CP; depending on the American, we go out after work,
but still, I'm use to going out multiple times a day,
just because I can, even in the cold.

so I don't like this hermit lifestyle I'm stuck in.

in America.
with the American.
American works 8-9hours everyday of the week,
and now Saturdays too.

I don't really have friends here or anything,
and it's not always safe, so here I am.
Hermit!Clock.

the hours and money are good, yes!
especially cause we are saving.

but I'm struggling with just being here by myself,
and not being able to do anything.

makes me miss home a lot more.

depends on the day; two nights she has to NSO practice for roller derby.
Wednesday she usually has a meeting with the Pride group shes a board member of.
I do usually get to go with her at least, but sometimes I just want to be an attention hog and I can't.

she'd just fall asleep!
and I'd be left by myself again.

happens all the time.

seriously, this girl can sleep at a moments notice.
it's ridiculous!

standing might work [ninja]
though she'd probably hate that after work.

she does like her coffee.
I usually make her some in the morning.
o wo

I should! this is the longest amount of time we've ever spent together,
but I know I'm still going to have to leave, so sometimes, I get to the point,
where I want to spend as much time as possible together,
cause I know we're running out of time.

and those aren't nice feelings to deal with by myself.

honestly, this is the most I've been on Mene since the last event.
I'm rarely on once she gets home from work.
It is her laptop, so I only use it when she's not here.

Indeed [yes]
I might go nap though, not feeling too well,
and maybe by then the American will be home.