Zen I am sure you will be fine!

Kukon if it doesn't pass you let me know. We will find you medical help if you need it. Do you at least feel better for talking it all out?

WB Tetsumiro, and goodnight...

Ok then I am gonna tell ya something else...and this is sorta cool. But I have to ask ya a question...what is your favorite color?

Ok good...now do you know why orange is your favorite color? And do you know why orange isn't everyone's favorite color?

(Just so you know, I have to go in about ten minutes so I will try to tell you all of this in that time.)

Right! It comes down to basic physics. Every single thing in the universe is made of energy. Energy vibrates. Every single thing in the universe vibrates to it's own frequency. We are drawn to things that vibrate closest to our given frequency. You vibrate closest to the color orange, but others don't. BUT we also draw things to us that are at a similiar frequency.

Now I am sure you've heard the thing about what you put out there is what you get back and all that...that's where that idea comes from.

So if you are negative and expending a lot of energy focusing on the negative, you are going to draw that same type of thing back to you.

You have to stop stressing about things. You are going to draw that sort of thing back to you. Just have a little faith that everything is going to work out ok. Your girlfriend is going to come through just fine. Help is available with the housing situation, you just have to find it. The kidney stone will pass, and your dog is going to be ok. But you need to believe that. Quit focusing on the negative and put your energy into the positive.

You're not alone. Your friends and family care about you, and they don't want you to feel this way. Try to focus on the positive, it will improve your mood and be contagious and help your mom and your girlfriend relax a little bit. Push aside those feelings of self pity and just try to feel better.

Zen if you cut your carbs, your body is forced to use up your stored fat reserves and it will draw it from every part of your body including your veins. McDonalds is pretty icky anyway.

Kukon I didn't explain that as clearly as I could have, I am pretty tired.

Well most people aren't that familiar with physics. I am... but I really did not explain it very well. I need sleep. So I am goin to bed, I will try to explain it better another time. I am sorry I couldn't make ya feel better. I hope everything works out ok.