• Lol, I understood "Ni hao" xD I can understand it pretty well when my mom's speaking it...but can't say a word of it myself, heh.

knee how = ni hao
xiao jie = shaow jear (means miss or mrs..Common greeting to females)

• xiao jie sounds like what she calls me a lot :shock:
  
  Isn't xiao small or something? haha....I'm not sure, I'm always so confused with all the words that sound alike...

You're one hundred percent correct! Xiao is small! They add small to almost everything to make it cuter. Xiao Mao Mi (said the way it is written) means "small cat" or kitten...or kitty lmao!

My name is Xiao Ai ( Small love lmao!)

• Lol awesome. Think she calls me that since I'm her youngest child or something o.O Not sure though.
  
  Uhh....forgot my chinese name, but it means Genius Masterpiece or something. o.O

Lol great name. A good strong name. It took me forever to get a chinese name. They gave me Tripumphant Nimble at school and I was like what the furry fuck?!?!

So yeah, got a friend to chose one for me and it's Ai Ling (Love stronger). I like it XD

So what does your mother say to you? Like...common phrases?

Lai lai lai?

• Come come come? o.O
  
  Iunno, she doesn't really bother speaking to me in chinese anymore but still when she talks to people she know I kinda pick up stuff.
  
  Haha, yeah...think I then also have a family name or something? It maens Son of Mor...I think, since my last name is Morcom.

Wow you got the come come come in one! Congrats! You're chinese musnt be bad! Can you speak and Taiwanese?

• Haha, I can't speak at all. Well I haven't really tried anyways...but don't think I could. I'm happy enough somewhat understanding it maybeish.
  
  Heh, I just don't want to sound as bad as my dad. He's actually pretty good at it from practicing...but its horribly embarrassing >_> He sounds terrible with the pronunciations....and he always says secrets in chinese thinking no one can understand him, while in a chinese supermarket even.... ^^;

lmao! What is your dad? Not chinese?

• He's a quarter Chinese, but didn't learn it at all until he met my mom. And he sorta has a new yorker accent...and they really don't mix one bit, haha.
  
  I'm 62.5% Chinese, 12.5% welsh, and 25% german.

Wow what a mix! It's a shame your pops can't speak chinese. It is a great language. I can't write it to save myself but I can speak just fine (4 years here will do that)

I'm 100% kiwi! moahaha! But I say I am Taiwanese cos I prefer the culture, people and attitude

• Lol, I was forced to take chinese writing classes when I was like....8 or something. It was sooo horrible. I don't remember the actual writing one bit but my tutor was really strict and would yell at me if I didn't do it correctly ;>_>
  
  Lol nice. Sooo are there like...stands of people selling food and stuff everywhere? xD My mom said that they used to when she was there like 35 years ago, and I've always thought that was a good idea, haha...

Most appartments have no kitchen so side of the road vendors are everywhere! Tell you mother I looooove gie pai fan! Hung hao chi o!

Asians have a huge thing about kids and school at a young age. I teach 3 year olds english ffs! How they hell are they ment to learn that at that age! Im not suprised you got sent to a chinese writting school. But that's the hard part of it. The gawd damn writting

Taiwan is super neat. Which city did your mother come from? Ask her if she knows where this pic is k?

• Haha alright, I'll bookmark this and show her tomorrow...or later today I guess. Its 7am here Dx
  
  I like gie pai fan too xP Don't know what the second one is though.
  
  Haha, my chinese was probably better when I was 6 than it is now. My mom used to make me play boardgames with her, but I would have to say everything in chinese... ;>_>

Good way to learn! Smart mother.

Hung hao chi o = good to eat o! (taiwan o on the end for the hell of it lmao)

• Ah, lol.
  
  Heh, I know chinese the worse in my family...didn't even realize that until now -_-

LOL! So they add la and le and o and a all over the place? lol!

Ok I have to run home now! Good luck with the pants and all and I hope you earnt some good gold from our convos!

See ya rawr! It's been great getting to know ya better :P

• Haha, didn't know that, sounds right though xD;
  
  Alright, see yous ^^ Just bought the pants actually.
  
  You tooo~

I'm back! -barrels through thread-

I find that I can see a light at the end down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole.
Defeated I Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
It's source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites dreaming dreams.
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't want to be down here feeding my narcissism
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.

So crucify the ego before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's
Imagined and all concievable (the web site didn't even know this line moahah!)
Just let the light touch you and let the words spill thorough
Just let them pass right through, bringing out our hope and reason.

before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.

Mixy:

I miss you
But i haven't met you yet
So special
But it hasn't happened yet
You are gorgeous
But i haven't met you yet
I remember
But it hasn't happened yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

We were speaking
But it hasn't happened yet
I haven't been given
My best souvenir
I miss you
But i haven't met you yet
I know your habits
But wouldn't recognize you yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

I'm so impatient
I can't stand the wait
When will i get my cuddle?
Who are you?

I know by now that you'll arrive
But by the time i stop waiting

I miss you

My arts!

Hay baby, how are you. I love your arts and I feel the same way! yea the post above your arts. I'm sick right now .. the self induced kind but in the past 2 days I've almost had a complete and utter nervous breakdown lol! Right now I'm shaking and kinda gonna retch, but in a bit I'll post everything stupid I've done, and what happened.

-hugs her girl-

Oh no! I need to be there pronto with chicken soup and cuddles!!!!!

What's the matter bub? Work shit?Sister shit? Moving out shit? Something I'm not even aware of shit?

-hugs-

I need to find you now!

Okay.. well I know I haven't been on much in the past few days. I basically ... left home and I've been hiding out at my friends place in the city... getting hammered everyday because when something goes wrong I normally just drink to run away from it. Not a good thing, and it worries my family and shit because I don't handle stress well and what not and basically umm yeah my student line of credit that I applied for. Well it got disapproved, and when I told my mom that to have her co-sign for my loan she said that she can't because the credit check that they do is for both her and my dad for the loan, and then I was like well.. what am I going to do and she's said "I dont' know, but I have to go" and then I heard her starting to talk on her fucking voice chat for everquest. So yeah It's bad enough that I have no one to co-sign for me, and I have to have someone co-sign but then my mom doesn't even care. So yeah.. now I have no idea what I'm going to do, and I might not go to school and I'll have to go back to my shitty job for another year, so yeah. I've been pretty much crazy.

How have you been my dear?
*hugs* luv ya~!