Originally Posted by Shrangrala

Pfffft.....I'm not making any friends with my char. in the rp lmfao....*sighs* maybe I should be the bitch who turns into a softy hehe....I don't know.

Give me a breakkkkkkkkkkk LOL )My character is actually crying down pression lol

Originally Posted by Trinitydoll

Welcome to our place Tech ...^^ Nell is all a gentleman and we are all ladies (except for Vamp of course LOL now she will kill me hahahhahah )

Haha...well you're right I'm not a lady...pfft forget all that, too much work for someone as lazy as me hehe.

I was just super kidding Vampie of course you are believe me (look at my previous post and go talk to Luisana)

I was going to make my char a total jerk, but it seems like we need someone to level the playing field a bit. I'll bite the bullet and play nice. I'm not used to people making characters with stand-offish, hardcore bitch personalities. Gaia seems to be all loners who want a friend or super flirts.

HAhahahhah to tell the truth me neither but it is so much fun to have both sides hahahhahhahaha thanks Queenie and Vampie *hugs*

Originally Posted by Tech

I was going to make my char a total jerk, but it seems like we need someone to level the playing field a bit. I'll bite the bullet and play nice. I'm not used to people making characters with stand-offish, hardcore bitch personalities. Gaia seems to be all loners who want a friend or super flirts.

Yeah..well I wasn't expecting them all to be like that either :cry:. I wanted to be the only bitch in the group...but oh well.

Originally Posted by Shrangrala

Yeah..well I wasn't expecting them all to be like that either :cry:. I wanted to be the only bitch in the group...but oh well.

Aww. You can be the bitch if you want. :D

...I am actually playing my personality from my school days...

Originally Posted by Jonath Nell

...I am actually playing my personality from my school days...

Yeah? I was kind of a loner in school myself. Not overly, but I wasn't really interested in making friends in school, because I already had a small group of pals before I hit highschool.
Besides, my sister (my twin, no less) was Miss Popular and she was always stealing the spotlight. Damn those girls!

Originally Posted by Tech

Yeah? I was kind of a loner in school myself. Not overly, but I wasn't really interested in making friends in school, because I already had a small group of pals before I hit highschool.
Besides, my sister (my twin, no less) was Miss Popular and she was always stealing the spotlight. Damn those girls!

Hahahahahah!
Yeah, Well the reason why I tried to stay out of the spotlight is because things at home were not so good for me, and I guess I sort of taught myself to stay out of the way so that things would not get any worse.

I was also a sort of loner...I had a fairly descent sized group of friends but it wasn't nothing too big...but I kept to myself alot. I also went through alot of issues at home.....but eh...whatever.

Originally Posted by Jonath Nell

Hahahahahah!
Yeah, Well the reason why I tried to stay out of the spotlight is because things at home were not so good for me, and I guess I sort of taught myself to stay out of the way so that things would not get any worse.

I understand, and I'm sorry to hear about the not so good home life.

Are things better now that you're older?

I was something strange....(so typical lol) I was yes a loner cause little people really could "manage" me ....I was a leader of no followers that means I will always had something to be against, not with my classmates but against teachers and school I enjoyed making teachers piss when I knew I had more knowledge of a subject than them....sorry I know it doesnt sound very nice....

Originally Posted by Shrangrala

I was also a sort of loner...I had a fairly descent sized group of friends but it wasn't nothing too big...but I kept to myself alot. I also went through alot of issues at home.....but eh...whatever.

I had four friends all through out my teens. I knew a lot of people, because my sister knew EVERYONE.

But meh, I liked it better just having the close small knit of pals. My homestead wasn't the best, but it didn't seem to affect me much socially. I always tried to stay positive.

No... things really aren't better, though for a while there I had myself convinced that they were...

but for now I guess I am just getting payment back for everything everyone put me through. by mooching off from them until I get through collage, and as soon as I can find a good job and a place to live then I am gone for good.

I moved out the day I turned 18. Couldn't wait to be out on my own. I was already working and saved everything I made so I could get away. Things are rough with money, very tight. But I love being on own.

I take more pride in my life, I guess. Something I was lacking in my earlier years. My sister is the total opposite. 23 and still living with Dad. :shock:

I only had 2 close friends really....the only ones that I hung out with outside of school. I moved away from california at 10, my real father died when I was a baby and my mom got remarried to my step father but then they got a divorce because he cheated on her, of all places to move to it was kansas..then everything went down hill...my mother wasnt...still isnt much of a mother and was never ever home...my older sister was taken into group homes and foster care, and I became really shy. Then I had another big issue but...w/e lets just say this isn't my first time being engaged :shock:. LoL.

guys do I bring the violines? my house was a horror during those years....so....if I start telling you all that happened....it will take me days....just for you to imagine....
some topics might be
physical and psychological violence
leaving a 10 year old girl alone for 10 hours everyday with no food and no telephone...
lack of love and lack of attention
lack of any kind of affection....mmm not nice

I'm back.

Originally Posted by Trinitydoll

guys do I bring the violines? my house was a horror during those years....so....if I start telling you all that happened....it will take me days....just for you to imagine....
some topics might be
physical and psychological violence
leaving a 10 year old girl alone for 10 hours everyday with no food and no telephone...
lack of love and lack of attention
lack of any kind of affection....mmm not nice

Sounds exactly like my life, and I mean exactly, was as a child and teenager.

Hello Kasumi.

Welcome back Kas.

*hugs Vampie* I knew there was a conection between us...I really like your way of being Vamp...thanks for being my friend*
@Kasumi Hi

Sorry to hear the sadness of your lives. Sometime I feel guilty that I never took mine too harshly. My mom passed away when I was 17, but I was never very close with her, so I wasn't too upset. I was sad, yes. But not as much as your average would be. Meh, and dad just seems to get married and make a baby every four years.

I didn't feel any anger or sadness from the lack of attention or affection from my parents. I had a good friend, who I spent all my time with. She was the only one I really cared about, and I guess made up for the lacking love from my parents.

My sister got the physical abuse. nothing she did ever seem to please my dad. I defended her when I could, but she always rejected the idea of me helping her in anyway. She always seemed happy, but deep down, I think she was deeply saddened over the homelife.

Strange, how differently people can take the same situation.

Originally Posted by Shrangrala

Sounds exactly like my life, and I mean exactly, was as a child and teenager.

Yeah... mine was not much better. Exept my parents were always there... THey just did not care, and I would have much rather that they just left me alone...

Add in a little dash of emotional trama that I have had since I was very young and you got my life in a nutshell..