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Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:10 PM

Yes. I see suicide as a choice. f you truly think it's going to make things better for you, go ahead and do it.

I don't think teens should do it though. Teens are generally dumbasses. But she's... What was it... 22 or something so she's old and wise enough to make her own decisions.

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:17 PM

But suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... something that you CAN work through...

I'm just using this next as an example thing, nothing personal:

Sure your boyfriend broke up with you, sure you're devastated and think that there's nothing left for you... but when you work through it it'll just make you stronger than you were and know that there are others out there and not all are going to be asses. It'll hurt for a bit life moves on and you can use your experience to grow and know what to do next time..

Everything that happens in life is a learning experience.. just because you're out of school means you'll stop learning. As things happen, good or bad you learn and grown stronger about it. Suicide is just escape from the pain that you can and will get over in time and will move on to much better things in life.

If that's you're reasoning for suicide I should have done it ages ago.. Heaven knows my life isn't going to go anywhere, but I'm trying and learning to cope with my family troubles and everything. It makes me a stronger person and I know it's just something that's going to help me out later in life.

yanyan13 06-26-2007 04:21 PM

ah! finally! finished it! XD

http://i150.photobucket.com/albums/s...an13_1mini.jpg
click to view full size

wheee!! XD now i can finally sleep! XD

Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:21 PM

=) But unlike you, I don't care much for life in general. I truly believe human beings are bad things that fuck up the planet. And Dennis opened my eyes on the suicide bit.

That's my reasoning... And apparently you didn't think it would solve anything so you didn't do it.
I know I'm never going to fit in anywhere. The only job I can do successfully without getting too many sarcastic remarks is a blowjob. :roll: I'd never manage in modern society. You, however, seem very successful compared to me even without me knowing what it is you do. So yeah. >.>; We're not the same person and therefore we have different points of view. But the entire point of humanity is that we're al different from eachother. Maybe we're put here to put an end to planet Earth because it's blocking soemone's view?

I'm glad this is a hangout, because I'm totally off topic. >.>;

yanyan: Nice! .__.;

yanyan13 06-26-2007 04:30 PM

:screams: im off topic too! XD

Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:30 PM

Yeah well. You were gone. I'm just a cunt. :3

yanyan13 06-26-2007 04:32 PM

well, i need to sleep now, its 1230am here XD and ive got to go on panic mode tomorrow, so goodnight all :>

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:32 PM

Sorry I had to laugh at the blowjob comment... I'm really too much obsessed about things like that... >.> *yaoi fanfreak*

But the thing is I have no idea what I can do in my life... no one wants to hire me... I've been searching for a job for over a year.. no one will hire me. I'm not at all successful just manage to make it seem that way because I am great at giving advice and I've learned a lot from my crappy life to be able to pass on to others who ask it.

In real life I'm totally different than the outspoken person I am on here... some people say I'm actually myself online and just a shadow of myself offline because I take so much shit that I shut myself down. Sorta the truth... there's been many a time that I wanted to lock myself away on the computer to escape my life to this freedom.

Tis why I love Menewsha and sites like it so much.

Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:35 PM

But you're a bloody adult! You're not an underweight fag with no motivation to live, chain smoker, teen parent, sadomasochist, genocide-fan, any of that shit at all!
You're normal. And you can still afford the internet you have. If you'd truly be in shit you'd be on the streets somewhere.


And I'm not joking about the blowjob comment. It's the only thing I seem to do right. ><;;;;;;;;


Good night, yanyan!

jellysundae 06-26-2007 04:35 PM

That's a cute pic yan, it looks like Felicity Kendall! She's an English actress 8)

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:40 PM

Justin - *laughs* You think I'm an adult? I'm still in school, I still need to finish my grade twelve next year I'm only 18!

Instead I'm an overweight loner who doesn't speak unless spoken to with no motivation to live, in an abusive home both emotional and physical, the only glory in my life besides for the fact that I have a boyfriend is that my dad is miles away but he still abuses me emotionally over the phone.

I'm not at all normal and I'm not the one paying for the internet my mom is, and I can barely get on it at home because my brother would beat me to hell if I got on when he needed to be to play his bloody games or if I over stepped the time limit by five minutes. My mom does nothing because like me she doesn't want my brother yellling at her.

Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:41 PM

Wait. You're 18 and worried about your job?


What the hell.
>.<;

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:45 PM

Yes, because if I don't my dad's going to force me to go live with him. That I definitely don't want. I hate him to pieces...

I've been out of school for the passed six months because I dropped because school became too stressful and I developed an anxiety disorder. Now I have to return next year and do it all over again since I didn't even finish the first semester.

Marissa D 06-26-2007 04:46 PM

That totally sucks.

You do type like an adult though. ><; Or like... I don't know. Soemone serious. ^^;
I assumed you were like 30.

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:50 PM

That's because I love English and everything about it. I love writing and it's my only passion in life. I may be only 18 but so much has happened in my life that I was forced to mature much to quickly than my own good.. I don't even remember my childhood other than the bad parts.

I regret maturing so quickly... everyone looks at me strange because I'm not as obnoxious as them and keep serious because everyone hates me...

Mitani 06-26-2007 04:53 PM

Hello everyone!

What is that item in the back of your head Kale ? D:

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:55 PM

Hey Mitani, it's a bow that's the matching accessory to the 10k dress... forget what it's called but don't think it's a male item.

Mitani 06-26-2007 04:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kale Dragonheart
Hey Mitani, it's a bow that's the matching accessory to the 10k dress... forget what it's called but don't think it's a male item.

I didn't find it in the shops so i guess it's female only ;o;

But anyway! How are you Kale? :3

Rusalka 06-26-2007 04:59 PM

I'm good, and you?

Marissa D 06-26-2007 05:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kale Dragonheart
That's because I love English and everything about it. I love writing and it's my only passion in life. I may be only 18 but so much has happened in my life that I was forced to mature much to quickly than my own good.. I don't even remember my childhood other than the bad parts.

I regret maturing so quickly... everyone looks at me strange because I'm not as obnoxious as them and keep serious because everyone hates me...

Being hated is all part of it. :3 They push you down the stairs? Throw their trash at you? Laugh at the way you move? talk? Stuff liek that?
I'm not going to survive another year of high school.
Hey mitani.

Mitani 06-26-2007 05:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kale Dragonheart
I'm good, and you?

I'm pretty good ..
Drinking juice and spending some time D:

Hi there D!

EternalHearts 06-26-2007 05:03 PM

Back from my super-duper lunchies. How does it all?

Rusalka 06-26-2007 05:04 PM

They might as well do so... they've gotten over those pranks back when I was in grade nine when the WHOLE school population was against me... now they just talk about me behind my back and just watch me with disgusted looks..

I know I'm ugly.. doesn't make any difference in whether they know I know or not...

I'm just hoping the next year will be better since most of my yearmates for the past six year will have graduated.

Marissa D 06-26-2007 05:04 PM

EternalHearts: Just how good was your lunch?

Mitani 06-26-2007 05:05 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by EternalHearts
Back from my super-duper lunchies. How does it all?

Welcome back!
I'm doing pretty well if that is what you asked xD


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