Yeah, I'm not quite sure what got into my sister, to be honest.

And if you are using the painkillers for pain, then you aren't a pillpopper. Pill poppers just pop the pills cause they can~.

Barnes and Nobles would be cool, :O, think of the discount on manga you could get! And all your other books!

Yeah, but. I still feel like one because. Well, the pills I have were written for tooth pain, but lately I've been taking them for my back.

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I know, I love books. I want to get reading again. I just picked up a book the other day...But I'm honestly really disappointed in it. I love Scott Westerfeld, but this book is uhg.

Not one of his better ones, eh? And meh. Even my dad self medicates, so I can't really say anything against it. It'd be different if you were popping something like, Xanax to sleep every night. But taking a painkiller for pain isn't really a farstretch.

What's the title of the one you are reading?

Midnighters.

It sounded interesting enough. A little high school, but a good intro back in to regular book reading I thought.

Too bad it's fucking cheesy as shit and the worst book I've read by him, EVER.

That sucks. Also, insomniac read your thread already, xD;

I'm not surprised.
.__. I'm hoping I don't get in trouble for it.

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Wait, how do you know that?

Noooo, no trouble.

And cause he's posting in our thread!

http://www.menewsha.com/forum/1768144856-post2957.html

http://www.menewsha.com/forum/1768144872-post2968.html

>__> He's accusing me of "not reading".

I saw some things about people being martyrs and "made examples of".

But does Mene really want people to think the staff are like some insane Monarchy that will go "off with their heads!" in the most humiliating ways, for the most ridiculous reasons?

I mean. Honestly right now I'm freaking out, I'm terrified that the staff is going to retaliate against me like they did to those people for saying something.

Nahhhh, Inso wouldn't do anything. I mean, I exploited the site and they didn't ban me! I'm just on inso's ignore list now, *giggles*.

And yeah, I agree. They really shouldn't have posted the information. But at the same time, I can sort of see why he did it. There isn't really an international court for hacking.

I personally think that behavior is pretty unprofessional though. I mean. Gaia doesn't do that, for all people bitch about Gaia, user information is kept a pretty tight lid on, regardless of how much porn they posted or how many accounts they hacked.
@[email protected] Like I mean, I truly care about this site, I've been here for years, and despite the shit it's put me through, I keep coming back.
I just, wanted to hear why they did it.
It really just from someone who wasn't involved at all in the whole thing, looking in, they they just wanted revenge. I mean, if I were some person who was for the first time taking a look at mene. Just joined, and going through Q&A and SF for info. And I saw that. I'd probably change my email, and log right back out and put the site on my block list.

How'd you exploit the site? If I may ask. lol

Well, back when the dream avatar creator first went into beta on the site, I was invited along with other people. One of the issues that came up with it was the placement of the copyright banner. Some people felt that it was in the way and detracted from the system, and asked if it could be moved elsewhere and what not. Some people brought up the fact that it prevents theft of the images and all that.

Step in Zaza. Oh hey dere, I just stripped your copyright off, and found a way to steal all the images on the site! I didn't tell anyone how to do it, I just did it to prove that it could be done, and that if that was their main reason for adding it, it was kind of silly. I wasn't suggesting that it be removed, just that it be moved to a more convenient location.

That did not make staff happy, to say the least, <3;

Oh you and your need to poke shit with a stick.

Though, that's kindof what I'm doing right now, aren't I?

God, what a pair we were. = w="
It's probably better in the logn run that we broke up.
We feed too much off each other. lol

^^; Uhhh.... no comment.

Though I've kind of been holding back my stick at work. I could have used it now several times, but I'm just like, "ehhhhh....." at this point, cause I really don't want to lose my job. Even if it is barely paying the bills.

At least you have a job. :c And a car. I need both.
Plus, I have to help Andy find a job and keep him from getting depressed over it again.
And then we both are worrying about what will happen if John loses his job. =.=

Well, hopefully John stays on top of it this time. From what I heard, he wasn't exactly a model employee at his last job. As for Andy... since he can't list University Laundromat on his work history, I'm not sure what to tell him, >.<; Hopefully he finds something.

You? You are the last person I'm worried about. You have a stable monthly income that you can at least use to survive. And if something happens, you can always go back to NY, or go elsewhere. Andy might not be able to do that. I don't know how well Andy knows his family or anything.

Andy's actually up in the mountains right now.
If he ends up not being able to find a job, he'll probably move back there. They've already offered him his old job back.
But he's decided he wants to be with me, and being with me requires him finding a job in Greensboro.

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Oh, and on the "go elsewhere" subject, my mother's already invited me to live with her. & So has my friend Yael and her family.

Does that mean you two are finally a couple? :O

And you never told me about your parents! How did you find them and all that?

Yeah, since like. A few days ago. ><

I found my mom by just searching her on facebook and sent a message, she was the only person listed with that name, so I figured it was worth a shot.

My dad was tougher, until I got into contact with my mom, and she had to re-find him (he's in jail btw, because he's a junkie and he got his ass into a fight). But the birth certificate or whatever they had for them spelled his name with only one "l" not two.

Oh, and I have a blood brother, and like 8 half-siblings. Me and Dustin (my brother) are scary similar too. lol

Congrats! I'm really happy for you! At least it didn't take as long to nab your crush this time around, amirite? :D

A male version of you? That sounds almost scary, <3; I can just imagine both of you in a room at the same time, *snort*. What does your mom do for a living?

I guess, I wish I could have done without the psycho in between.

I don't know, really. She apparently was having a tough time with it though.

She's also a flake. So, I'm kindof concerned about keeping her in my life...I don't need any more disappointments.
But I can't help but ask...Where's that phone call you promised me on my birthday, mom?

Mmm. Inbetween psycho. He ended up being worse than me, I found after talking to him for a bit. I was like, wow, I can't believe Abbi dated this guy, xD;

And, did that happen already? D:

Yeah. He kept telling me that I was the the selfish/crazy/abusive one and that I was ungrateful and a total bitch and that I "wasn't allowed" to leave him.
And then he kept harassing me on facebook, over the phone, and through friends for the next week.
He was worse than you were, though, you persisted much longer.

I really don't fucking like how he would tell everyone about our sex lives though.
Like, fucking for serious. I didn't want Daniel to fucking know that about my vagina.

Did what? Her missing my birthday, well. She texted me like two days later, and facebooked me then too.
Apologizing for calling me, after having promised the day before my birthday that she'd call me on my birthday.

And then the other day she called me when I was sleeping and my phone missed the call. And she said she'd call back later, and didn't. And I haven't heard from her since, actually.
Dustin and I have been IMing semi-frequently though, and he's gone to a couple of my tinychats, and met Yael and Andy.

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He also told me that you told him all sorts of horrible things about me, and that he was convinced that it was my problems not yours that caused us to break up, and that it was all my fault.

I mean, I know that part of it was me and my inability to be there for you. But...I had just gotten better and didn't want to be pulled down that road again where I'd been stuck my whole life. You know? And I'm really sorry, but I just ciouldn't go back there. It was a really fucking dark place.

Ahh. Well.... on the positive side, you got to meet your parents at least. That's what you wanted the most, right? Even if you can't have a full relationship with them, you got to meet them and see what they and your family are like.

Also, who is Yael? I haven't heard of him before, :O

And I don't blame you Abbi. I've told you before. It wasn't your fault... If anything, I should say thank you. Because of you, I got to experience, even if it was for only a few months, what true happiness was to me. I know what to look for in life, as hard as it will be to find again.

I'd love for you to be there throughout the process, as a friend.

Yael is a girl on Gaia who I've gotten really close with recently.

Anyway. I'm making some food and then I'm going to go lay down and go to sleep. Probably not the brightest idea, but I'm starving, and Andy's going to lay down soon so we'll just be texting anyway.

Okayyyy, have a good one, *waves*