Hello, I'm still alive!

Hello Jeanie!

I am also still alive. Just real life bleh stuff.

YAY Jeanie !

New laptop is pissing me off, it keeps installing things I've never heard of and haven't asked it to install. It keeps opening webpages while I'm typing or closes the web browser when I'm looking at something.

Possessed laptop is excluded from 30 day money back guarantee. -_-

Get it exorcised !

Mcafee is workin on it.

How is HIM?

HIM is alright. HIM missed Jeanie.

More importantly how is the Jeanie ?

Jeanie is annoyed and stressed and probably unemployed after the middle of July.

*Huggles Jeanie*

Want to talk about it ?

*huggles HIM*
I'm just tired of bein the only one that gives a shit about the kids and I always feel bad because I can't physically look after them all. We're understaffed always over ratio and the owner is always bitching that the room is a tip and they kids are just like wild animals. I'm gettin kicked punched told to fuck off and bit by 2 year olds for 6.31 an hour and there's 6 other people in the room all sitting around having a chat about who they're gonna sleep with a weekend. And they take every early shift I have away I was supposed to be on 7:30 shift yesterday I get a text at 3am sayin I'm on 8:30 instead because there's too many people on earlies so instead of there being 3 people finishin at 4 and the 4:30 staff havin to stay it was 3 people on 5 and one of us having to stay...which I fail to see how that's better.

I don't like working any more.

It's stupid having others there not doing their job and leaving you to do it all and be physically assaulted by childrens. That and on safety reasons if something happens you might not see it because you're dealing with a group of far too many kids while they're off yaking.

You've got the experince now so you can look for somewhere better now. Esepcailly seeing as you deserve to go somewhere where they appriciate you.


I know it's not the same as having someone physically there for you but I'm always here for you. Might never have met you but I care about you and I don't like it when you're not happy.

I need to finish my course off then I'll have a good chance at finding somewhere else to go. I'll miss my kids but I can't really stay there because I'm gettin frustrated with the kids because they always only come to me because I'm the only one that does anything with them and I get sick of hearing my name followed by so and so isn't sharing.

Yeah finish your course because that's obviously important, don't stay there any longer than you need to if it's going to make you ill.

It's really not fair on you, if it was them coming to you by choice rather than going to another it'd be different.

I hope I do find somewhere better I'm not good at interviews though.

You've just got to do the confidence act and bullshit your way through.

I wish I had a confidence act, HIM has one to lend?

Jeanie can have HIM's confidence act

Yay thanks HIM :D

Where is everyone these days?

Star's spending the weekend at expo so hopefully she'll make a return.

Kat keeps getting eaten by real life.

Real life likes to do that, its very hungry.

Terrible it is

No respect for what people actually want to be doing, just taking all our time up.

And then it decides to throw poop at you when things just seem to be going good

Yup it lulls you into a false sense of security then messes everything around.

Stop throwing poo at us life some of us already have enough problems