Kat: We'll see what happens.

Lavi: Yeah, but it just seems immature to me to be complaining... things happen. PEOPLE GET PULLED OFF. The internet isn't the center of everyone's world... real life things happen. End of story. D: Sorry if my trying to pass my classes is getting in the way of you earning gold... grow up and learn that people aren't there to post... like all the time. Things happen, things slow down... learn to ADAPT instead of complaining about it. -.-
To me, posting random is just spamming because.... I don't know it is just how I feel... D: I'm already on edge, so it really doesn't take much to set me off.

I don't know. I had it all planned out what I wanted to say this weekend... and now I'm just drawing a blank. :/ I'm regretting sending that email... I don't like doing things like this. :/ WAY out of my comfort zone.

It'll be ok Cloud, it did need to be done. Why don't you write it all down in bullet points on a piece of paper and take that with you so if you get nervous and draw a blank you can take a look.

If anything it will make Sam really how anxious it has made you. First and foremost say that you do not feel welcome in your own home, and your stress levels have been so high recently that it has been making you consider leaving the course all together.

it doesnt matter if Sam things what they are doing isn't bad compared to others, it's how they are making you FEEL. What is normal for one person can be horrible for another. I just hope he realises that.

There's a reason I don't like to hang in big threads. Too much random and gold hunting. Trying to post as much as possible just so you don't get left behind. This pace is so much better. Better conversation.

Yeah thats true Kat. I'm doing a bit of both i come in here for conversation and there to get more gold xD

Yeah, I just am to the point where I just want to crawl under my covers and hide from the world. :(

I'm just afraid that he's going to be like "why didn't you come forward sooner... And make it like I should have done something... I was trying to work through it without having to involve anyone, which is why I didn't bring it up before now honestly. And apparently I have preschoolers for roommates... who can't listen and act like kids.

Just be honest hun! You tried to sort it out yourself but it's just been getting worse. It's not always easy for people to ask for help, it's a last resort, and that's what this is

For me, going to this level really is a last resort and for me to actually go this extra step... I've NEVER NEVER NEVER in eight years... had things go this bad so fast, and I've NEVER had to step in and talk to someone about things.. EVER... in all my years of dorming.

But you get gold for longer posts so I seem to do alright. The pace here is usually not too slow. Thanks to you guys it's more lively than it's been in the past.

I don't mind the bigger threads -it's just when people start whining and complaining that things aren't going as fast as they'd like it too... that's when I just want to tell them to grow up, and stop whining, it isn't becoming of them... and makes people not feel like talking to them (at least that's what it does to me).

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It's nice that it's not overly crowded in here. :]

Yeah Cloud, well just say that. Everything you've said here you need to say to him. It will be alright :)

I haven't been in a thread like that for a while. If I join, I'm usually only there for the first day. People really say stuff like that?

Are you talking to someone about your roommates, cloud? I've been trying to figure this conversation out...

I'm making a list on my phone - as I'm too lazy to grab paper. xD

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Ah, sorry! I totally thought I had said something in here - I may have just privately messaged Lavi on FB about it. I have lost track of who I've told - yeah, I'm meeting with the Senior Community person (I forget his official title) for my part of the dorms at 1:30 pm to talk to him about my roommates.

Good idea Cloud!

Well whatever they say, it'll get busier for the event anyway when everybody posts like crazy to get event currency.

it won't be long, so it'll shut em up :P

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speaking of which, shall i make the writers thread again? Or do you want to do it Kat?

And when the event comes around.... I'm going into hibernation mode.

I'm glad you're doing that, cloud.

You can lavi. You did a good job with it last time.

You will be busy having fun with your family anyway Cloud! ^_^

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Hah Kat i was hardly on once Nano started cause it was taking me ages to post, i'm so glad it kept going though first time thats happened :P

Lavi; even if I wasn't with family... I would still not be posting.

And here is my list so far (sorry if it's a bit repetitive):
-don't feel welcome in my own home

-try to talk to my roommates but they just brush me off, like what I have to say on input doesn't matter over all

-whenever they do talk to me, it's only whenever I've done something wrong. They haven't acknowledged me for any other reason other to pick a fight with me in over a month...

-I'm almost to the point where I feel like I can't even handle it... Part of me wants to not come back after winter break. I will but I'm close to walking away.

-reason not come forward before now: For me, going to this level really is a last resort and for me to actually go this extra step... I've NEVER NEVER NEVER in eight years... had things go this bad so fast, and I've NEVER had to step in and talk to someone about things.. EVER... in all my years of dorming.
I've never really been a confrontational person, and over all I'm easy to get along with, but when this starts happening, Ive never in all my years dorming had this much problems so early on...

- I get that everyone comes from a different background, but compromise... From the get go... It was how can we chance how I do things. Yet they say give/take... It was more how I much I can give and what they can take from me... Not a compromise.

- I have tried to talk to them, they just brush me off... It's like they don't care what I have to say. It's like they don't want to listen to anyone who may have a slightly different view on things than them...

- It's 2 against 1, at least that's how I See it... because we haven't had a fourth roommate for awhile so it's like they feel it's ok... not totally sure, to gang up on me... because they have the support of the other one.

- When we hosted the students from the conference awhile back, they basically dumped all hosting duties on me and didn't even bother telling me that they had to leave on Saturday early, and didn't even bother to take into consideration that I may have had plans that day... which I did, I had to totally rearrange my schedule so I could be here to let the girls back into the building to get their stuff. It was like all the wanted was the points from hosting, yet they didn't want to work together... as a room... to host the girls. (I was fine with hosting them on my own, we got along great and it was fun... I just wish that they had actually stepped in a bit more because they were the ones who wanted them to come in the first place.)

It'll keep going so long as I know about it. In hard to shake off. XD

Sounds good hun, are you going to mention events like the doorbell incident recently?

Mmmm - maybe, if I feel that it's important... maybe that I feel like they expect me to always be here if they lock themselves out, although over all that's brief in the grand scheme of things.

Well yeah true but waking you up at 2am at the end of semester is mean!

True... If I feel like it needs to be said, I'll bring it up.

How long till you have to go Cloud?

It's almost noon, and the meeting is around 1:30 pm, so an hour and a half to go.

Come to think of it, most dorms have something like quiet hours especially around finals where like...11 at night to ten in the morning you need to be courteous of your sound levels. That should apply. You don't have something like that?