well, I write it very beautiful and vampire see it that way!

I was never a fan of guts falling out. I don't recomend you read Patriotism by Yukio Mishima. its about suicide and its gory.

*shrug* I blew up a guys head and fixated on the blood pattern. that got taken out, but I kept in one of the vampire tearing out a heart because it was really great written and it went to his char.

night!

Kat's a weirdo <.< Fascinated with blood and such. I am in a way, sort of. I mean... i just like to fix the things that are broken in real life. So... I'm not a fan of inflicting pain or cutting flesh in real life, it makes me want to faint O_O;

no no!! I'm not weird for that reason! I'm not facinated with it, I just read some pretty graphic books at the beginning of high school and it drastically changed my writing style and the content. no more innocent happiness. but I don't write like that now though! I'm much more into emotional scars and wounds rather than physical wounds.
don't you have to cut flesh though and I thought you went to sleep!

I see, I see.... So, you were just influenced by your readings huh. Hmmm..

I don't really have to cut flesh. I fix flesh. I patch it up. I bandage it. I sew it back together. I don't cut anything off, well... I mean... I could put in chest tubes and crikes and traches but we don't do that too much. And that's just a little cut and hardly any blood. I had gone to sleep but then I got a call from my hubby bubby and I was excited and couldn't sleep. So I got up for a minute but then I was tired again. lol

yep, that's always the case with me and I was young and impressionable....darn high school. I was more goth and blood loving freshman year than any other time in my life.

okay, I don't really want to ask what crikes and traches are, but okay. I should have gotten up a lot earlier but I didn't like that my roommate woke me up before noon and just wasted about in bed. after all, i stayed up past 2am.

I think I just wore a lot of black because I already stood out so much, I kinda wanted to be out of sight for a while. It never really worked. I just learned to deal with it, that as soon as I walk in someplace I'm gonna get a million looks just because I'm tall. It's a curse ><;

Crikes are a cricothrotomy (sp) when your wind pipe is closing we make a little cut and slide a tube in your throat where your adams apple would be. The tube goes down to your brachial tubes and then fills your lungs with air manualy. A trache, is just a tracheotomy. Pretty much the same thing but just lower.

Should have gotten up earlier for sure ><;; Sleepy head :stare:

being short is worse I'd think. then people don't notice you at all. I guess I'm average height, but it is annoying to have to look up at guys because they're always so much taller than me.

oh, they do stuff like that in House sometimes I think.

lazy head would be the word. I was really tired even around 9 pm, but I stayed up really late anyways and could barely keep my eyes open, so I needed that sleep. and wtf I'm hungry again!! I only ate less than an hour ago and I stuffed myself!

I really woudn't knwo about being short. But my hubby is taller than me.. and when we are together people still ask ME how tall am I.. ... I'm like... ASK HIM! HE'S TALLER THAN MEEEEE!!! T^T But they never do. And he just laughs. lol

On House I mostly see them intubate people, that's when the tube goes in through your mouth. One of the babies had to be intubated. I was kinda getting worried that she wasn't gonna make it. She wasn't breathing for like 5 minutes. :S

Haha! That's right, you said you were sleepy then. I wasn't feeling well. I had drank to quickly <.< Hmm... not tonight though. I might not drink at all... LOL... fooooood! I just had some spinach. Yeah... weird... only spinach O_o

Ewww... caterpillars on TV.. they only eat oak trees are killing the trees, and they can shoot the hairs off their back and send people into shock from the venom O_O omg... And I used to think they were cute...

lol, darn tall people! oh well, I'm still taller than most of my friends. my best friend is something like 5' 2", but she's the tallest in her family!

I don't watch much house anymore, but I'm pretty sure I must have seen it somewhere because I knew what you were talking about. It must have been scary though that she wasn't breathing for so long!

*shakes head* you and your drinking. And spinach?! hm, I like the canned kind, but I'm just no that fond of it freshly cooked like our school does it. I want a canned vegi just for once!!!

ew. those are the icky caterpillars! I like the little green ones not that I'd touch one....ooh, it reminds me of this kiddie book called the Caterpillow Fight!

Hehe.. it's so funny because my sister is like 5'2" haha.. She says that I "took all the legs" in the family. Pretty much the rest of my family is short and kinda chubby. But I fit in well in my hubby's family. Yay!

Yeah... it was pretty scary. She was blue for the longest time. A healthy baby will come out with an APGAR test of like 8-10, but she was a 2.. maybe... and then at 5 minutes... a 4, possibly. She wasn't really born early cause she was 36 weeks and some days. After 36 weeks babies should be totally developed and there's really no reason for them to stay in any longer.

I had some canned spinach. I have another can ^^ :P

The caterpillow fight? lol... reminds me of the hungry hungry caterpillar ^^ the one that eats so much then turns in to a butterfly, of course..

I'm the funny short and chubby one in my family!! the shortest of us all....

blue? eep, that does sound scary!

*holds out hands* can I has some?

yeah, its a really cute book. ooh, I think I knw that book, but it makes me think of the quite cricket I think it is and the Grumpy Ladybug! those were always my fav.

Haha... I'm like the tallest one. And thinnest. My cousins used to be thin but they all slowly gain weight. I just got good genes I guess.. <.< I wish I could gain a LITTLE bit of weight though. Just a little.

She was ok yesterday though. When we went back in, she had been breathing on her own for 4 hours after being on life support for like 12, but she's getting better. So.. I'd be scared to take her home. And the mom wasn't freaking out. I know I would have been when they called in the specialty docs and stuff... I'd be like, what's wrong? Where's mah babeh!?

*tosses a can of spinach* I've got beans and corn and... something else I think. Hmm.. and i got pickles :P

Sounds like some cute books that I should get for my daughter ^^

hm, I want another lunch now....

wow, I'm sure I would freak out at least inside. maybe not yell and appear to be freaking out, but that's just something people freak out about I think. babies are cute and precious and we want to be sure they're alright!!!

ew, pickles are nasty!!!

yep, we still got them on our bookshelf and the Cricket one makes noises when you turn the pages. its so cute!!! I was reading them again not that long ago and all the Dr. Sues books we have just for reminiscing.

Well eat something then. And they really were cute :heart: Haha.. I told my hubby that I wanted one and he said we'd think about that after the deployment. I probably won't want one then. I think they release chemicals to make you want them, to keep them alive, you know? Like how little things look so cute, so you want to protect them.

Pickles are good. Yum! more for me then :P

Dr. Seuse was on some crazy drugs, that's all I have to say. He really enjoyed the 60's and the 70's.. probably til the day that he died even. Darn hippies :illgetu: LOL

but I don't want to go out and get food....I'll get junk food when I go to get dinner. Well, I know that hormones are released into the mother's body so that she feels connected with a protective of her baby. survival and all.

bleh, my uncle made some pickles and gave us a jar and I had to carry it and it was nasty!

oh indeed, but some of those books were so cool!

Yeah. Survival instincts and stuff like that.

No kidding they were cool, but that doesn't change the fact that he's was on drugs. lol. Green eggs and ham gets stuck in my head. lol...

all those more animal things left over from when we were closer to the animals and not um, thinking people. no that I think we're that much different than the rest of the animals anyways.

SAM I AM!!!! that's one of my fav. and the One fish Two fish...etc. Oh and go Dog Go!

We're really not. We just have these wonderful oppseable thumbs and can stand up and drive cars. Oh, I was watching one about a sea lion that could learn things and she knew how to solve problems. And they didn't talk to her, so she had to figure it out on her own. She could figure out andthing after about 10 tries, but even people were shown the same problems and had it explained to them and still couldn't get it. And one girl was wrong like 50 times and still didn't get it right.

Would you eat it on a boat? With a goat? lol Amina liked Go Dogs! Go! haha.. it's cute.

yeah, there are so many shows I've seen where animals prove themselves to be smarter than people. either that or they pic really stupid people for the animals to test against....

no I would not because I don't like Green eggs and ham!! lol, the books are really cute!

it could be that. I mean they seem like average people to me. I mean, I understood it when they were asking them. But I guess being pressured on camera might make you freak out and second guess yourself. I bet that I would!

The drawings are so original. I always like the How the grinch stole christmas. Little max was so cute! Poor little pup. lol... and then his heart just grows and grows. I never saw the live action movie, or the cat in the hat live action. I started to watch the cat in the hat but it looked really, really weird. Way more than the book. And I always thought that the fish was annoying.

I've almost got enough money! I'm so close!!1 ><

so true, the tv lies all the time. it could even be actors!

I like the old Grinch much better than the live one, but there's a nice story of its own in the live Grinch. I never saw the cat in the hat one.

ya!!! I still have no where near the money to get wings!!!

I guess it could be actors. I didnt really think about that. I just believe most of what I see on tv unless it's like a "live" show, then I think that they have everythign staged. lol. like those psychics that said they could talk to your relatives that have already passed on. Deceased? Is that how you spell it? I tried twice and it just didn't look right. lol

I want a kids meal... well not really. I want mcdonalds. I want a fish sandwich! OMG... I want one! But darn this snow. I don't want to go outside again.

I need like 10 more gold I think. I should play a game really quick!!

I don't know how its spelled and that stuff is so fake! but I really do hope that the stuff on animal planet isn't so much staged as that. I really hope that its all real! but then its kinda depressing because it makes people look really dumb.

McDonalds is really yucky! kids meals are fun, but a lot of toys are lame these days.

yay, then you can get that in one post pretty much!!!!

ooh, my roomate just got back and she's wearing a strapless top! Its so cold outside! I'm wearing a sweater and put on a hoodie so that I could go outside!

True. But some people really do lack the common sense... so... Maybe they just show the people that do bad? They could have interviewed a lot of people for that!

I love the fish sammiches. The tartar sauce really. It just makes it. IT's the perfect mixture. And the toys are really lame now. They are all about movies. I was thinking today, wondering if they ever do anything besides that now. And if there is no movie then they go back to like hotwheels and barbies. Not every girl wants a darn barbie doll! I know I'd rather have a hot wheels car <.<

So... your room mate... she had that guy in there before? I'd call her a flirt, putting it nicely. LOL

yeah, that's so true. there are plenty idiots to show.

I hate tartar sauce!! yeah, I had cars not barbies. I liked when they had the little beanie baby toys.

no, this is my roommate. the other girl was my suitemate. I live with 3 other girls really. two rooms inside a bigger room. the other girl....yeah, flirt isn't the word I'd use after hearing what I do almost every night.....