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CrossHatch 01-17-2013 11:51 PM

*purrs* I am glad that someone thinks I am a good robot! XD

I know how that goes as well.. I have done that many times. And I also hate the feeling, but I just finally reached a point where I don't want to hide anymore, I am who I am, love me or hate me, I'd rather be open and happy, and have nothing pent up than go crazy all the time like I used to!

ClockReject 01-17-2013 11:53 PM

true enough, Clock just hasn't reached that point yet,
Clock doesn't know if she will ever reach that point.

CrossHatch 01-17-2013 11:54 PM

*nods* It is not easy... it took me many many years... almost 23 now. haha. It's not a way for everyone, some people never reach that and they are okay like that, just personal preference.

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:00 AM

Clocks only a year younger than CrossPrime.
Clock will be 22 this summer.
> u>

Clock found a way to vent feelings,
through painting, but that's on hold right now.

hummy 01-18-2013 12:01 AM

being who you are is a good thing.

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:02 AM

*nods* my Birthday is in exactly 1 week from today, and I will be 23.

=O That is a great way to vent! I write a lot to vent, or get on here and type... I don't really have too many close friends in real life, so it' great having found the awesome people here!

---------- Post added 01-17-2013 at 07:03 PM ----------

Quote:

Originally Posted by hummy (Post 1771530417)
being who you are is a good thing.

*nods* Could not agree more Hummy!!

Welcome to my humble little thread! haha, how are you?

hummy 01-18-2013 12:13 AM

hummy has been here before, cross hatch primeness.
same old same old.
but hummy is earning some more goldies to fulfill some mini~wishie wishes.

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:13 AM

Clock wishes her birthday was in the winter.
Clock and the American always joke about switching birthdates,
cause the American wishes she had a summer birthday,
and vice versa for Clock. which the Americans birthday is happening soon.

Clock writes a bit too, Clock use to write more, Clock rp'd and wrote fanfiction,
and all that kinda stuff back when Clock first joined Mene,
but alas, Clock found painting and that changed,
Clock still writes in moleskines and stuff, but not as much anymore.

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:14 AM

I know, but it has been a while, so I thought I would welcome you again! =)

That sounds pretty cool!! I am trying to earn more gold too for a new outfit, but with my brain wanting to shut down, I'm running out of things to say... so no gold earned. XD

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:17 AM

well it is double goldie posting day,
so you are getting double the gold you normally would
for every post today.

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:18 AM

Oh really? go figure.. of all the days to be brain dead!! XD

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:20 AM

LOL. that is unfortunate.
o no

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:30 AM

I am a zombie today!!! My brain is like a spinning mass of so many things, that all want to come out, but I can't concentrate on one thought long enough to even know why I am feeling like this!! I know, that I am tired of my life being crap most of the time, yeah, I am very happy with my relationship, but other than that? My life is poop... worse than poop... but still, what can I do??

So i do what I always fall back in to, escaping to the internet, cause pretending to be a robot helps make me feel like a better person than I am. And then, being on here, all of you amazing people, who don't know me, and by all rights could just ignore me and say nothing... but you don't. And it's mind boggling to me, I didn't think the human race was capable of such kindness... but I have been wrong before.. even just random rambling about my brain and how it's broken does make me feel a little bit better, and even more so knowing I actually get something out of typing all of this madness!!! lol

Sorry that I rant so much, but someday, when I get my life on track... things will be different...

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:33 AM

Clock would just like to say ditto to that whole entire rant post.
well substitute robot for Clock, and yupp, ditto.

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:35 AM

lol, well... at least I know I am not alone then! I just really want this feeling to go away, doesn't happen very often, but when it does... it kicks my butt!!

ClockReject 01-18-2013 12:45 AM

that pretty much sums up the past couple years of Clocks life.
and really it's Clocks own fault.

CrossHatch 01-18-2013 12:49 AM

*nods* I know it, same here. Ya know what though? I /have/ to be bipolar... I was in such a good mood earlier... and then, one small thing, and boom!! Depressed forever afterwards, but, maybe it's good, cause now I am in rant mode and earning double gold!! lol

---------- Post added 01-17-2013 at 09:18 PM ----------

blah... thread, do things for me!! be a magical thread and type things out so my fingers don't have to!

Kirin Rosenbaum 01-18-2013 03:27 AM

*flops in*

ClockReject 01-18-2013 03:49 AM

-flops beside Kirin-

hummy 01-18-2013 04:05 AM

rant or vent as much as you like.
that is what this is forr, yeah?

xuvrette 01-18-2013 05:32 AM

wow~ chatting of openess of your own?

Hummymy~! *spots and tickles*

The Wandering Poet 01-18-2013 05:47 AM

Haha Clockie didn't know Cross was secretly a girl? XD

Don't worry Cross poet did it too for a few years on mene.

As for the bipolar comment... uuh... that's not bipolar...

xuvrette 01-18-2013 05:51 AM

*suspiciously stared at Poet*
... how about you? Are you secretly another thing under cover? :<

whitebeast 01-18-2013 05:54 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by CrossHatch (Post 1771526299)
Hmm.... I need to start doing all of this stuff.. I have a few items that are high priced, but I only have one of them, so I don't think I should sell them. Meh, I have no idea.

As a rule in trading, don't sell or trade what you can't buy back.

Also, you shouldn't sell your possessions. You should sell extras. XD

And hello agaaaaaaaaain.

The Wandering Poet 01-18-2013 06:00 AM

Yes I am Xuv, but that secret sorta got revealed :(


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