Honestly I don't know... I'm just so over all of this. -.-
Even things that I used to love now feel like chores, and I'm to the point where I just want to go home - leave school and never go back... -.-
I'm just so over all of this.

how many months do you have left of school?

7? I think? But I honestly don't think I can actually finish... -.- I'm just so OVER it all.

*wanders in*

And just when I don't need more stress... more stress comes into my life. [gonk]

So went to sign up for classes -- I managed to get into all of them... except for Capstone - WHICH I NEED.... I emailed the adviser and hopefully she can help me figure out why it's being stupid and not letting me in... Ugh! :/ Stressed! :(

@ Cloud - I know that's gonna be hard but maybe take it a day at a time? Like everyday you don't murder someone is a victory? How often do you get breaks? Like winter or spring breaks?

@ Wicked - Hi! I like your avi!

Edit:
@ Cloud - What's capstone?

Vinny: I'm already trying to just take it a day at a time and I'm struggling like no other... Christmas Break is mid way through December to Mid January - 4 1/2 weeks, I think... and then a week for Spring Break... but that's not enough to keep me going. Thanksgiving Break is 2 days (well 4 if you count the weekend). :/ But teachers still assign work over Spring Break and Thanksgiving Break.

Capstone... mmm, basically it's your last required (well they're all required... here this is what it says on the website, the description of the class: Basically it's required your final semester - so without it... I DO NOT GRADUATE and there is no point to me staying down here. -.-

Maybe try holding out till christmas break then get some time away from your room mates and just focus on yourself?

Ah okay, I hope you can get into that class!

I don't think I can survive till Christmas though... I honestly don't think I can. :/

Ugh, I hope so too... because if I don't there is absolutely no point to me staying.

@Vinny thanks! I like yours too =) sorry about the slow response, was replying to a rp

I feel like this was the thing that is just breaking me... I'm seriously on the verge of tears... Of all the classes to throw a fit for me to get into... IT HAD TO BE THE one required class that I NEED--- ABSOLUTELY need... in order to actually finish... -.- I'm just ugh.... bleh! D:

---------- Post added 11-06-2014 at 10:39 PM ----------

Hi wicked. Sorry, I'm having a melt down over here. :(

No worries, melt away

This is not something that I can let myself do though... But seriously... ugh! Bleh. *hides in the corner* D: T_T

Don't worry I'm sure it will all work out. In the even that you can't get into because of too many classes, can you drop one?

*walks over and pets Cloud*

No...... I ONLY NEED FOUR MORE CLASSES to graduate... and if I can't get into this one there is absolutely no more reason to continue... -.- It isn't an issue of too many classes... it is an issue of ... it not letting me in as I don't have permission yet I do have permission... -.- And if I don't get in... I won't have the units to graduate, plus the class it won't let me into... is MY CAPSTONE class and I HAVE to take it my graduating semester... -.- So no, I can't do that.

0.o Oh.....*makes you some tea with honey in it* here drink this, it'll make you feel better

Oh, how I wish that I had honey - tea and honey sounds so good right now.

I just feel like this is school telling me that it's not worth it... -.-

Don't give up!!! *puts on a cheer leading uniform and starts to dance, pom poms and all*

It's not worth it though... I don't even think I can finish this semester... -.- I'm just SO freaking over school... -.-

@ Cloud - Maybe you just need to break or melt and just have a good cry? I know that helps me sometimes [hug]

@ Wicked - lol thanks! No worries on the slow replying, I'm painting my nails while we all chat so that's why my replies are slow lol.

I've done that before, and I end up just as stressed as I always am... :/ And Breaks end up with procrastination... which stresses me out more...

@Vinny btw I posted in your request thread =)

I'm sorry hun, I don't know what other advice to give ya [hug] I can give hugs though!

*goes and checks it out* Yea I'd definitely be up for that one, but for the next couple weeks I'm on an rping hiatus cause I'm dealing with some family drama at the moment but once it's all settled I'd love to do that rp with you!

I miss people who actually give me hugs... No one here gives me hugs. :( Bleh... I need me a Barrowman hug right now. He'd make everything better. T_T Bleh. Ugh.

---------- Post added 11-06-2014 at 11:04 PM ----------

Sorry, I'm dragging you all down. I'll leave y'all alone. [sweat] [wave]

That's cool no worries

---------- Post added 11-07-2014 at 02:08 AM ----------

*sigh* I wish more people were on right now. I've gotten all my rp's caught up but I wish I had another one going that I could work on....