Man, I haven't been to gaia in forever. Certainly not for over a year, and even that was just to glance at it.

it was my first time back in almost 2......We where talking about it in inso's thread and I thought....oh why not....

I'm just not really interested in it anymore. I waste too much of my time already without going back to some other site. xD

Oh I am not getting back into gaia fully....I just play the new game.....Gaia's staff pisses me off to no end. Plus....the thought of having everything is moot point because you need multiples in order to actually wear the stuff.....the layering is nothing to speak of.....*grumbles*

I should just break down, give my stuff to some unsuspecting noob....and be done with it.

I keep thinking I'll sell my stuff for art.

I did that with most of mine....I kept just a few of my favorite trinkets....and I'm afraid to wear them anymore.....people begging left and right *rolls eyes*

GIMMEJUNECINOW.

Also, totally off subject. When did I become the person people ask for advice? I'm not exactly the most sensitive person, and I tend to be brutally honest when people ask my opinion on something. In high school and college, this made me a jerk. Now, all of a sudden I'm in my upper 20s and people appreciate my "ability to honestly interpret situations and set them straight." The hell?

Lol, people in there 20's apparent apriciate brutal honesty?

Are you talking Gaian June....as in the halo? I dont have one anymore o.0

XD I actually meant the June 10 CI set here. It's the only one I don't have.

I just think blind comfort does no one any good. A friend of mine just had her boyfriend break up with her. Everyone's response when she tells them what happened is, "He's such a jerk! You can do so much better!" Seriously, how does that help? First of all, everyone knows its fake and meaningless so it's not even comforting. Second, it doesn't help you understand what went wrong and where to go from here.

Oh lol, I dont have an extra or I'd give you one o.0

And that is an entirely valid point. Its sort of how I felt with my desicion to devorce my husband.....so I know where that comes from. It made me want to push people away.

It's just weird to think that I don't think I've changed but people's interpretation of me has changed. XD

Breakups are hard, and complicated subjects to discuss. My friend was retelling the story this morning while my roommate was around. First thing she said was that he was a jerk. Then she said, "Just don't blame yourself." And I wanted to say, "I'm so glad we have you around to spout the cliches."

While you have probably changed without knowing it the others in this case probably changed more. Its what they apriciate now, more then in the past when they just wanted people to tell them they love them. People, while they mature to appriciate honesty. Are afraid to be honest. Humans as a race, crave acceptance, we feel often that if we tell people the truth they wont accept us.

Nothing wrong with craving acceptance either.

Life is complicated. XD

How are you doing?

Acceptance is indeed a wonderful thing.

meh doing alright myself, learning to survive lols. Always been a survivor.....of course I still have people watching my every move to make sure I wont kill myself....but I find this rather humerous.

how about you?

Well, when I'm not placing knives, ropes, and bottles of pills around your place of residence, I'm listening to Avenue Q trying to write a medical profile.

so THAT's where those where coming from......should have known it was you o.0

Good luck on the profile, I know nothing of medicine or I'd offer to help lols.

It's on a person. I usually interview people, but I couldn't manage to get an interview with him, so I'm trying to write a decent length article based on what I can find out about him online.

oooooh well then the best of luck I'm sure you'll do fine. You'll like start making up the elaborate middle peices...seems like something you would do xP

on a side note, I had your art all finished....and boo and suona too....and then now....I cant find my scketchpad.....its driving me nuts....I may just do new ones....I'm out of practice anyways.

XD I WANT MY ART.

lol, What I'll probably do is do another one....and then If I find the old one you'll get both xP

XD

Every once in awhile I start reconsidering doing my webcomic. I have so much trouble doing everything I'm trying to do now though.

you had a webcomic?

I started one once....never got to the internet though lol, still have the website o.0

I just start drawing pages occasionally. XD Or character sketches. I've written a full script for the first chapter. I just get anxiety about not being able to draw well enough and then I put off doing it.

Here are some character sketches.

well your better then I am o.0

Let me see if I have any character sketches on this compy.

Apparently I only have the chibi's of the chars on my compy....no use to me lols.

My proportions aren't really right. And I'm trying to do a graphic novel style comic, so I really want to get it all perfect. <<,, I know, I stress too much.

Here's a very, very incomplete version of the first page. It actually has more done in my notebook, but I don't feel like scanning it right now. XD It's four panels (top, left bottom, right middle, right bottom). Dialog: Voice1--"They're dead." Voice 2--"Are you sure?" Voice 1--"Yes." Voice 2--"Okay. What do we do now?"