ah. they aren't close?

Nope. I live in a suburb, he lives in another one. The bus station is downtown.

I understand. it's like that where my parents live. the nearest bus stop is a fifteen minute drive away or something. not really sure since I've never needed to use it.

Yeah, it's annoying. ^^"
Oh well. I guess I have to sit here, try to say stuff to make him feel better. And hope for the best. It's just I can't deal with this along with everything else. He's been like this all week, I don't think I can tolerate it for longer than tonight. I'm tempted to try to get one of his brothers to talk to him and get it through his head what he needs to do.

It's to the point where I was tempted to send him this message
"Oh before I sign off for the night. Since I see no reason for me to even bother staying on since you're acting like this. If you love me as much as you do. Get off your lazy ass and do something. You're 24, you claim you want us to be equals when it comes to stuff and finances when we live together. You NEED to make an effort to get the job to do so. good night. done w/ you till you get over this."

it's a good idea to get some help. sounds like it's a lot for just you.

harsh. do you think it will help?

It is a lot for me to take on. I need to get someone else involved to help him. I just don't know which brother to talk to. I can't do this by myself. I can't. It's hurting me too much, and is too much right now. I need someone harsher than me to knock some sense into him. I'm worrying myself back into being sick, not sleeping well because I'm up so late worrying.

No. It won't. I don't know if it would.

it won't help if you make yourself sick with worry. involve someone else. not sure if it really matters who so much as long as it's not all on you.

I see.

go for it

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*puts out teas and treats*

oh yeah, forgot about that.
I'm thinking of doing on a contest on Deviant art where you need to redraw an old deviation. I'm wondering if people have an opinion of what they think I should redraw. It's hard for me to pick and I wonder what people would like to see an improved version of, what deserved an improved version if you will. If would could look through my DA page and give me an opinion please?

Do you have a link to your deviantart? I'll look through your stuff and pick something for you.

---------- Post added 09-08-2012 at 12:07 AM ----------

justnoticed in your sig

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This one. chibis by Kat-Dakuu on deviantART

haha. really? I forgot I even drew that.

Yes that one.

interesting. I've asked a bunch of different people, but I've gotten very different responses every time.

Ultimately it's up to you.

yep. I just find it interesting.

That's cool.

sorry, I disappeared. He's still in his emo mood and I'm tempted to go insane on him since I just found out a friend of ours that I was close to that we met at the community college was killed in Afghanistan in the war over there. I hope something will make my boyfriend stop being this way and sit there and realise that he's freaking lucky he's home in the US, comfortable in his parents' home, warm, safe, and alive. And he has many years to work on achieving some form of dream and a long life with me while our friend's 11 mo daughter will never get to know her daddy because he was killed in the sandbox defending this country. and his widow is distraught during this time finding out that her husband will never be coming home, his parents never getting to see their son again, his siblings never getting to see their big brother again.

just...wow. i don't even know what to say. o.o
life...

Yeah, and I'm about to strangle mike because he's not giving me much of a reaction I would expect from a loving boyfriend (or so he says) considering I'm upset because this guy was a good friend of mine.
Though he did ask if I was going to be ok.
But then he adds something about his stomach not agreeing with him tonight and did say that he knew it wasn't big like that.
I'm still shocked and upset myself.

o.o yeah... Now I'm scared for my brother's best friend's little brother. I pray that Matthew doesn't face the same fate over there that Kyle did.

*huggles*

Thanks. I just wish my boyfriend would stop his emo-ness and think of the things he's lucky to have, especially the fact he's alive, safe, comfortable, and have many years with me and to get himself where he wants to be.

Ugh, he's still not better. what in the world is wrong with him that he won't even bother.

*puts out teas and goodies*

good morning ya'll. *sips on coffee*

Morning Kat ^^
I had a nice coffee drink this mroning. I bought an Iced mocha latte from tim hortons last night and put it in the fridge for this morning. mmm it was soo good.

Tim Hos.