too much of a coward to do it! Things should go back to how they were, so a parent could discipline a kid without someone calling the police.

Indeed, I hope he calms down as well. It would be best to ask someone to help, or take him to a training class or two, to see if it works for the better. I taught my retriever not to bite by thumping his nose or spraying him with compressed air to startle him. He really hated it, and learned that if he bites, he gets a shock from air or a smack on the nose.

Well you seem to be all right. No reason to track you down.
Glitter. It blinds me in bright sunlight, and female tourists here always wear glitter and sequins and shining silver or gold metallic-looking skirts or dresses. Pastel is calmer, but obviously unheard of among the brain-dead tourists.
Our hours are undefined, meaning we can be called any time during the day or night by anyone with a good story as to why they intend to call at three in the morning. Best to have some kind of clothes set up for the next day in case of unexpected calls.

Then I should decide on how to set up some time to get writing on it. I think I'll start the thing with a game and, perhaps, revolve it around the players for the island's home team.

I feel like im intruding...

xXMCRAngel2107Xx: No, never. Roza and I seemed to be the only ones to continue a conversation, so it's no bother at all to have someone else around. Our replies tend to be a mesh of a hundred topics in a single post, though. Besides, the thread is for anyone.

but i have nothing to talk about

Well if you have something to talk about, you have something to keep a conversation going. I'm not even sure where the conversation between Roza and myself started anymore.

The only thing I have to talk about at teh moment is my D&D campain

D&D? You mean the game? I've never played it, really.

yes the tabletop nerd game

Ah, I thought so. I never saw it as strictly a nerd game, despite never playing before. Never was interested in tabletop games like that, really. I prefer video games, either PC or playstation.

well i feel so stupid... everyone else in this campain has had years of this....this is my first one