Originally Posted by Amane

Some of us just want cake and hot chocolate instead of romance. \o/

I think my dedication yesterday tired me out, plus I didn't have as much awake time today since I couldn't sleep well, and now I can't focus on writing.

I'm good with cake too. Haha.
I think maybe you should take a break from writing today. You did a marathon yesterday!

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Oh, totally! Oh, wow! D: That's crazy! :( Did you ever get them out and show them to her like "Here's proof we're not!"

This friend made up a boyfreind and EVERY time I told her I wanted to meet him, he would 'back out' last minute... hmmm... I wonder why... And this went on for like a YEAR even though I had PROOF that the photos of him were doctored, and the pictures of the 'puppy' were pictures off of Google, and the dresses he supposedly bought her - just would DISAPPEAR... she told me that for a date he took her to the ice skating rink, and when we went there for her birthday she said "Omg, I've not been in here in ages." and supposedly her 'BF' had taken her there like three weeks previously. So excuse me for not believing her... *sighs* >.<

Oh, grandma was great at making up reasons on the fly. And if she was getting too beat, she'd just throw a fit. I loved her, but sometimes she was very hard to deal with.
That sounds like someone who isn't happy with their own life and has to have a pretend one.

Originally Posted by Wonderlands

Oh my, the amount of times I dozed off. -.- I hope you don't either! It's kind of embarrassing, haha. They should make a nap room at uni.
Not every uni student has a car, they really should build one closer, for convenience and safety reasons it seems! :o
Not that far, haha. Maybe 20-30 minutes each way. Bike would be faster but eh.

HAha, I don't blame you. It sounds a bit.. funky.

Yeah, it's bad for me because my first class doesn't have any interpreters so I have to keep my eyes open or else I miss what's being said.
They really do need one, for sure!
Oh, that's not too bad! I do have a bike, but my tires are flat, I just don't know how to work the air pump to fill them again.

How can someone misunderstand "what is your name?" Well YOUR NAME WHAT? But whatever... -sighs- if she thinks she can get signing things past me, she better think again.

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Originally Posted by steelmagghia

I'm good with cake too. Haha.
I think maybe you should take a break from writing today. You did a marathon yesterday!

Oh, grandma was great at making up reasons on the fly. And if she was getting too beat, she'd just throw a fit. I loved her, but sometimes she was very hard to deal with.
That sounds like someone who isn't happy with their own life and has to have a pretend one.

Sounds like a handful, your grandmother.
And I agree with you, it's really annoying - and she swears that he's not made up and that he's real. I've told her that she doesn't need to make things up for me to like her, and that if she can actually PROVE that he's real I'll believe her. but till I actually get to meet him, he doesn't exist. And she stopped talking about him eventually. *sighs*

I am idle and don't know what to do with my hands, which is why I hoped to keep writing!

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Yeah, I've been told that, so apparently I'll just never find someone, because I just have horrible self confidence that never goes up no matter what. -.- but whatever.

You'll get there. Sometimes confidence comes with age. I feel a lot better about myself now than I did at 25. But I think you're wonderful and I would love to see you think that about yourself as well.

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Oh, that explains it. I don't play video games.

Okay. Hi steel.

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Yeah, it's bad for me because my first class doesn't have any interpreters so I have to keep my eyes open or else I miss what's being said.
They really do need one, for sure!
Oh, that's not too bad! I do have a bike, but my tires are flat, I just don't know how to work the air pump to fill them again.

How can someone misunderstand "what is your name?" Well YOUR NAME WHAT? But whatever... -sighs- if she thinks she can get signing things past me, she better think again.

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Sounds like a handful, your grandmother.
And I agree with you, it's really annoying - and she swears that he's not made up and that he's real. I've told her that she doesn't need to make things up for me to like her, and that if she can actually PROVE that he's real I'll believe her. but till I actually get to meet him, he doesn't exist. And she stopped talking about him eventually. *sighs*

Oo, that would be a problem. There's no video taken of your lesson or anything, just in case? Hopefully you stay awake then!
Just think of all that easily accessible food. *__*
Can you ask anyone to show you? Maybe there's a guide on the internet somewhere.

Hahah, it seems she was making a problem for herself. She's messin' with the wrong person!

Originally Posted by steelmagghia

You'll get there. Sometimes confidence comes with age. I feel a lot better about myself now than I did at 25. But I think you're wonderful and I would love to see you think that about yourself as well.

Honestly I doubt it. I just see everyone else around me in relationships, or having been in relationships, or getting married, or having kids, or actually graduating from college... And I just look at myself and just feel like an absolute failure. Even my little brother has been in multiple relationships... Honestly, I just feel like there's something wrong with me... that no one wants me for me, and blah... I just give up.

Not playing video games explains what?

Originally Posted by Wonderlands

Oo, that would be a problem. There's no video taken of your lesson or anything, just in case? Hopefully you stay awake then!
Just think of all that easily accessible food. *__*
Can you ask anyone to show you? Maybe there's a guide on the internet somewhere.

Hahah, it seems she was making a problem for herself. She's messin' with the wrong person!

I may be able to do that, if I ask the teacher, but I don't have the proper videoing equipment anyways. I'm sure that I can stay awake - I just need to keep poking myself.
I may be able to find one. But my ankles don't like bikes much, so walking, even though it's slower, may be better.

Oh, she REALLY is. Thing is, is that I love her too much to just walk away. Why do I keep doing this to myself? This is the same friend who makes side comments about my weight.

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Citrus: that I have absolutely no idea what so ever what Kasumi is talking about....

Finally look up translation of song.
Oh.

I think this is a nice song, though.

Originally Posted by Citrus Hammer

Not playing video games explains what?

Hey Citrus.

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

I may be able to do that, if I ask the teacher, but I don't have the proper videoing equipment anyways. I'm sure that I can stay awake - I just need to keep poking myself.
I may be able to find one. But my ankles don't like bikes much, so walking, even though it's slower, may be better.

Oh, she REALLY is. Thing is, is that I love her too much to just walk away. Why do I keep doing this to myself? This is the same friend who makes side comments about my weight.

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Citrus: that I have absolutely no idea what so ever what Kasumi is talking about....

A phone could work, unless you use it during the class. It would be handy if you ever forget something too. Haha yeah, just try and keep yourself occupied.
That's fair enough, there's no point risking injury just to make something shorter.

You're much too lovely Nemo. It sounds like she doesn't respect that much.

woot no glitch this time in AoTFG's
ebil glitches

Successful game was successful?

Originally Posted by Wonderlands

A phone could work, unless you use it during the class. It would be handy if you ever forget something too. Haha yeah, just try and keep yourself occupied.
That's fair enough, there's no point risking injury just to make something shorter.

You're much too lovely Nemo. It sounds like she doesn't respect that much.

I try not to have my phone out during class, so that may be too much of a distraction. I managed to keep up, for the most part, thankfully, despite the exhaustion.
Yeah, plus dealing with a bike and food, may not be safe for me either. LOL, walking would take longer, but safer, in general for me.

She just seems like one of those people who's very self oriented and people need to look a certain way, and dress a certain way and wear make up - all of which I don't fit. *sighs* But thing is, when she's not being a pain in the butt, she really is fun and we can talk for hours - well rather be on the phone for hours and not hang up, just go about what we normally do... and still find things to laugh about. She just has some things that just bother me like no other. I just am too nice of a person, I think. People love to try to take advantage of me, treat me like crap, or get away with things far too often it feels like. It makes me question "What am I doing wrong?"

I hate glitches. Even the funny ones can be annoying at times.

Originally Posted by Wonderlands

Successful game was successful?

yep, finally
got my 250 goldies for the day
i should really play on mulie, too

I don't think it's you doing anything wrong, it's just them being selfish.

I forgot that I also like this.

Hummy bested the fansquirrels?

Well, I have so many people who feel like they can just walk all over me... -.- It's like 5 people right now. -.- That I can think of off the top of my head.
So I still question "what am I doing wrong? Am I too nice?" -.-

Originally Posted by Amane

I forgot that I also like this.

Hummy bested the fansquirrels?

yes it was close but i beated them all!

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

I try not to have my phone out during class, so that may be too much of a distraction. I managed to keep up, for the most part, thankfully, despite the exhaustion.
Yeah, plus dealing with a bike and food, may not be safe for me either. LOL, walking would take longer, but safer, in general for me.

She just seems like one of those people who's very self oriented and people need to look a certain way, and dress a certain way and wear make up - all of which I don't fit. *sighs* But thing is, when she's not being a pain in the butt, she really is fun and we can talk for hours - well rather be on the phone for hours and not hang up, just go about what we normally do... and still find things to laugh about. She just has some things that just bother me like no other. I just am too nice of a person, I think. People love to try to take advantage of me, treat me like crap, or get away with things far too often it feels like. It makes me question "What am I doing wrong?"

Ahh, wouldn't you be able to help yourself if it's out? I wish I had that self control in the first place. Mine is always out, haha. Ahh, that's good. Now to keep going!
OH haha I didn't even think of that. It would be very tedious with food. It sounds like the best option!

Hmm, so it's just some moments that make you go.. "why?" That's pretty unfair on you though. It seems like a very hard situation for you. The positives sound great but the negatives are just worse.
You're doing nothing wrong! It's sadly just how things seem to work. :( People see nice people and just kind of take advantage of it.

WOO! \o/ *tosses confetti*
I posted a squirrel song a bit ago, if you're interested. It's not a funny squirrel song.

Idle hands do scary things.

Originally Posted by hummy

yep, finally
got my 250 goldies for the day
i should really play on mulie, too

I tried getting back to maxing them out but ahh, first few games I just can't be bothered by the end!
:o That would be a good idea.

Originally Posted by Amane

WOO! \o/ *tosses confetti*
I posted a squirrel song a bit ago, if you're interested. It's not a funny squirrel song.

Idle hands do scary things.

sure
let me look for my charger