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NYELLO
it's almost 2AM here and i'm still going strong, how are you all? |
Driver? So you have to drive even when you're sick? [gonk] |
@antagonist
WHAT how what i wish it were sometime in the afternoon here because then i might feel a bit more responsible lmao. staying up late always leaves me feeling guilty for some reason. what've you been up to, my friend on the other side of the world (presumably)? 〜(^∇^〜） |
lol I'm at work and not feeling too well since I was hospitalized a couple weeks ago and spent most of last week recovering at home. xD;; Not sure if I'm going to make it to the end of the day. @ [email protected] I wanna go home so bad and just bury myself into blankets...
How're you? o wo |
oh no oh geez, do you mind if i ask why you were hospitalized? if it's personal or you don't feel like sharing, that's cool! but regardless, i'm sending you kisses and hugs~ accept my comfort even though i am a stranger. i hope everything is going better for you soon! :+)
i'm in a weird mood right now. i've been up for far too many hours but i can't seem to fall asleep, even with medication. i'm kinda sad so i'm attempting to remedy it with good music, candy, and my sketchbook! it seems to be working so far. i might watch a comfort movie later. |
Haha I don't mind~ It was stupid really. I'm not sure what I ate but I got a bad infection in my stomach and intestines that sent me into sepsis shock and I had to be hospitalized for over a week. On the good side, I'm still alive and I got two weeks off work. On the bad side...it felt horrible and I now hate IV drips with a passion. xDD;; I also miss being able to eat all the good stuff that I used to...still recovering so I can't eat things that I like for now. Q AQ
Thank you for your comfort! o wo <3 I'm still recovering and hopefully I'll be okay again in a month~ Oh I hate insomnia. D: Try exercising? If you're physically tired it's easier to fall asleep. |
oh god i know what that's like ick. i'm sorry honeybee. and oogh IV drips were the bane of my existence for a short while. they never failed to make me feel like i was freezing to death no matter how many times they said i would "get used" to them lmao.
and i took your advice; i hopped on my stationary bike and peddled like mad for a few minutes, then rolled around on the floor with a yoga ball and did some weird movements just to get my body tired. i'm trying to get my mind to settle now but i definitely feel like i could curl up now and at least try to sleep. (-, – )…zzzZZZ |
Freezing to death? O__O;; Mostly it was a lot of 'ow's for me, because my veins are apparently too thin and most times IV drips are only good for a day before they have to poke a new hole into me, and even then the new holes are often hit-and-miss, so I get even more holes poked into me. -__-; The one in my neck was especially painful, but necessary because my blood pressure was so low at the time they needed to inject a special medication in me that normal veins couldn't handle.
lol Yay! Hopefully you'll be able to get a good night's sleep soon. :) |
Holes and pokes [gonk] are back to it again? [cry] I'm hungry [gonk]
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-hands Lexa a fourth of the roast chicken fresh from the oven- [insane]
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Yes, unfortunately. Mum and older sisters don't know how to drive (they're all either easily panicked or lack the guts to just stop being afraid and drive). So when they notice that I'm at home and doing nothing, they will always think of something to do somewhere in order to use my "free time" so that I can drive them anywhere. [stare] |
Every time I see this thread, it makes me want to unequip my avatar's all for some reason.
If I can figure it out, maybe I can sleep at night again. And if I can't, then I shall simply have to give in to it, I suppose. |
God [gonk]
SPOILERThese days all I seem to bring are bad news. I'm sorry [cry] |
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Wow. Is the traffic in your area bad or something? [gonk] I know my mom doesn't drive when she's here but she drives when she's in the United States, because she says the people here drive like maniacs and she's afraid of getting into a traffic accident. [XD];; Quote:
lol Don't fight the urge! Disappear your clothes and frolic with joy! [ninja] Quote:
What the hell! [gonk] Just what the hell is wrong with these people?! [:-x] |
There's a reason they call it all an atrocity, and you shouldn't feel bad for bringing it up.
If all we ever did was tralala about and go on and on about good things, ignoring the genuinely atrocious, what sort of people would we be? It would be like, literally, turning our backs on the suffering of others, just because it was displeasing to us. Knowing it's happening and we can't do anything about it certainly is enough to make anyone feel bad, but there's no reason I can think of why that should mean it's wrong to bring it up. I feel bad for those who suffer so horribly while we have the luxury of playing on the internet. It makes me both thankful for things being okay for me and mine, and hopeful that one day we can all just stop hurting one another, but there's no hope for anyone, ever, if nobody ever says anything about it. |
So ant, your "free" ice cream, plus many other things would have contributed into getting a sepsis shock?
I don't know, ant [cry] Thank you Vera c: I posted it because there's been a recording of a guy who was also trapped in the curfew. And to spread it and make people aware of what's happening to them was his wish. I don't know if he is dead or alive, but you can't just put away a wish of a man who is desperate yet unable to do anything while knowing that his family is in danger. And well, we can't fight back because it's the government we are dealing with. Im feeling sick [gonk] |
The ice cream very likely was the thing that started it all. [sweat] The symptoms got worse but I just kept thinking it was a flu and stomach flu, because I've had those before and the symptoms were pretty much the same. |
At least you got it diagnosed on time!
Slavery? [gonk] [:-x] Many bad things that are happening are kept hidden in the dark. It's sad D: Even if they are brought to light, not many people would want to get involved. I'm scared for my life now more than ever before [gonk] I don't know, forgive me and forget all hard feelings please? [cry] |
*gives Lexadis the biggest hug she can squeeze out over the intertubes*
I should be able to spout a bunch of encouraging and positive things right now, but I'm not sure what I can say. You know, like when you mean everything you say, but the gravity of the situation makes it all seem clumsy, fake, or stupid? That's where I'm at right now. I just typed and deleted several paragraphs which only would have proven my point... Maybe I should try some septic ice cream, that might jog my brain into its proper functioning, so that I could at least try and make everyone smile a little. In short, I feel bad for everyone involved. *feels like a clown at a funeral* I don't even know that there's any advice I can give that will be of any use to anyone, except to say that you need to follow your feelings, and when the shit hits the fan, you run. I've been in a few life-threatening situations before, and the only way I made it out of them was to spot an opening and run for my life. If you have to do that, don't hesitate. |
Yeah...one of the reasons I prefer to simply not talk about these things because it's just depressing and dark, and there's not much we can do to stop these things. [no] |
Thank you [hug] There's nothing for you to feel bad about Vera, I know there's nothing to do anyway c: Even I'm helpless at this point D:
Guess what might have happened if you didn't get up and go to the hospital? [gonk] We better not think about it ;_; |
It's a great day to be alive, isn't it?
I try to remind myself of that every day. Even when it's a pooh-pooh day, I remind myself that it's a blessing to even be here. |
Are you and your family safe Lexa? D:
@Ant - Yeah, drivers here drive like maniacs too. Only a very few drivers follow the rules. As for me... Well, let's just say I'm insane enough to drive with them, I guess. xD And Ant, I told my friends about the ice cream and they doubt that the ice cream was the cause. They said sepsis shock from bad food can't be pinpointed by one specific food that you ate or something like that. They said that the ice cream was just your stomach's last straw. They said that your stomach must have already no longer felt good before the ice cream (weeks, even months before), which was, I guess, why they said you're lucky to have gone to the hospital on time. |
For now we're safe :) But if they did chose to target our area.. they could do without any trouble, it's a 100% muslim populated place.
Maniac drivers [gonk] The roads here are crazy too. All the bikes and three wheels.. Last week I saw a three wheel/thrishaw upside down, with the roof completely off. The story behind it? A biker has been coming at a very mad speed and has collided with the three wheel. The impact sent the three wheel a complete vertical flip >_> The biker had knocked over a few other vehicles too before this three wheel. Good for him, he was caught. |
My god, what is wrong with people?
Get in a hurry, explode your mode of transportation... seems a little counterproductive. |
They aren't in a hurry or anything, there's a lot of those mad people here. They think it's cool to race with a loud brrr sound at high speeds. There are some who would be driving for a long time, from left to right and turn back, and right to left. Crazeh. And many young lives has been lost.
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