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hehe, I definitely do, i could looks so much better than I do... ehhhh [cry]
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i could look better if I lost like 50 lbs, that apparently nobody thinks is that bad, but it's so hard finding clothes that fit right :(
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i agreeee... though its more like... 199 pounds for me, i'm quite large.. *pouts*
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You are probably not as large as you think you are. It's all in how you see yourself honestly :)
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merrrrrrr, I guess. *smiles* So tell me about yourself!
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I am the sane one in my family :) I think that speaks for itself... I am going to college and working, and I have a boyfriend who lives very far away from me.
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Uhm, I am the youngest in my family but i act like the oldest
I dont go to school and I don't work [but i'm looking for work] uhmm i have a gf, kind of, whatever, she thinks its more than it really is... eh. I dunno, I'm seriously flirtatious. promiscuous.. |
i am that way too! it gets me into trouble :( but i gotta sleep, have a good night, talk to you later and don't forget about your cheezy romance
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I wont forget!
Sleep tight darling DD! |
I did sleep well :) I just woke up a bit earlier then I would have liked.
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I slept well also!
---------- Post added 08-31-2012 at 11:44 AM ---------- About my Bullying experience. [COLOR="lightseagreen"]I wrote this about 1 year ago. Very personal. In grade school, I was a lot heavier than I am now. I was being called fat, fatass, fatty, whale [because i was overweight] and sasquatch [because i wasn't allowed to shave my legs yet...] On my way home, walking, of course, i had even younger kids throwing mud at my face, people who would follow me home and scream things at me.I was teased and put down for about 2 years... Through those two years I became afraid...so afraid of people that I barely talked to anyone except the ones I knew I could absolutely trust. I literally cringed when I saw people who made fun of me in the hallways or out on the school grounds. I never really told my parents about most of the teasing. I started to become depressed.One day, I had been teased early on in the morning, I was mulling the words around in my head, and they really got to me that day...I started choking myself in the middle of French class with my scarf. Some people thought i was kidding...After a few weeks, maybe not even that long, I started talking to my close friends about killing myself....That same day they told my teacher. I was only in grade five. After that, things didn't settle down entirely...Grade six came along, thats when I was starting to be called sasquatch...the boy who started this even called me this in front of my mother, and when I pointed out that she was right next to me he simply said ''I don't care.''I started telling the teacher every time someone called me something terrible, and it seemed to work quite a while, mostly through grade school at least, I mean along with the shrink appointments and psycological tests and a percription my mother wouldn't let me take, because she didn't want me on anti-depressants. High School is a different story, the boy and girls grow more cocky and powerful with their words, they became meaner.I got pushed and shoved around, called more imaginative names that i don't care to remember. Even had one of my friends dating someone who was bullying me, and that soon turned into an inbox attack about my hairy arms and how fat I am. How original, right? Well it turns out that the principal doesn't really care about us fat girls either. So that was a complete bust....depression settles in again. These scars tell a million stories. I left High School because I figured I could do with a great change of environment to change how I feel about myself.I haven't been bullied enough anytime lately to make me turn to killing myself. Why? Because I decided to change something, because I was the one who fixed the problem when no one else wanted to.I had a great amount of support, though, really only from one or two people. If you are being put down in ANY way, walk away and tell someone. If someone is joking around and making you feel bad about yourself, and this person is a friend or a loved-one ....please tell them to stop, and that it isn't funny to you. Being bullied isn't okay. Some situations are different from mine. Tell someone you love whats going on, MAKE them listen. Take every ounce of courage you can find and stand up. Just know that theres always...ALWAYS another option that ISN'T taking your own life. There is always at least one person who LOVES you enough to keep you going, who will help you no matter what. Do NOT let them get power high from hurting you, you don't deserve that. It DOES get better, believe me. Even if you have to struggle a little longer...it gets better. |
Oh Wow, sounds like you have had a hard life, I am sorry to hear about it.
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I have but lately its been a bit better, i'm not social enough now to be teased. haha!
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What you have been through doesn't sound like teasing, it sounds like torture to me.
IMO you can only be teased by people who actually love and care about you when it is other people saying they are being rude, mean and hateful people, |
lots of mean and hateful people around my parts.
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Oh yes, there are. I have started getting mad at any of my friends if they say rude things about people because of how they look. You can't help how you look in some ways and negativity or judgement about it just rude, if people as a whole encouraged people to be healthy or go out and do something instead if ridiculing them and making them want to stay in I think there would be alot more healthy people out there, not just physically but mentally.
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people just don't understand that words do hurt.
and you know what, yeah I still have depression and i'm borderline suicidal if i don't watch myself. all because of everything that people did to me when i was younger. |
I can understand that, I had some problems with that when I was younger.
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Clockie! you visited my lovely thread! [hug] yayyy! [heart]
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yey! *smiles* So glad you will stay clockie.. *huggles tight*
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