Hummy!
Your body and soul are both so beautiful!
Thank you so much!

I really need to sleep, but nostalgia on other sites is keeping me up.
Darn having to work tomorrow! Well, I will be going to sleep soon-ish.

Whew, I'm glad u have food. It's sad, but not everyone does.

Originally Posted by the Cheshire Pisces

Whew, I'm glad u have food. It's sad, but not everyone does.

If that was towards me, if anything we have so much food. Mostly because i live with my grandparents for the time being
and they have two fridges. One in the kitchen, and one in the garage.
So we kind of have..double the food?

Sorry for the slow up take. But yeah. We're over fed... Thank god.

Hiiii RAK. Long time no see eh?

Good morning RAKlings. ^_^

Good morning RAK

Ugh I overslept today

afternoon folks 'rubs face' whats up.

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

You're welcome Hummy-dear.
Aww that means a lot to hear that.
I have kind of been down a lot recently.

Ah I see. Do I have to put a sticky note on your laptop that says "Buy two!" XD

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

You're welcome Hummy-dear.
Aww that means a lot to hear that.
I have kind of been down a lot recently.

Ah I see. Do I have to put a sticky note on your laptop that says "Buy two!" XD

i'm sorry to hear you've been down
sometimes it's hard to shake it off *no taylor swift reference*
i try to focus on someone else when i can't make myself feel better
it sounds really simple but it is effective, i promise.

my Zio just passed and he didn't leave my Godmother anything
he took his whole pension from the state troopers up front.
i don't think she knew anything about it either
so i've been focusing on her and it's helped
both myself and her feel a bit better

maybe you and your mom and help each other
does she know y'all are going to move?
are you any closer to her when you do?
maybe you can see her more often <3

Just seeing Hummy win & then reading what BellyButton said made my day.
Congratulations Hummy!!

Originally Posted by BellyButton

Happy Monday!

Today's Admins' Pick goes to hummy: for this thought-provoking avatar ~



Maybe I'm feeling a little melancholy lately, but this avatar seems to capture the place between depression and ascension (not necessarily to the afterlife even though she has a halo, but to a happier place with light and rainbows!) really well. She is weighed down by darkness and rain - the ombré effect you've achieved with the lighter mask and hair really add to this - yet her black wings are what will carry her out - as though whatever adversity darkened her spirit also gives her her strength. Seems really profound to me right now.

Anyway, great job, hummy! Congratulations. :)

oh, gosh!
i do usually always check that, too
i like to wish them a congratulations.
.....i'm speechless.....

Originally Posted by hummy

i'm sorry to hear you've been down
sometimes it's hard to shake it off *no taylor swift reference*
i try to focus on someone else when i can't make myself feel better
it sounds really simple but it is effective, i promise.

my Zio just passed and he didn't leave my Godmother anything
he took his whole pension from the state troopers up front.
i don't think she knew anything about it either
so i've been focusing on her and it's helped
both myself and her feel a bit better

maybe you and your mom and help each other
does she know y'all are going to move?
are you any closer to her when you do?
maybe you can see her more often <3

I have mostly been down
because i guess i just don't really feel all that wanted on any avatar site
or around any of my online friends. They never come talk to me. Like ever.
So I pretty much feel i only have my bestie on imvu which I don't talk to a whole lot
due to she has a busy life and so do I.

Sorry to hear about your Zio Hummy.
I would focus on art but
Since my tablet pen got locked up in storage by mistake
I've been even more down. I might try to learn art by mouse but that is going to take me forever to adapt to.

I don't really have anything to focus on.
Writing maybe but all the plots I come up with are just..stupid. e. e
She knows we are moving.

It's not that we don't see her because we live far away.
We can't see her often because my dad works all the time.
We already moved technically. But in with my grandparents.
But it's hard to find a place in our range which is below $800 for rent.
and the decent places are at least $800+

can you get a replacement pen for your tablet?
amazon or ebay may have a cheap one =3

could you skype with her
or maybe keep a journal
you can leave it with her when you visit
i'm sure it would mean the world to her
sort of like she's there with you

Hello Fuu-Chan:.
I feel that way on some avatar sites lately.
The few people that would talk to are rarely around when I get to log in.
That is rather expensive for rent, its more than my house payment.
Then again I do live out in the country.

Originally Posted by hummy

can you get a replacement pen for your tablet?
amazon or ebay may have a cheap one =3

could you skype with her
or maybe keep a journal
you can leave it with her when you visit
i'm sure it would mean the world to her
sort of like she's there with you

We don't have the money right now
to do that.

Not really.
That means she would have to have her own laptop
and it would get stolen in an instant.
The people at her nursing home ALWAYS steal things.

I don't know.
All I can do right now is visit when i can.

---------- Post added 08-12-2015 at 03:09 PM ----------

Originally Posted by Damia Flagg

Hello Fuu-Chan:.
I feel that way on some avatar sites lately.
The few people that would talk to are rarely around when I get to log in.
That is rather expensive for rent, its more than my house payment.
Then again I do live out in the country.

I am always the person that has to go to their threads, Make the first move. Otherwise they wont talk to me.
And I am just kind of fed of with having to do EVERYTHING myself.
So I just quit. I don't care anymore at this point.
If they want to talk to me, fine. If they don't that's fine. But it's a two way street. e. e

Fuu ~ I understand that, it seems really worse on some sites than others.
There was one site that I was rather active on for a while & then when I was in the hospital & was recovering I didn't post any, now its feels like everyone has forgotten me. I keep trying to start chats, but don't get much of a response.

I know another site that would love to have you, but there are very few people on there.
Mostly we play post tag on it.

yes yes come to play post tag with us!

Originally Posted by Damia Flagg

Fuu ~ I understand that, it seems really worse on some sites than others.
There was one site that I was rather active on for a while & then when I was in the hospital & was recovering I didn't post any, now its feels like everyone has forgotten me. I keep trying to start chats, but don't get much of a response.

I know another site that would love to have you, but there are very few people on there.
Mostly we play post tag on it.

All sites only about 1 person maybe two really care
that I am even posting or that I exist it feels like to me. Might be my mood swings doing the talking. But I am on and off and since I moved I haven't been on that much like usual. I suppose all these avatar sites are just disappointing to me :/

Eh. I doubt it. I mean I join basically any and every site I like.
But then people stop replying and then I just feel like the outsider and always will be.

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

All sites only about 1 person maybe two really care
that I am even posting or that I exist it feels like to me. Might be my mood swings doing the talking. But I am on and off and since I moved I haven't been on that much like usual. I suppose all these avatar sites are just disappointing to me :/

Eh. I doubt it. I mean I join basically any and every site I like.
But then people stop replying and then I just feel like the outsider and always will be.

If you change your mind let us know.
At the moment there are really less than a dozen active members on it, I think Hummy & I are the most active.
I try to check in there everyday or at least every other, I try to do the same here as well.
I've joined several sites, sometimes just because my brother asked me to.
I know I found you on one of the other avatar sites, but I can't remember which one.

meh, don't worry about what other people say or don't say
a lot of people chat via IM as well as the site so they are distracted
sort of oblivious to others feelings

i think if you find one good, true friend then it's all good
i know you have a lot of people who miss you when you're gone
maybe they don't say it to you, just sort of think you know it, ya know

Originally Posted by Damia Flagg

If you change your mind let us know.
At the moment there are really less than a dozen active members on it, I think Hummy & I are the most active.
I try to check in there everyday or at least every other, I try to do the same here as well.
I've joined several sites, sometimes just because my brother asked me to.
I know I found you on one of the other avatar sites, but I can't remember which one.

You found me on ernya i believe.
But I have a massive list of how many avatar sites I am actually on.
I think I know which avi site you are talking about but the problem is I hate my username as I am not fuu-chan on that one but i am pretty much stuck with it e. e


---------- Post added 08-12-2015 at 03:27 PM ----------

Originally Posted by hummy

meh, don't worry about what other people say or don't say
a lot of people chat via IM as well as the site so they are distracted
sort of oblivious to others feelings

i think if you find one good, true friend then it's all good
i know you have a lot of people who miss you when you're gone
maybe they don't say it to you, just sort of think you know it, ya know

I know but it would just be nice to hear.

I honestly doubt that because even when i do come on when i haven't in a few days or even more than that
and I post more than once I am automatically ignored. e. e
And it always makes me doubt myself if I should even bother trying to have friends.

It probably was Ernya. I kept trying to remember, but I get sort of lost on some stuff on that site.
The thing I like best about it is the Lands & leveling items.
The leveling items at least motivate me to post there sometimes.
That is the site where I really feel forgotten now.

Do you have a mule account on the other site? That is what I do most of my posting on now because I forgot my password, I know it, but I just can't dig it out of my brain yet.
That site begins with a K.

Originally Posted by Damia Flagg

It probably was Ernya. I kept trying to remember, but I get sort of lost on some stuff on that site.
The thing I like best about it is the Lands & leveling items.
The leveling items at least motivate me to post there sometimes.
That is the site where I really feel forgotten now.

Do you have a mule account on the other site? That is what I do most of my posting on now because I forgot my password, I know it, but I just can't dig it out of my brain yet.
That site begins with a K.

I don't do lands.
I really don't have much to do on ernya because everything costs money+time to post as everything seems pretty expensive. At least the spells I need are expensive.
I had an order which someone was paying me 5k for a pixel doll but i have no idea how i'll get it done.

Nope. I haven't been on in like 2 years or so.
I know which site it is. I am known as BabyCinnamonBunny.
Such a stupid name i named myself on there =.=