You can ignore this if you want but I need to tell someone and get distracted from what I want to do....SO today has been a binge (yes I am working on my ED but my average calorie intake is around 500) today I have had over 1000 calories and I could easily bring that back down to 600.....I do not want to throw up so someone please distract me!!!!


I am sorry for the heavy post that is personal and not very nice for most people to read.....I just have no one to turn to right now

Originally Posted by D.J. Dead

*has a closterphobic moment and flails madly*

*falls off of D.J. and hits my head on a corner*
Ouch.
*cries*

*throws things at Ana* no puking! What do you like to read?

Originally Posted by hummy

did you like the movie?

I did.
Very much so.
I have always loved movies that take you somewhere else.

*cuddles Dana* no crying I'm sorry!

Originally Posted by D.J. Dead

*cuddles Dana* no crying I'm sorry!

*sniffles*
It's okay.
I forgive you.
*cuddles with D.J.*

Originally Posted by D.J. Dead

*throws things at Ana* no puking! What do you like to read?

I like fantasy and scifi novels (not zombie stuff but it is beyond overdone) I like a great deal of books actually, I like all the tean novels by julie anne peters, I like tolkien, I really like too much to list

Originally Posted by ana-loli

You can ignore this if you want but I need to tell someone and get distracted from what I want to do....SO today has been a binge (yes I am working on my ED but my average calorie intake is around 500) today I have had over 1000 calories and I could easily bring that back down to 600.....I do not want to throw up so someone please distract me!!!!


I am sorry for the heavy post that is personal and not very nice for most people to read.....I just have no one to turn to right now

don't puke!

---------- Post added 01-26-2013 at 06:53 PM ----------

1000 calories is not a lot for you to intake
isn't the daily suggested 1500 or 1800?
it's fine to post why you feel how you feel.
*hugs*

Originally Posted by dana eleanor

*sniffles*
It's okay.
I forgive you.
*cuddles with D.J.*

Yay! *cuddles*

Originally Posted by ana-loli

I like fantasy and scifi novels (not zombie stuff but it is beyond overdone) I like a great deal of books actually, I like all the tean novels by julie anne peters, I like tolkien, I really like too much to list

I haven't heard of Julie Anne Peters, I love Sherrilyn Kenyon she writes The Dark-Hunter novels and I love them

yeah ana you should consume a healthy amount of calories each day. you wouldn't want your metabolism to shut down.

I've been anorexic for 12 years (13 in march) for a women of 5'10 I should be consuming 2200 calories (I physically cannot) I haven't purged in a 2 weeks and I barely fast anymore (mostly because I am afraid my heart is failing)


I have never heard of Sherrilyn Kenyon

Originally Posted by ana-loli

I've been anorexic for 12 years (13 in march) for a women of 5'10 I should be consuming 2200 calories (I physically cannot) I haven't purged in a 2 weeks and I barely fast anymore (mostly because I am afraid my heart is failing)


I have never heard of Sherrilyn Kenyon

Poor baby :( I know what is it like..

She writes about shapeshifters, "vampires" they really are not text book vampires once you know the full background and lots more. The League Series are more sci-fi then The Dark-Hunter series

ah, probably wouldn't read that. vampire novels are also overdone and I can't help judging them first

I was a little reluctant also but like I said they really are not vampires at all the don't need blood but they burn in the sunlight not sparkle it also has Greek mythology among others

*peeks in*

might consider it, if I can find them at "the write bookshop"


didn't purge but did end up taking pills to digest faster

I got a third interview with Meijer tomorrow :D

Yay! Go Citrus! Good luck!!

good luck with the interview

I'm bored and I just ate dinner.
Hot dogs!
Yum.

Originally Posted by ana-loli

might consider it, if I can find them at "the write bookshop"


didn't purge but did end up taking pills to digest faster

Still not so great but better then purging I know how it feels

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I had chili for dinner with everything else I have eaten today.....I've been a piggy

*streaks through the thread*

I had breakfast, but not lunch since I was at the movies, then dinner.

honestly I wish I could eat normally, but if I do I gain weight and it is scary. I want to be able to go to a buffet without joining my fiance in the bathroom with a toothbrush :( It is shameful and embarrassing that I eat less than my 4 year old nephew (and the fact that meat alternatives are high iin calories and starch makes me not want them. I heard something funny today that anerexics are foodies, that they actually love food more than most. They take that love to a new degree and become completely obsessed with it (I think that is a lie I like sweets, and baked goods but I really do not like MOST food) To hear you say I had hot dogs or I had chilli it makes me envious that I cannot eat the food I love....I have a cupcake recipe (that when made with sugar was 75calories/cupcake but now I am switching to sweetner so 33calories/cupcake) I HAVE RUINED CUPCAKES!!!!!

Originally Posted by Kirin Rosenbaum

*streaks through the thread*

*streaks with* WOOOOOOOOO!!!

Originally Posted by ana-loli

honestly I wish I could eat normally, but if I do I gain weight and it is scary. I want to be able to go to a buffet without joining my fiance in the bathroom with a toothbrush :( It is shameful and embarrassing that I eat less than my 4 year old nephew (and the fact that meat alternatives are high iin calories and starch makes me not want them. I heard something funny today that anerexics are foodies, that they actually love food more than most. They take that love to a new degree and become completely obsessed with it (I think that is a lie I like sweets, and baked goods but I really do not like MOST food) To hear you say I had hot dogs or I had chilli it makes me envious that I cannot eat the food I love....I have a cupcake recipe (that when made with sugar was 75calories/cupcake but now I am switching to sweetner so 33calories/cupcake) I HAVE RUINED CUPCAKES!!!!!

To be honest I too eat less then my 5 year old nephew. So when I say I eat it isn't really in "normal" portions.