we are not ment to be...
v.v

Why do you say that!?

Look at all thats happened. Look at the past. If we weren't meant to be, then why did I have a urge to recontact you?

If we weren't meant to be, why did those odd events happen?

If we weren't meant to be, then why did you feel for me again?

Huh?

Just a cruel joke from god?

all of life is a cruel joke from god...
everything we do it...
mothers have children
carry them around for 6 months in their belly
then a few years later
they are gunned down in school.
what a cruel joke from god...

families together for so long
then break up on fucking christmas day!
mothers and fathers screaming on christmas day
a young girl and her younger brother
watching in tears as the family is torn
god plays cruel jokes on me!!!!

-Hugs tight.-

Jess..just listen, ok?

Things can be cruel, things can be bad.


But, if you hold onto the past and you don't move on, it will always be bad.


Past is the past, its the present.


The past will never go away, why hold onto it?

so when a mother loses a child
forget about them
forget you held them in your arms
forget they said "I love you, mommy"
forget you raised them
and forget the past?

when you live in a house
where you were raised by two people
and now the home is different
and you see this stranger hanging on them
and not that person who raised you
forget the past...
forget that person?

I didn't mean it that way. >.>

Don't forget the past, but..don't hold it in to high a regard or constantly brood about it.

heh, when you have a child
and they are killed in cold blood
tell me that...

when you feel the sting of divourse
on christmas morning
and the mental, verbal, and physical abuse
of a father touches you
then tell me that.
when you have burned images
of your younger brother being thrown into walls
and being beaten, then tell me not to hold onto the past.
all I can rely on is when I was 10
when it was all innocent
and my life was perfect...

Like my life has been perfect? Like i've never had pain or sorrow?

I did not say that did I?

I'm just saying, the way you where coming off.


-Shakes head.-

The point is, being sad for yourself won't help you any.

whatever
I am going to play games.
I don't want to talk.

-Sighs.- Ok..

Oh, by the way...
another reason we could not work
is you are TOO affectionate to everyone.

>.< I am not affectionate when i'm in a relationship. >.>

well, you cannot prove that...
you got affectionate with me
and you had that girl...

>.< Only because you wanted me to.

heh, you have a weak will...

No I don't. >.<

whatever you say, Lance.

Now your just being mean. >.>

No, you just don't have a strong will.
Just cause someone flirts with you
gives no reason to flirt back
if you are with someone...
which you were.

I actually, don't really know whats considered flirting and what isn't.

forget it.

No, I really don't. o.o

I won't comment on the previous conversation, it seems a bit private.

How is everyone, aside from that?