Originally Posted by nemo.love_22
(Post 1772152860)
That's the thing... I really do not have downtime.. I'm always doing something. I moved a month ago, and I hit the ground running and I have NOT stopped since I got down here. -.-
On top of moving to a new town, starting at a new school taking a full load of classes, having to learn to make myself be friendly to meet new people which is something I don't do well -- I am not a sociable person --- I've been also taking care of my roommate (because, with something none of us saw coming, she went from being able to get around alright on her own, to not being able to walk at all without support, she went from being fine, well better than she was to a cripple in less than three weeks..., and helping her as well with her service dog, who's with her grandparents till we know what's going to happen - who's now in the hospital, where she has been for a week, and will be there for at least 2 (possibly more) weeks [her mom is with her, has been with her for a week], having undergone back surgery on Tuesday.
I have NOT missed a single class, or assignment on top of all of this insanity... I feel like I'm going to crack, and I don't know how to handle this. Nothing I do ends in things going right... stress follows me no matter what I do to try to avoid it... I GIVE UP! I have given up the number of times I've called my best friend back home, in tears, sobbing because I can't handle this, and I just want a hug from my mom, but I can't because she lives too far away.
Oh, yes, on top of all of that, I'm homesick and probably will not be able to go home till Christmas because my parents don't have the money to fly me home till December. D: So I'll be alone for my birthday and Thanksgiving, and and and... GAH! T_T
And that has just been my past month, we aren't even talking over the last eight or so months....
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