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The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 03:26 AM

I suppose... I'd use poke or prod the same way but that's just my lack of understanding body language

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 03:27 AM

Well I should prod you to get something done, but i would poke you to get your attention.

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 03:29 AM

Why? I got an entire base designed and pixeled today o.o I did lots

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 03:29 AM

but you didn't make me a sandwich xD

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 03:31 AM

Make your own sandwich [illgetu] I have to make my own food... *hands DD some bread*

On that note I'm STARVING o.o brb

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 03:37 AM

XD Have fun eating xD

Souless Ginger Kid 01-20-2013 03:38 AM

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Originally Posted by PWEEP (Post 1771535013)
Ahaha, I love your Gir gif xD

Why thank you vurreh much! :D
I love Gir. xD <3

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 03:44 AM

We all do Soul... we all do :D

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 03:44 AM

How long was the Invader Zim on television?

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 03:58 AM

I dunno my brother had every episode on his computer

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 04:06 AM

Poet has siblings? I didn't know.

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 04:07 AM

Poet has 2 siblings.

Souless Ginger Kid 01-20-2013 04:15 AM

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Originally Posted by The Wandering Poet (Post 1771535217)
@Soul - That's quite true... people don't know much about Bi-Polar. I honestly think it's the mania that makes them appear delusional, because the person I knew actually "talked to someone", granted I knew there was something in the house... but I wouldn't talk to it >.>"
Anyways, glad not everyone is like that... o.o what that "voice" told her to do all the time was scary... was always worried me and my partner wouldn't have money for food. (She goes on huge spending sprees)

Good to know you found a good medication. While I have my own issues, I refuse to be medicated for anything. I know my partner is the same way as me but when they tried to medicate her they basically tried to turn her into a vegetable... Aspergers (or suspected in my case) is not THAT bad [illgetu]

As for music... depressing music (Boulevard of Broken Dreams is a major one) makes me happy for some reason...

Yeah, there's quite the stigma, and very few people even try to understand. :P
Well, I HAD borderline schizophrenia from age nine to twelve, the doc said It came with the mania and I'd grow out of it. He was right, but back then I had two voices going back & fourth in my head arguing and yelling at eachother. Never talked to me. Just drove me crazy listening to them constantly bicker all the time, sometimes I couldn't sleep (lol fixed a typo, it said slerp before. xD) it was so bad. It was embarrassing because sometimes it would get so loud and crazy that I would actually yell and tell them to shut up in public. Most people thought I was telling them to shut up. xD (That part is kind of funny though. lol) Then more people would witness and think I was going to grow up to be some complete psychopath. Which I didn't and am not at all. lol I have a lot of empathy for everything.

Yeah, it's amazing how much they have stablized me. I very RARELY get depression anymore, and when I do it's super short lived. Not weeks in bed and suicide attempts. Haven't had a manic episode in quite a while, and it's starting to help me with my anxiety. Amazing feeling. :]
Yeah, I pushed it away for YEARS because of the whole human guinea pig thing, and I still feel like most psychiartists and doctors are no more then glorified drug dealers, and need to quit trying to dope up people who don't need to be. Most of my past meds either made me feel like a zombie, or just couldn't express emotion on the outside but still felt all of it inside. But in my case I was tired or feeling like the crazy chick and I was desperate to try anything at that point. First they had me on lithium, then on lithium & adderal. Then on lithium, adderal, and lamictal. Now I'm weened off the lithium and am just on the lamictal and adderal. Perfect combination. xD

Yeah that is a depressing song. lol

Mine would have to be:
YouTube
and:
YouTube
(Ignore the whole canibalism intro. lol It's horror rap. xD)
The chorus is actually inspiring though.


---------- Post added 01-19-2013 at 08:16 PM ----------

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Originally Posted by dessertdesiert (Post 1771536497)
How long was the Invader Zim on television?

Not long enough. /:

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 04:22 AM

Interesting information Souless.

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 04:38 AM

Ehh... I have voices that argue in my head all the time... but typically I can sorta sense that one of them isn't mine and the other is just saying "gtfo". Been like that for years, but I only hear said voices when I feel something is "off" about a house. My senses are really sensitive so even the slightest change in the air around me I can sense if I'm paying attention. o.o heck me and my partner were sitting on her bed talking when the bed started shaking. We both noticed and together agreed on a direction... found out we felt an earthquake 260 miles away o.o it was freaky...

But I argue with myself on a regular basis (in my head) so that's nothing new for me...
I honestly think the 2 voices in my head are gender based thoughts... as there is a voice that wants to do things a stereotypical man would do, and a more gentle voice and stuff...
The male voice needs to gtfo though it's annoying... it's like "hey, her shirt is open look look look look look" =.= and I don't even think that's appealing to look at either... I just tell it to gtfo and walk/look away.

So I think I can relate. I don't know where or why they are there... probably because I didn't have any friends really growing up I mostly played by myself... and only myself. I talk to myself aloud when I'm alone to think aloud/collect my thoughts. I also have that voice. Plus the other voice that is sometimes there sometimes not... and depending what house I'm in he's either not there or another voice that isn't the same... it's weird... but... since I started listening to that voice I've noticed they're as unique as people's thoughts and patterns. So I can always tell when the same one starts talking.

On top of that I have this magical ability to piss off "ghosts" or whatever the hell they are. Every time I'm in a haunted house of sorts (normal everyday homes) before I arrive everything is calm but immediately after I get there weird stuff happens D: and it's creepy! I just say they're demons really, because they act just like religion says they do o.o but damn they're creepy... and definitely not human...

Lithium? Lithium? O.o seriously? Lithium is the stuff you put in BATTERIES!!

Anyways that's enough of a rant to make poet seem totally insane so I'll stop right there >.>"

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 06:43 AM

I don't think it's that lithium Poet.

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 06:45 AM

Well I wasn't too sure XD I always figured lithium was lithium but i dunno... they put crazy stuff in pills

By the way feel free to ignore that post above... ^^" poets mind is weird and should probably have been kept to themselves

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 06:49 AM

There are different type of lithiums.... the medication has Lithium carbonate (tablets and capsules), Lithium citrate (liquid)

but batteries contain : thionyl chloride (SOCl2) and lithium tetrachloroaluminate (LiAlCl4)

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 06:57 AM

Ah... *never took chemistry* I didn't know that... is DD a fan of chemistry?

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 07:02 AM

Yes.... that is my option xD

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 07:05 AM

NurdRage Science Experiments - YouTube
Then you would totally love this guys channel... [drool] as do I and I don't even know chemistry...

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 07:14 AM

Umm... Poet I love you....

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 07:16 AM

Huh?

dessertdesiert 01-20-2013 07:20 AM

That's an awesome channel!

The Wandering Poet 01-20-2013 07:24 AM

Yes it is... he has another channel (secretly but he slips the wrong voice once) but it's very hard to find that slip


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