Originally Posted by Ermahgerd Berks

I don't remember when I woke up, all I know is everyone else is still asleep. I like being the only one up. I can eat whatever I want and nobody can tell me it's gross!

I hate being up when no one else is.
It's very depressing to me. I want to be on a normal schedule. or my normal schedule.
But no idea if that will affect being able to talk to my boyfriend or not ._.

*sigh* so complicated.
And my stomach suddenly started to hurt.
i think my tummy is confused due to my sleep pattern+eating schedule now.

But she puts porn on my laptop! It doesn't even have internet, so she's having to do it some other way!

Why would she do that if she knows it grosses me out? It's not funny!

How do I deal with someone like that?

Fuu-Chan, try eating something that won't hurt your stomach. Just a little of it at a time. It helps. I used to get sick all the time because of my stomach.

How do you deal with that? My way. Payback time! Just do something to inconvenience her. Personal favourite is screenshotting a desktop, then hiding the icons and taskbar and watching as they struggle to work out what's wrong with it.

Originally Posted by Ermahgerd Berks

Fuu-Chan, try eating something that won't hurt your stomach. Just a little of it at a time. It helps. I used to get sick all the time because of my stomach.

No idea if we have any food that
wont hurt my stomach. I rarely get stomach aches
so for now I am drinking ginger ale to calm my tummy.

And I was going to take a nice picture for my bf.
I even got dressed up for it too.

I don't give myself enough breaks O_O

You can take a picture of you acting exaggeratedly sick, and he'll say it's adorable. Boys are like that if they really like you.

A boy liked me one time, and nothing I did could stop him from saying I was cute. It was really annoying!

And I know all about the fake screen trick! I've done it lots of times! I also sometimes like to modify the Master Boot Record and have it boot up a hidden payload! If you do it right, you can fry the whole computer before they have a chance to stop it! It's fun! But I can't do that to this computer, it's not mine or hers. We'd get in trouble again. And I'm not doing that to my own computer, because I need it for art.

I should just make a startup script that sets off a loud alarm or something.

Originally Posted by Sleepy Anarchy

How do you deal with that? My way. Payback time! Just do something to inconvenience her. Personal favourite is screenshotting a desktop, then hiding the icons and taskbar and watching as they struggle to work out what's wrong with it.

This is awesome.

Originally Posted by Ermahgerd Berks

You can take a picture of you acting exaggeratedly sick, and he'll say it's adorable. Boys are like that if they really like you.

A boy liked me one time, and nothing I did could stop him from saying I was cute. It was really annoying!

And I know all about the fake screen trick! I've done it lots of times! I also sometimes like to modify the Master Boot Record and have it boot up a hidden payload! If you do it right, you can fry the whole computer before they have a chance to stop it! It's fun! But I can't do that to this computer, it's not mine or hers. We'd get in trouble again. And I'm not doing that to my own computer, because I need it for art.

I should just make a startup script that sets off a loud alarm or something.

True he probably would.
But ugh. I'll just try to do it when i feel better or tomorrow.
This schedule has my whole body out of whack probably.

The thing with study is that it is forced. Study of your own volition is a blast.

Fuu-Chan, do you like him back? I want to know why girls and boys like each other that way. I know it isn't all about the sex things already. I just want to know what the whole love thing is about and why people do it. I don't think I've ever been in love with a boy or anything like that so I wonder about it.

And I don't care if someone wants me to study or not, I just like learning things. I'm not too picky. I know how it is though when people make you do something you don't want to. It sucks.

That's still one of my favorite things about you, Berksey.

Originally Posted by Ermahgerd Berks

Fuu-Chan, do you like him back? I want to know why girls and boys like each other that way. I know it isn't all about the sex things already. I just want to know what the whole love thing is about and why people do it. I don't think I've ever been in love with a boy or anything like that so I wonder about it.

Very much so. He makes me feel really happy.
It's hard to explain really why I like him. I guess because he is willing to actually be with me. And I normally feel like some sort of hideous beast and not a lady at all. But he says I am very gorgeous. There is a fair amount it is sexual desires but that isn't the main thing. He and I have so much in common. He cares about my well being, we get along great. Even if we disagree on something, we still don't turn it into some huge argument. I guess, when you like someone you feel it. Like he always makes me anxious, and i get butterflies in my stomach.

It's hard to explain why you like someone. It's just how you feel and how you react to someone and how they treat you. No one has really ever treated me so kindly like he does. And he very much cares for my well being. He also respects my independence such as wanting to live on my own and not right away living with him, as well as getting my life together on my own and without any short cuts or help from people. Plus, he'd get along with my family members. I don't care for my relatives but I do care about my parents and my sister's opinion. And he'd get along with all of them. And he makes me feel so much happier. Happier then i've been in years. Like..maybe I haven't felt this way since I was like..16? [and I am 20 now].

Sorry if none of that made any sense. .3.

.3. IS AN ADORABLE FACE.

Originally Posted by Amane

.3. IS AN ADORABLE FACE.

I like to use that one or this one.

.o.

I just don't know why people do it. It's like some kind of magic or a drug or something and it makes people act all funny. When people are kissing in front of everybody nobody really likes it but them, and it's like they don't even care that they're grossing people out! Nobody wants to see that unless they're a sneaky dirty person!

I would try having a boyfriend if not for all the kissing and gross stuff. I wonder what it's like. But I don't want to have to make babies or swap spit or do dirty things like that.

People say it makes them happy. I like the idea of that. I just don't know if I could be happy being around someone who wanted to put things in me or touch my butt or lick my tongue.

It's just weird.

Originally Posted by Ermahgerd Berks

I just don't know why people do it. It's like some kind of magic or a drug or something and it makes people act all funny. When people are kissing in front of everybody nobody really likes it but them, and it's like they don't even care that they're grossing people out! Nobody wants to see that unless they're a sneaky dirty person!

I would try having a boyfriend if not for all the kissing and gross stuff. I wonder what it's like. But I don't want to have to make babies or swap spit or do dirty things like that.

Well he and I haven't done that because it's an online relationship. Meaning he lives in another state and can't visit me yet. Due to work and what not. And I kind of don't tell my family I am dating someone until I know it works out you know? I don't find kissing to be gross or anything. Plus love makes people do crazy things. It's how they show affection for who they love.

I found new songs that I love. Woo!

Originally Posted by SuperZombiePotatoe

I found new songs that I love. Woo!

I love finding new songs.
I always play repeat so much until the song irritates me XDD

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

I love finding new songs.
I always play repeat so much until the song irritates me XDD

That's me as well. I just can't myself getting irritated with theses. So. Good. *dies*

Originally Posted by SuperZombiePotatoe

That's me as well. I just can't myself getting irritated with theses. So. Good. *dies*

I never really fully get irritated.
Mainly just bored.
But when that happens I switch from youtube to spotify. XD

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

I never really fully get irritated.
Mainly just bored.
But when that happens I switch from youtube to spotify. XD

Yes, that's also true. You give it a break and come back later and it's awesome again
I wish I could get spotify...

Originally Posted by SuperZombiePotatoe

Yes, that's also true. You give it a break and come back later and it's awesome again
I wish I could get spotify...

Yup. And then you listen to it
non-stop just like the first time you found that song.

I use the web browser version of spotify.
And non premium. They have commercials but eh. everything has commercials.
including youtube.

So it's like when I play with something dead. I enjoy it and think it's great, and everybody else thinks it's gross, but they just don't understand because they're not me. Okay. That makes sense.

I found a baby bird one time and I put it in my mouth. Some lady screamed at me to stop it and that I was going to hurt the poor bird. I told her it was already dead and she called me a sick person and went away.

So love is like that. It can seem gross to someone who isn't in love, but when you're in love it isn't gross.

Thanks! I think I get it now!

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

Yup. And then you listen to it
non-stop just like the first time you found that song.

I use the web browser version of spotify.
And non premium. They have commercials but eh. everything has commercials.
including youtube.

The circular workings of music. I love it

It's not available in my country

Originally Posted by SuperZombiePotatoe

The circular workings of music. I love it

It's not available in my country

Yup.
I should listen to some songs I have not heard in a while..

That's weird it's not available in your country.
Well maybe one day it will be.