c: Good luck! Enjoy your trip.

C: Awhh. Haha. Sometimes I regret not wanting to get married, but I stick to my guns!

Ahaha. Its not a matter of time for me. I just don't want to have a wedding.

u go gurl!

My sister and her partner have been together for more than 10 years and she's like, nah never getting married.

I'd get married for the benefits, but I don't want to have a wedding. >.o;;

I like what it signifies but Id want to avoid the social interactions and the whole awkwardness of it, haha.

Eh. To me, all it signifies is being tied down. xD

Ahhh! Why is the marketplace tempting me!?!? I finally get 7k and it is tempting me to spend it all.

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I wish I hadn't gotten married so young... I probably wouldn't be married right now if I hadn't.

Are you unhappy with your marriage?

Whatcha looking to buy?

Haha that is a way of looking at it and its waaaay harder to get out of that one.
But at the same time, if you stick it out, its meaningful. Its a pretty huge decision so you'd make sure.

... Eh. It doesn't feel meaningful to me. xD;; If you're sure, you should just treat your lover with love so they don't want to leave, not marry them so they can't leave.

To be honest... I am not in the best of situations. I am in an abusive relationship. Although, he doesn't seem to think so.

o___o.

If you're able to admit that to yourself, please get out.

Dys: And that's totally fine! You dont have to put a ring on it to mean the same thing.

Dys also has some good advice, sjacklene.
Please take care.

Everything is temping me at this point. haha. I don't think I have held onto 7k for more than a couple of hours. haha.

At the moment, I have no where to go. My parents and grandmother live down the street, so moving in with either of them would not work. My best friend lives in Texas. Not only would it not be feasible for me to travel 20 hours away, he would know where to go to find me because she is his cousin. I would love to live in Charlotte. I was born there and my mom brought us back here to live so we could have a better, small town life. (Not that living in the city would be awful because I know I would have enjoyed it. But she was able to move up her close to her parents and get help with me and my sister which she wouldn't have had down there.) But because he knows I love Charlotte so much and we go down there all the time, he would know that I would go there.

Hello Hello, fellow RAKians!!^_^

hummy:

thanks for your concern, but I'm feeling much better today, thanks to CloudDreamer and Liquid Diamond. I've calmed down alot, and I'm now practicing on my BRAND NEW G-231 Yamaha guitar.