The whole pillow fight fiasco?

;P
I got a warning for it?

Ect.?

Ah, I kind of remember you mentioning that. ^^: Sorry, my brain is currently on vacation mode until Thursday...

Oh no, don't worry. It's fine. *Nod nod.*

I'm suffering from a severe case of senioritus myself. XDDD

See, you can't get senioritis if you didn't really do much to being with anyway. xD Thus, I never considered that I had it in high school. xD

Hi dae, and welcome back. Your avatar looks gorgeous, as always.

I did really well at the beginning of the year....; O;

Originally Posted by tigerangel

Hi dae, and welcome back. Your avatar looks gorgeous, as always.

And then I see your avatar and I start to rethink everything on my avatar. xD
How have you been?

Originally Posted by monstahh`

I did really well at the beginning of the year....; O;

It's really a matter of just focusing. I don't think I've ever had the ability to focus.

I am the poster child of ADHD.

Okay, well, maybe not. As many kids with ADHD aren't very bright. >__>' Even if they could focus, I think they would still fall flat.

ANYWAYYYY.
I has ADHD.
I do iffy in school. What it really hinges on is if I'm srsly manic, or srsly depressed.

); If I am either at a really high, or a really low, I can't function.

If you have such extreme mood swings, have you ever been consider the possibility of being bi-polar? I mean, it may be that as opposed to ADHD...

I have a mood disorder, which means I am on the "bi-polar spectrum".
There are two types of bi-polar.
Types 1 and 2.
1 is classified due to long periods of mania, or depression.
2, is more short term changes in mood.

My moods swing severely.
One minute I could be boiling mad and screaming at my sister, and then 5 minutes later offer her a cookie like nothing happened. :sweat:

My mania usually comes and goes, I get really worked up, and then I rage out, and then I'm okay if let to cool down, if not, I just revv up again.
Once cooled, I'm good to go. 8D
However, my depression is worse (probably due to my life story/situation...anyone would be depressed, or so I've been told). When I'm depressed, I'm /depressed/. One minute I could be okay, then I'd be teetering on the edge, and then I'd just crash and I'd be hysterical crying. D: And then I'd sleep for hours, get up, nibble on food, then go back to sleep.

8D

Sorry, I felt like talking about my problems right now (Upsetting day yesterday). I'll spoiler tag it or something if you'd like. xD;

Also, guys. COME AROUND HERE MORE.
D: Please?!
I am on mene every day between 2-6.
I lurk, and lurk, and no one posts!

PLEASE COME BACK, I AM LONELY.

Oh, and my ADHD is seperate from my mood disorder.
When I'm okay, and in between them, I still can't focus. My mind wanders and I can't sit still.
Even when I was little before this mood disorder reared it's ugly head, I was spacey and unable to do my work.
I got poor grades but because I was smart, and got poor grades (I didn't do homework because I couldn't focus on it--I got frustrated, and eventually gave up entirely on trying to do it), they just assumed I was lazy. So I wasn't even classified and given an IEP (which I should have gotten at LEAST in middle school), I didn't get until 10th grade (two years ago).

It's ok. Sometimes, we just need to write down our feelings to unwind a bit. It takes some of the stress out of it all.

To be honest, I can't even remotely say I understand. I usually don't go through a roller coaster of emotions like that. I can imagine it's very tough to handle. I'm just bad at handling other people's emotions more so than my own. I'm not very good around people who are upset and I lack the ability to comfort them due to my somewhat awkward nature.

Yeah. :3 I just don't want everyone to think I'm going to freak the fuck out and eat their faces.

I'm really socially awkward too. I don't know what that is due to.
I get nervous around people, I can't talk to them, I shake jitter and stammer, and overally, I have no people skills. Apparently I weird most people out. D;
Not even because of how I dress, but because of bizarre mannerisms that I do, and stupid things I say (my mouth is a little too big.)

Also, I am very spiteful. ):
I need to work on that.

Hm, I'm more of emotionally awkward than socially so. I can interact with other people in a normal setting for the most part. I'm really only nervous when I have to make introductions to someone new and I have no friends around.

Oh, and telephones practically give me panic attacks... I hate answering telephones.

I love talking on the phone!
xD

I hate the ringing though, so I answer it quick, and I love to make telemarketers feel bad.

Nope, not me. Just hearing the phone ring makes my throat close up. It's one of my irrational fears that I am slowly trying to get over. I'm fine with texting or sending e-mails or any other form of communication but try and get me to answer a phone/call someone and I'm completely hesitant. I don't know why either. No traumatizing experience or anything.

A fear of answering the phone?
xD (I'm not laughing at you, I'm actually quite fascinated.)
.../why/?

Hello everyone!!!

.... I'm not so good with heights? ... And talking on the phone is just un-fun.. Especially since I'm used to talking to my boyfriend and not many other people so I always have to stop myself from ending the conversation with "okay I love you bye bye"

I...I don't know. I have a lot of irrational fears.

Needles, for one.

oooOOOooo i hate needles!!

Originally Posted by monstahh`

A fear of answering the phone?
xD (I'm not laughing at you, I'm actually quite fascinated.)
.../why/?

I don't know. I just don't like answering it... I don't really like calling people either though... It's more like an overall fear of the phone.

Needles aren't entirely irrational, in my opinion. Needles cause pain and therefore, there is always going to be a natural fear of them.

I know all about having problems with ADHD! What do you think I got! When i tell people i have it, I start makig a lot more sense to them.

I didn't know you chewed out Bartuc, where did that happen? And why would you get a warning for it? Some of the staff here bugs me and the way things can get done. It seems if you don't agree or have only positive things to say, they dislike you. It's one of the reasons I haven't donated in ages.

My intenet I think think keeps going in and out. The roommate whose name it in moved out a while ago and forgets to pay and let us know that. Now to get food or laundry, we see.

I've often contemplated my mental health.

(I've even gotten to the point where *I* am sick of hearing my whining.)

Now you're telling me that I really might be bi-polar? I say bleh.

And, I'm socially inept, but I know why and I'm sick of hearing myself go over that, too.

I hate answering the door. Usually won't do it. I don't have any truly irrational fears, because I can get around all of them (even my OCD tendencies.)

Of course, this thread might not be the best place for me to talk about this stuff. I doubt I have a 'clinical' case of any of it (by which I mean, I probably don't need treatment.) So, it sounds a little like I'm making light of other people's real problems, but I'm not. Honest.

Well, maybe you wanted to hear this, maybe not. But I have just text-walled you. Muhaha ha!

Aaahhh!! no a vicious wall of text !!

I think it's crushing my pancreas.... aah help!!

I don't think anyone will accuse you of belittling anyone's problems I'm sure we're all glad for another 2 cents :D

That's good to hear. Online, I worry too much that other people hate me. (Hate being used loosely.) It's harder to express emotion, because I forget to use emotes and no one ever seems to get my jokes. (Unless it's my Mom and sister. Sometimes my Dad, but not always.)

In real life, I'm usually standing back, not saying anything, just watching (and grinning if the situation is funny.) I tend to act hyper and sugar-high when I do something 'abnormal' (ex: I was at the community playhouse last summer. After each play, they would have a cast party, although the fourth play had two. I think I made a fool of myself at the first cast party, simply because I was so hyper over the change in my routine.)

My main worries are that I will say something and be considered stupid, or that I will insult someone with a careless remark. (I've maxed out that skill.) So, I usually don't say anything.

This thread is proving to be excellent for my gold. I really need to get on Mene more.

Akasha: Have you considered getting the name changed to someone living with you? I mean, I've never had to change something like that, so I don't honestly know how much trouble it could be.

Snowwhite Rose: -pokes your walls of text- Psh, that isn't truly intimating at all. At least it is easy on the eyes, as in, the separation of paragraphs is good for reading purposes.

One of my big problems with forums and such is the lack of emotion. It's hard to tell when maybe someone is being sarcastic versus being a little mean. That's why I try and keep my sarcasm to a minimum because I honestly don't wish to intentionally hurt anyone's feelings or anything like that.

Thulhu: Hm... Where is the pancreas in the body anyway? -pokes around stomach-