Alright well this guy I was in love with for so long, we dated for months off and on, because of issues I had at the time, and then we broke up and haven't dated since last october or before that pretty much. He didn't get to tell me the news he wanted to tell me before he switched jobs and I wound up finding out from someone else. So it made things almost impossible and things happened so it made it worse. SO NOW he is finally talking to me again and fine with us chatting as we are going to keep it a secret.

HOWEVER, I have a problem. With as much that I do care about him, we did wind up hurting eachother, and I slowly moved on (not completely) I now like this guy who gets on menewsha as Sam_Grey and we have the same things in common as well as our beliefs. Sam is willing to even share our beliefs together, not just accept them, and I am so happy he is willing to do that.

Panda (the ex) did accept me for it, but he never said he would share it with me. (If it helps, Sam & I consider ourselves spiritual believers and panda is more like...christian I think, which I am supposed to be)

SO PLEASE GIVE ME SOME ADVICE, I think I already know the answers: oh keep this in mind, I have met Sam once in person before we started to get to know eachother, and I have seen Panda in person alot since we were co workers before, but now.

Just sorta popping in here but go for Sam.
Unless things ended happily and mutually, a second attempt isn't worth it.

@my friends;

@my friends:

I won't be on for a while. I kinda pour water on my computer, lucky it still works but the keyboard is messed up and I have to order a replacement. So who knows when I will be able to get back on. So please don't be mad at me for the late replies to the rps. I would do it on my phone but it is kinda hard to rp on it lol.

Aw I'm so sorry hear that happen Bell-chan. I know how it feel's not being able to use a computer. I had buy a new laptop once cause I fried my mother bored. besides that water got in to my bed room all over the place. it killed my laptop charger to my first laptop. a ds,cable box and ruined a game guide I had got.

Ranie I say try your luck with Sam heck I tried my luck. after talking to a guy I met at animecon. now he's my boyfriend he is such a sweet heart.

sorry bell.

thanks guys.

uh i have dated panda more than once and noticed he still talks to me like nothing happened. Um, but now I have to stop asking myself questions within my mind, because I can't drink tea to relax. I have a head/sinus cold, no taste buds for that stuff or smell.

Music,reading a book are hot bath mighty help you relax. sorry hear you got a cold my brother got a really bad tooth. they are going to have to pull it out ouch.

my mind is going nuts trying to figure out, "Who am I?" a poem I wrote actually...see...

I like that poem, Ranie. It's really lovely.

That sure is a nice poem you made there

Ranie - Via your poem you have defined your Inner Child, and your Current Self.

Let me just ask one thing: Write a list of the requirements you have for a partner. What do you require to be happy?
Next write what you want.

Then compare each boy to this paper, and see who it defines.

I agree with Poet, the pros-and-cons list has helped me in the past.

Poet has a good idea indeed. I wish Had thought of that in the past.

I figured that out last night. It's true that before I met Sam I had a bad habit of self harm (nothing to worry about though) and since I quit talking to my ex it wound up going away. It's not healthy to be with Panda as much as I did fall for him and miss him. Now I am choosing the safer path with more fun and freedom to be with Sam. I'm happy with myself.

I will not be Juliet and lose my love or such.
I will not be Cinderella and wait for it to find me.
I will be Mulan who fights for her beliefs as well as her love and get her happy ending.

Well... girls do tend to want that "bad boy", they just always seem to be bad for them.

I rarely been after bad boy's mostly I'd all ways go after the good guys

I used to love the bad boys XD then i realized what wimps they could be.

Anyways, star I am watchin harry potter right now.

I don't really care for anybody. So I'm not really the best choice to ask. -asexual- But I do understand romance, and I usually prefer the kinder type.

Edit: Which Harry Potter?

Okay Ranie and I'm busy playing my new video game. trying to kill ghost again oh boy

we were in year 5 right? with umbridge?

Yes, that's fifth year. -nods- Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, I think.

Mobius are you reading my crossover with star? lol

I want to roleplay but my throat is bothering me.

I need to rp but I don't want to. Is that bad?
I really want a hetalia fandom rp although I never do fandoms.

nah i've been like that.

I need to, i kinda want to, but I don't think I can and I am going to bed anyways.

never saw that, heard alot about it though.

No Ranie-chan we where doing year 4 not year 5 but you where only a year a head