I deserve extra brownie points from reading the whole thing!

You really do. And I thought of a way better reply to that other post about me ignoring bathroom things. The day we talk about those things is the day we also break out the research materials and try to figure out why on Earth anyone would want children because WE both sure don't.

that is an impressive wall of text, and not just because of quantification or informativity, but because it has the hidden, between the lines, message of self growth. and of course I'd read your wall of text. lol, to think I wouldn't would be the most ludicrous thing ever. I read everything, everywhere, everyhow. its and extention of my favourite hobby, people watching. some say that the eyes are the windows of the soul. well the written word is the doorway, and it reveals so much more about a person's worth. whether legible or illegible, the truth of self always shines out from between the lines ��

I said y'would! I can always count on you to read those. No wall is too tall.

it was very passionate, an art in itself. you're right, you should've (should) publish it, exactly as it is. and, in a way, you already have. I'd bet good money (as opposed to bad money??) that it was very therapeutic letting that explode from your fingertips. and everything you said made perfect sense too, even to a pedantical cynic like me. you must've been uncontrollably beaming pearly whites while typing that ��

Ditto !

I read it...and it IS BIG!
...took me 3 attempts before I consumed it all!
My mind is similarly active, like your's, Amane....only mine obsessed about random stuff...
Sometimes its about perfection...sometimes its about numbers...or colors....or music.....
But it is always ticking away about something that prolly isn't worth the effort of paying much attention to! Lol!

It took me a couple of tries before I was able to comprehend it all too, inzane.

I, for one, like to document my progress, but only with certain things like music. So I keep my older songs and laugh at the because they made no sense musically and even though I was being creative, I much prefer the aigs i wrte now.

Okay, I, on my iPad typing with my thumbs so you'll have to forgive typos in this, autocorrect is on holiday

Anyway, I record my earlier work and save that because I like the progres
But my art I throw away if it's so bad. I dint want to seemy art when it was crappy
I'm a traditionalist so every art piece I did is on paper or canvas

I do, however, save stories I wrote because they were better when I was younger!

I save EVERYTHING!
I have old drawings....old journals....old letters that never got send....
I even have a few of my elementary school report cards (*does not work up to apparent ability)
I have a box full of my kids'"firsts" and artwork and report cards.....
I am such a packrat!! Lol!

I wish I had my old poems, drawing, paintings, & Journal.
But my user loser abuser ex wouldn't let them go, a control ploy. So I cut my losses and walked away.
She's dead now... No!!!! I didn't kill her... Thought about it, but no. She just used & losed herself to death. She didn't even make it to sixty.

I still have the journal my old girlfriend gave me for my birthday.

I have two years of memories written in it. I wrote just about every day. For two years.
From 2009 to 2011. I grew and changed so much it was amazing.

Some of the pages I got angry and burned so they aren't readable and some have period blood on them because I was going through an "artistic" phase and I wanted to be expressive. But most of the pages are readable and sometimes it's scary to know that I've been so low sometimes and it's even more scary to know what got me really high.

I wrote about so many things I don't even remember happened! I kind of want to keep a journal again because it was amazing to see how much I grew from 14 years old to 16 years old. But I get lazy and I don't think I would remember to update my journal every day like I did in the past.

Also, I heard mmm whatcha' saaaay that night. How funny is that?

That's not the original song though right!

The original was Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap and what a beautiful song it was.

I know. It's a song my favorite K-pop idol is fond of. I still like mmm whatcha' saaaay. I'm notorious for not liking an older song until someone new covers it.

They have good taste Imogen Heap is amazing.
Though I liked her better as Frou Frou.

He's the reason I smile when I hear Lady Gaga or Ke$ha.
/he used to sing their songs for concert solos
/he just goes full diva and dominates the stage

AHHHH! I HEARD THE BEGINNING OF A K-POP SONG START UP ON TV!
/it's probably orginally from something
/but I'd rather think it's K-pop

How are you getting K pop in your TV?!

OH, GOD. YOU MISSED THIS ONE GLORIOUS NIGHT. I got it somewhere…

YOU GUYS. THIS IS NOT A DRILL. JUST. NOW. ON TV. I SAW K-POP. THEY SHOWED CLIPS FROM "G.R.8.U." AND "ON & ON" (VIXX MVS) AND "VERY GOOD" BY BLOCK B AND THEN I THINK SOME GIRL GROUP I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE.
WHY AM I PINGING YOU ALL? BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND. THIS IS HUGE FOR ME. I DON'T EVEN HAVE CABLE TV. HELP. I'M GONNA FAINT. I DID FAINT. THEATRICALLY.
I DIED OVER ON&ON!N'S BEAUTY AND THE FACT THAT K-POP WAS ON TV. ON. MY. TV. I SAW CHA HAKYEON ON MY TV SCREEN. THE CHA AND COMPANY KILLED ME OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET. AHHHH. THIS IS FANGIRL FREAK-OUT, YES. THIS DOESN'T HAPPEN. HELP ME. I SAW K-POP ON. MY. TELEVISION. SET. SOMETHING K-POP HAPPENED OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET.
/THEY WERE ACTUALLY TALKING ABOUT THE POPULARITY OF ADAPTATIONS OF AMERICAN MUSICALS IN SOUTH KOREA
/AND SOMEHOW THEY RELATED THAT TO K-POP
/THEY ACTUALLY SAID "K-POP," YOU GUYS‼
*BREATHES* THIS IS ONE SCARY-LOOKING POST. BUT I'M SO SHOCKED ALL CAPS IS RELEVANT.

AT FIRST I WAS JUST WATCHING BECAUSE THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT "WICKED," AND THEN VIXX POPPED UP AND I WAS LIKE, ":OOOOOOOOOOO" AND RAN UP TO THE TV AND CRIED EVEN MORE EVERY TIME THEY SHOWED
ANOTHER MV.

I pinged all my friends who follow my fangirl adventures to that, and they were so happy for me (and perhaps totally jelly).
/seriously, I slowly fell to the floor after it was over
/in imitation of a K-pop gif!

The bottom line is, I don't get K-pop on my TV. That's why I freak.

"the fangirl rides again." movie at eleven ��

Ride or die.

coincidence?!? I think not. some guy just got knocked off his motorcycle
I'm trying to serepticiously take a pic ��

OH SNAP!

I still have cramps and it's the third day of the monstrous menses.

We will get snow next week!!!

I'm drinking bubble tea. Yum.

I'm going to try Vegemite and I'm going to like it!!!

Who's looking forward to the Peanuts movie...?!? Me!!!

Originally Posted by Ava The Vampire

I still have cramps and it's the third day of the monstrous menses.

We will get snow next week!!!

I'm drinking bubble tea. Yum.

I'm going to try Vegemite and I'm going to like it!!!

Who's looking forward to the Peanuts movie...?!? Me!!!

In the flyers it looks like they did a great job.

I'm not much for animation anymore unless it makes me nostalgic.