It's ok... I'm used to it by now...
Yes, he was - well jerk is putting it way too nice, honestly.

It's crazy how they move on and we can't really. Mine is in a stable relationship with a man who he loves dearly. (I do have to say, as strange as it sounds, they're an adorable couple. I am happy that at least he can be honest with himself now with who he really is. I just hate that he drug me through all of what he did... but we've moved past it. It's a part of our past. but it was very rocky there for awhile... But gosh, I missed him, even when I hated him for all that he put me through.)

Eh, that takes more creativity than I really think I have right now. School really has just drained all my creativity from me. And when people are actually going out and spending money on me.... that just makes me feel even more bad about not having anything for anyone. D:

Nobody#s expecting me to get them anything this year cause they know i have no job xD

I'll probably just buy one friend some vodka cause he bought me the VIP access ticket for the festival, everybody else just gets a card xD

And yeah, he moved on like a month after and it took me a year of being a wreck to try again, and obviously that failed haha xD

I shall just stay single until i meet the guy to give me butterflies again. I won't settle for anything less xD

I'm considering trying to pull together some money to print/frame a photo for my parents, I don't know if I'll have the money for that though. :/

Mine took a bit longer than that to move on... but he's definitely doing better than me, that's for sure. :/

Also im done reading profile comments now.

Looks like i stopped coming on beginning of 2013. TOO LONG WITHOUT MENEWSHA

And i need Elven wish so bad. The two people i usually buy things off in the exchange don't have it, so i dont know who to ask now xD

Oh i wouldn't say i moved on Cloud, this guy asked me out, i tried purely for the fact i'd been single for over a year, but yeah, didn't work xD

Every relationship since hasnt worked xD

I don't like anybody right now, i do kinda miss the cuddles and cuteness, but that shit never lasts D=

---------- Post added 12-19-2014 at 08:31 AM ----------

HAHA AMANE!

I shall remember that for the dice game next week xDD

I hope i get the call i'm waiting for today!!

I want the job dammeeet!

Lavi: Oh I mean he moved on... [yes] Not me.

Yeah fair enough Cloud.

I'll get there eventually. I'm always hoping i'll meet a cool person at the music festival i go to, cause thats where i met him, and it's nice there, everybody is so friendly and funny! But you tend to act differently when you are camping with 15000 people for a weekend xDD

---------- Post added 12-19-2014 at 08:36 AM ----------

Hah Amane that reminds me of a conversation me and mum had yesterday.

Me - Whats the difference between Kosher salt and normal salt?
Mum - Kosher salt is legal
Me - *falls to floor laughing*

Lavi: I've given up finding anyone who genuinely likes me for me, and no one anymore gives me the time of day... I just give up. And to those who say I don't try... I want to throw things at them. Like rocks. -.- :/

CAUSE ITS KOSHER AMANE! GET IT?! xDD

Cloud - You have to learn to love yourself before you can give your heart to somebody else again :)

I intend on looking after my family and myself before i start sharing myself with another again xD
I really don't feel like commiting myself atm.

You can't force it by trying anyway, it'll happen when it happens. No rush :)

---------- Post added 12-19-2014 at 08:41 AM ----------

Oh gizzie is married? I didn't know. Just sleep in the spare room now and then and pretend you are single and fantasize about a celebrity xDDD

Well... then I guess I'll just be alone forever... Whatever... -.-

Nu-uh Cloud!

You will get there! Get college finished find an awesome job then your hunk of a man will be waiting there for you i'm sure ;)

I wonder if i will meet somebody at my new job? I never meet people anywhere else except the festival and thats only 3 days a year xD

HMMMM

Lavi: Mmmhmmm... I mean it... -.- I try to get back out there and I get burned.. I get stuck with someone who thinks that faking attempting to kill himself is funny... -.- I just give up. I'm meant to be alone forever... and whatever... -.- I FREAKING GIVE UP... 110% I give up. -.-

Well he was a massive jerk Cloud. There are alot of them around, but there are nice guys too, just really hard to figure out which ones will be nice and i don't even give most a chance xDD

Being single isn't so bad though. I certainly don't mind atm.

It's giving me chance to concentrate on my own dreams, once i'm free of my current situation at home that is.

But i highly doubt that will end any time soon, so i will have to try and fit a relationship in somewhere eventually xD

My hate for this town doesn't help. I don't want to commit to this place if i end up with somebody who doesnt want to eventually move away xD