@ Crazy lol sounds good to me I want a little pool hehe

@ Desi dont feel bad I am about to be 28 in a couple of days and people still think I am 16 and treat me as such when I am out in public. >.> Its a pain in the neck.

yeah, my son is the same way. people are often surprised when I tell them he's almost 12. I am happy that most people guess my age as lower than it is ... or maybe they are only being polite ... I don't know.

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my parents often forget I'll be 38 this year and instead treat me like I'm 10 or something. I hate being around them sometimes. :XD

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I tell you what though, if I didn't have eczema on my foot I would be spending a lot of time in that pool right now as well!

lol seems like we all need a cool dip hehe

Ivvy
It's just kinda offends me for some reason because they talk to me like I'm ten and treat me like a kid. My grandmother doesn't think I'm capable of taking care of my own sister. She had surgery today since she has two teeth in the root of her mouth and so they had to cut her gums to expose the teeth. And my grandmother asks if I am taking care of her and my sister said "yes" and then my grandmother says "are you sure?" .__.

Desi sounds like normal family BS honestly my family is like that and it irks the hell out of me..lol

OH MY GOD! "are you sure"???

Originally Posted by crazymuch

most of the time PTSD will go hand in hand with bipolar. trust me, I know.

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went out for a smoke and now I have food.

Will it really? :sweat:

Sigh, I just want to stop being so afraid all the time. I had a panic attack at the oral surgeon's today. Everything was going great, and then all of a sudden one wrong touch in my mouth and I started panicking and melting down.

by the way, I did actually say "Oh my God" out loud.

Ivvy
yeah. I hate it very much. -_-
Crazy
yeah she actually said that. That just really offended me.

why do you think I'm so medicated Mon?? I have a doc appointment tomorrow to talk about my dosages too. and I did have therapy and it helped some with certain things others ... I don't know. all I can really do is do what I can to keep my head above water most days.

I have been out of my depression meds since last Friday and have just been a total wreck! not only do the chemicals in the medicine help the chemical imbalance in my brain to keep me stable, but being without them the brain goes into a shock and it's horrible. aside from the crying I feel so sick and in pain ... it's horrible.

was it over the phone Desi? because if it was in person I'd have a hard time covering up my feelings about it!

People are asshats a lot of the time because they think no one could do better than them its annoying.

like your sister was lying or something!!

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when my son was younger my dad tried stepping in and being a dad to my son, only he was the same dad he was to us and that was not a very loving person and he believed that there was nothing wrong with my son and all he really needed was some good spankings every day! that there was no such thing as Asperger's and that I was just being a lazy parent and not keeping him in line or something!

I am sorry for all the drama in your ya'lls life, I hope it gets better!

crazy
yeah it was over the phone. It was when my sister was talking over the phone with her after she woke my sister up from her nap. Honestly I just wanted to call her and ask what her problem was. No body doubts I wouldn't do it. Apparently saying yes twice to I was taking good care of her wasn't proof enough. My sister is not a liar. She can't lie. She feels so guilty she cries until she spills what she is keeping. XD

@ Crazy I know all about intrusive family figures when it comes to the I screwed you up but I swear I will do better now that its your kid I am screwing up >.>

hey! I see a drunken sailor!!!!

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aw, that is pretty funny Desi! I love it when people can't lie! my sister used to smile when she lied. and not just any smile, but the kind where your eyes almost disappear they are closed by your cheeks so tight!

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isn't it just lovely Ivvy? and now that it has been like 4 or so years he's realized and educated himself on Asperger's that he often defends my son. which can be annoying a lot, but nice at the same time.

Originally Posted by WherededIGo

Let's not XD



Be quiet! It's not my fault!



I didn't



I was shopping. I was borking nothing!

shopping and borking, talent, Whered-sama♥!

Crazy
I can't help but smile when I lie. Anyone can tell when I lie. But I don't lie often. Only when
I am embarrassed about something.

*sits upside down on roof*

Well this is a rather interesting conversation to hear.

I tend to lie to protect the innocent ... or to embellish so that people not living in my head would understand the extremity of the situation ... if that makes sense.

Crazy
Ah. I don't have anyone to protect.

that is an interesting cod-piece Tntk

hiya, tnkie♥!

Crazy: It is indeed. Slightly itchy, courtesy of being flowers and all.

Hello Hummy!

HUMMY!

sometimes I'm the innocent one needing to be protected!

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aren't you concerned about pruning when some of the flowers wilt ... hoping others grow in their place?