I'm 33, I live at home with my parents. I want a family and kids so badly.

Well... I'm divorced and living at my parent's all over again >.<"

It sucks... I hate this state... I wanna go live where there is bloody wildlife...

Look on the bright side though Kirin... you don't have a bunch of medical issues...

i hope things work out for everyone.

Once I get my certificate my life should turn around... but that's a year from now...

i'm glad your parents are there for you, Poet.

Sorta... I think they just don't like having a failure of a child...

you aren't a failure!

-sprinkles gold throughout the thread-

The Wandering Poet:
*hugs*

how are you doint, sweetie♥?

Woah wut I got pinged O.o *flies into the thread and rolls across the floor*

I'm tired. and I don't feel great. I could have gone hangout with my friends tonight, but I overslept (I mean, technically I could still go, but everyone is probably drunk already and I'm not sure I care).
So I'm just chillin at home tonight.
How are you hummy/what are you up to?

---------- Post added 08-30-2012 at 10:54 PM ----------

Originally Posted by The Wandering Poet

Woah wut I got pinged O.o *flies into the thread and rolls across the floor*

exciting right?

Bleh... why would you want to get drunk... just stay on mene and party with us :D

lol, because I'm bored?
And I spend every day home alone?

I might stick around for a bit, but there's also a good chance I'm going to go back in the other room and lay down. I haven't been sleeping well lately. Our AC broke the other day...probably on monday (and we got it replaced finally yesterday). And in the 3 days before that it stopped draining and so was rattling around and spitting moldy water at us, and it was so loud I couldn't sleep!
And then it crapped out, and so it was too hot to sleep.
And it became about 3 days with only an hour of sleep for each day.


I finally managed a decent sized nap today...a couple of them. But I'm still sooo tired!

/ramble ramble.

How are you, Poet?

Not sleeping well? Same here... I can't sleep alone... =/ or I have major sleeping issues...

I'm alright other than being tired 24/7. Not that I don't yawn all day no matter how much sleep I get...

I used to sleep with a body pillow. It helped me a lot. I don't sleep well alone either. But I don't like to cuddle up to other people when i'm sleeping. too much body heat.

I know how that is with the being tired. I took 2 naps today and I can't stop yawning. But every time I try to lay down I'm thrust into a dark headspace, so I don't want to go to bed.

Also, I don't want to offend or upset you, but I am so sorry about what happened with you and Sweet.
I actually did a double check, and went through your posts just to see if you were the same person...I thought someone might have stolen your name. I just, it was shocking to me, I can't imagine how it was for you. If you ever need anything, a shoulder, a vacation, a hug?
I'm here for you. :c

I also find it interesting that today of all days I found that out. I swore to myself last night that I'd let my friends know from now on that I will be there for them. Cos sometimes people don't know. And I want to be there.

well the sleeping buddies I've had tend to not give my a choice...
When I was visiting a friend after my divorce, a friend of mine always wanted to steal all my warmth 24/7... so while we shared a bed (nowhere else to sleep) she squished me in a corner and stole the rest >.>"

That and I have a cat that likes to sleep on people...

Sweet? Who? *scrolls up*

Originally Posted by The Wandering Poet

well the sleeping buddies I've had tend to not give my a choice...
When I was visiting a friend after my divorce, a friend of mine always wanted to steal all my warmth 24/7... so while we shared a bed (nowhere else to sleep) she squished me in a corner and stole the rest >.>"

That and I have a cat that likes to sleep on people...

Sweet? Who? *scrolls up*

I'm realllly unpleasant to sleep with. I'm a bed hog and a blanket thief. My poor boyfriend gets crammed into a corner every night. lol Or damn near rolled off the bed depending which side I fall asleep on...

I want a cat but me and my boyfriend are super allergic.

Your ex, I always want to call her sweet. But I forget her username. I never spoke to her as much as I have you.

Strange_Dreams_512 is my ex. lol... bed hog... strange was like that so much... spread eagle took over the whole bed...
I got about |------------------------------------------------------------| to sleep on. Yeah that might be a bit big... >.>"

Get a hairless. =D

I was shocked too honestly... but she betrayed me... so I have to move on. Honestly I'm being nice to her by not talking crap about her, but she's already humiliating herself plenty...

hairless cats are creepy looking though lol

ah, i'm sorry. i won't pry.

I might go make dinner soon...Not sure what to make. Maybe I will make a small batch of soup...Uhg.

It's not about prying... don't worry... just showing her the respect she's likely not showing me that's all... I don't want to be one of those "spill all the details" exes... she has a new boyfriend... he can learn about how she'll betray everyone on his own.

Bambino if you get lucky can be rather cute:

Well, I would rather be the better person in this sort of situation too, so I totally understand. I'm not great at keeping my mouth shut though. I actually ruined a lot of friends for Zazabar when he left because of our break up...to be fair though, he did lose his shit and scared the fuck out of me.

Its the wrinkly skin that gets me, its just, strange looking. aha.

True... but I suppose the friendly personality would make me warm up to it personally.

Well scaring you is one thing... you want to protect the ones you care about... betraying is another thing... as the punishment will find you on it's own. She has only 1 friend left and her family is very upset at her, so all the damage she has done she brought on herself without my help.

Hairless cat eh? what a rather unusual breed.

there are a couple of kinds of hairless cats i think. But none of them are really popular in the US cos they're strange looking. lol

Either way, I can't really afford a cat now. I had to spend all the money I'd saved up on an air conditioner. :(