Some people just hate fun.

Hello thread.

Back from the most magical place on Earth! Went through security twice yesterday and had my bags checked multiple times everywhere we went.

haha, is everyone doing Disney this year?

I do Disney more often than most, hehe. We went to Disneyland back in May. Last year we went to Disney World twice (granted, one was for a Disney wedding)... I don't have a problem....

I want to go to Disney.

Couldn't amane drive to it?

Can't be more than the 3,200 miles I'm about to do XD

I'm moving from Washington to North Carolina

Planes, trains and automobiles, my friends. Although the trek to Orlando by car is lengthy and tiresome. Hence why I put up with flying.

I prefer to drive. I do not fly! (,been there, done that and don't want to do it again)
I drove straight through from Baker, Oregon to Denver, Colorado one time...it took a little over 14 hours if my memory serves me right.
I also have driven from Denver to Las Vegas a couple of times...one time I drove through A blizzard and it took 12 hours just to get to the Utah border!

All my stuff fits in my car, minus a few pieces of furniture I wanted to replace anyways. I own a lot of fragile items so it'd be bad to ship them.

I hate having a job where I have crippling anxiety occasionally.

I get that without it being related to my job. [lol]
Any time I say something stupid I have anxiety about it for a few days.

decades later i am still mortified by that time i called the teacher 'mom'

Oh dear...

I had a teacher lose her voice so she had to whisper, so I whispered my answers to her.

I am lucky in that my social anxiety is fairly minimal. I get more work place anxiety, in that people that don't know what they are doing are incredibly dependent on me. It makes me miss being a barista. I'm not really the kind of person "seeking a challenge" at work.

I'm definitely the sort that likes a challenge. It helps the time go by and keeps me from thinking too much.

I am having a terrible day today.
I don't often feel the need to tell others when I'm having a bad day, but today seems extra bad!
I woke up feeling panicked and scared and very alone!
I think living in this isolated location is starting to get to me and I worry about wintertime coming and being alone all day while the BF works.
I hope this feeling passes soon.
I can't afford to just move to a place closer to people!

That's not good. You do know you are free to pm me any time you need to vent about anything even if it's small. What goes in that inbox stays there.

I wonder if the weather clears up by the 3rd or so maybe I could stop by and say hi with my partner :)

I appreciate you opening up your inbox to me...
I tend to hold everything in until it gets so bad I feel overwhelmed and desperate.
Usually because I feel like my problems seem trivial to others...and the fact that nobody can actually help me.
I need to meet some super rich person who would buy me a house in a decent location...then I think I could handle everything else better. Haha!... that's probably not going to happen!

We will have to see what is going on around that time.
Bailey is far off the beaten path...not near I-70 or I-25.
There would be much mountain highway driving involved...which can make some drivers nervous...and if snow is involved, it can be downright frightful!