... Still not helping and the fact that I keep having to say that... doesn't help... -.-
And makes me feel like you think that just because I don't want to get on that plane tomorrow that I won't... -.- MY parents have put way too much money into my schooling - I've been in school ofr over 7 years, and they've been putting me through school this entire time... DESPITE the fact that honestly I do feel like it has been a GIANT waste of time, I will not just give up and stop just because I don't want to be so far from home... I WILL NOT DO THAT TO MY PARENTS, and to me, this is just how I see it, by you not listening to me saying that what you are doing isn't helping, makes me feel like you don't have faith in me that I can do this... -.- And I am going now because my mood has flipped and I know if I stay I will end up saying something that I regret or being told off because the last few times that I've been in a bad mood, people have gotten on my case and told me to grow up and get over it... -.- So I'm gone.

I've had too many people act like I'm just someone who needs to be babied and pushed and prodded to get me to do this and I'm just so over it. Plus I'm just so over school. -.- But that's not what we're talking about. I just am tired of people who don't seem to get when I mean I'm over - if I have to keep repeating myself time and time again, that honestly upsets me. I'm tired of feeling like people don't listen to me. I know what is best for me, and if I say that it isn't helping... it isn't helping, don't keep doing it. I mean what I say. I'm not stupid.

I'm just saying how it makes me feel when I say something and people just over look or think that I'm not being serious.
If I say something like that and keep seeing the need to keep repeating myself... I'm 110% serious.

I am already on edge, as I don't want to leave as I know that school is going to be INSANE this term, and I probably won't even have time to come home over Spring Break and will have to stay at school... which means I will not be home for almost five months. I won't even have time to make it to my grandmother's 90th birthday party because school gets in the way... STORY of my life... and to feel like what I'm saying on here is just being over looked as if it doesn't even matter is what pushed me over the edge.

I do accept your apology but honestly, just saying, by not even taking what I was saying into consideration, it really does make me feel like what I say doesn't even matter to anyone anymore. (I may act like I'm fine with who I am but I really do have MASSIVE self esteem issues, that I've gotten pretty good, most of the time, at hiding... and right now they're coming out in full force, and nothing I do will stop them from showing up.)

I was going to step into this conversation, and then I realized that I wouldn't be helping anyone at all by doing that. So, nemo, I hope you have a good flight and that school is not awful this semester.

I may have just given my dogs lettuce with fortiflora and dog treats for dinner because I ran out of dog food...[oops]

Why don't you have ham or other meat?

For some reason, the only cooked meat in the house is various types of pork, which isn't good for dogs, and all of them are spiced with either onions or garlic, both of which are toxic to dogs. Lettuce isn't nutritious, but it's filling and is neither toxic nor an irritant. I considered feeding them some of the cat's food, but that's guaranteed to cause gas an diarrhea. I'm totally going to the pet store after dance, heh.

Okay. My dog raids the cat's food and he lets off a few stinkers. However it does help get rid of obnoxious salesmen,saleswomen,and Jheova Witnesses.

I'm kind of hungry, but can't decide what I want [drool]

Cereal? Turkey sandwich? Idk

I'm not hungry enough to eat both lol

I kinda want something savory, and cereal is more sweet.
But the only savory I have is turkey sandwiches or left over stew (>w >)

Maybe I'll just stuff myself on salty chips

I has no bananas [gonk]

*sneaks in for a sec* "Always bring a Banana to a party." [lol] *disappears back off to finish getting ready to go and get ready to head out to dinner*

Hello everyone.

Voodoo Doll by VIXX is my current obsession [insane]

No babies yet. :(

How is the little mommy to be doing?

Clothing removal has never felt as good as this.

Shes doing okay, I think shes anxious, has a hard time laying on her belly now, so she lays on her side or her back to sleep.