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VeraDark 08-31-2014 12:33 AM

Amane: Ah, the storm got in the way for a second, I can get that.

Wondy: Yeah, I'll be alright, I been through worse, it's how I got this way, lol.

XD

Yeah, I'm sort of a turd when I'm not on all my drugs, but if I never learn how not to be a turd without them I'll never be free. It's like when I stopped smoking. I was a total bitch to everyone, explained millions of times that it was because I was quitting smoking, and I got through it with only the occasional relapse, lol.

I see it as a chance to grow and get over myself, if nothing else. I have to learn to live with myself one way or another, and I'd prefer to at least try to do it with a minimum of expensive chemical dependencies. XD

I can see I've gotten way better over the past few years, so I know I can be alright. Maybe not awesome all the time, but alright enough. I just get tired of not feeling healthy, and stuff.


Ooh, looky, it's raining Korean boys! Holy freaking crap.

MoodyBats 08-31-2014 12:36 AM

In order for my internet to connect
my laptop has to be in such a weird postilion. >.<

Imagination 08-31-2014 12:37 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Wonderlands (Post 1772908871)
What time do you usually have to sleep to get a good rest?

Dunno, having a place to sleep when I get tired would help, but usually people are over using the room I sleep in so I have to wait for them to pass out or move before I can sleep.

I do like to sleep for 12+ hours though at a time [cool]

Quote:

Originally Posted by VeraDark (Post 1772908876)
Amane: Ah, the storm got in the way for a second, I can get that.

Wondy: Yeah, I'll be alright, I been through worse, it's how I got this way, lol.

XD

Yeah, I'm sort of a turd when I'm not on all my drugs, but if I never learn how not to be a turd without them I'll never be free. It's like when I stopped smoking. I was a total bitch to everyone, explained millions of times that it was because I was quitting smoking, and I got through it with only the occasional relapse, lol.

I see it as a chance to grow and get over myself, if nothing else. I have to learn to live with myself one way or another, and I'd prefer to at least try to do it with a minimum of expensive chemical dependencies. XD

I can see I've gotten way better over the past few years, so I know I can be alright. Maybe not awesome all the time, but alright enough. I just get tired of not feeling healthy, and stuff.


Ooh, looky, it's raining Korean boys! Holy freaking crap.

I don't really have that option to just get over things and be off my meds all the time.

Amane 08-31-2014 12:39 AM

I used to be surprised at the mount of footage of Lee Joon shirtless. Then I saw the amount of footage of Rain shirtless.
/look for pictures of Rain or Joon
/abs everywhere
/don't mind me; I don't see the attractiveness of it

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:40 AM


Kenome-Chan 08-31-2014 12:41 AM

/lurks

Amane 08-31-2014 12:43 AM

You know what just happened? I said out loud, in a sort of squeaky voice, "Oh my gosh! Keno, you're here!"

VeraDark 08-31-2014 12:43 AM

I been building up to this for a long time, Imagi, and I see you, Kenome.

There was a time when I had no options at all, like not even the freedom to get up and walk out of a place, but I've come a long way since then.

I'm not an advocate of people not doing what they need to do, not by a long shot. I just feel this is what I need to do at this point in my life, is all.

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:43 AM

Anybody get the references?
Maybe I should have rearranged the order.
xDD

MoodyBats 08-31-2014 12:44 AM

I guess i am going to leave now..

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:45 AM

FUU DON'T YOU LEAVE

THE KPOP CAN MOVE

//CLINGS

VeraDark 08-31-2014 12:46 AM

Where are you going, Fuu?

You can't just leave me now, don't you realize I've shackled you to the wall?

Come back here! [illgetu]

Imagination 08-31-2014 12:46 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kenome-Chan (Post 1772908896)
/lurks

Well hey there stranger

Quote:

Originally Posted by VeraDark (Post 1772908903)
I been building up to this for a long time, Imagi, and I see you, Kenome.

There was a time when I had no options at all, like not even the freedom to get up and walk out of a place, but I've come a long way since then.

I'm not an advocate of people not doing what they need to do, not by a long shot. I just feel this is what I need to do at this point in my life, is all.

I'm bi-polar and simply no better then to try and do it without meds because for many years I did just that and fucked up my life pretty good, along with doing a lot of shitty things to myself.

MoodyBats 08-31-2014 12:46 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pistachio_Moustache (Post 1772908912)
FUU DON'T YOU LEAVE

THE KPOP CAN MOVE

//CLINGS

All my replies are being ignored so
have a good night.

Amane 08-31-2014 12:48 AM

That one black-and-white picture where all of SHINee has giant hats. *collapses*

Wonderlands 08-31-2014 12:48 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Imagination (Post 1772908887)
Dunno, having a place to sleep when I get tired would help, but usually people are over using the room I sleep in so I have to wait for them to pass out or move before I can sleep.

I do like to sleep for 12+ hours though at a time [cool]



I don't really have that option to just get over things and be off my meds all the time.

Your sleep is more important than their socialising or whatever! [illgetu]

Holy crap that is a long time. I think after that I'd feel so much more tired than reenergised.

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:49 AM

I suffer from depression and ADHD and don't take meds.
I also have psoriasis, and excoriation disorder.
There are a number of things wrong with PiM!
Not to mention having an alter ego that I use hide from situations.
:/

Amane 08-31-2014 12:50 AM

I'm afraid of everything. Whee!

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:50 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan (Post 1772908884)
In order for my internet to connect
my laptop has to be in such a weird postilion. >.<

That really sucks.
D:

Sorry for not replying, the thread is moving so quick~
D:

What kind of position is it in?


---------- Post added 08-30-2014 at 08:51 PM ----------

Quote:

Originally Posted by Amane (Post 1772908924)
That one black-and-white picture where all of SHINee has giant hats. *collapses*

This one?
http://www.mtvk.com/wp-content/uploa...group-hats.png

Amane 08-31-2014 12:52 AM

Yeah, that one‼ I have a huuuge version of it saved on my computer. It would be awesome to use it as a desktop wallpaper one day. That's, like, my favorite SHINee group picture of all time.

VeraDark 08-31-2014 12:52 AM

I hate bad internets. I had to stay somewhere once on a road trip, and I literally had to cram myself into a corner to get the wireless to work. It was a total bummer.

Imagination 08-31-2014 12:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Wonderlands (Post 1772908925)
Your sleep is more important than their socialising or whatever! [illgetu]

Holy crap that is a long time. I think after that I'd feel so much more tired than reenergised.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pistachio_Moustache (Post 1772908927)
I suffer from depression and ADHD and don't take meds.
I also have psoriasis, and excoriation disorder.
There are a number of things wrong with PiM!
Not to mention having an alter ego that I use hide from situations.
:/

If it was just depression or anxiety I'd be able to handle it without meds. But bi-polar + anxiety...yeah fuck that.

Pistachio_Moustache 08-31-2014 12:54 AM

I keep having panic attacks, because I'm afraid I'm going to be late for work, and have to reboot whenever I get there.
D:

Imagination 08-31-2014 12:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pistachio_Moustache (Post 1772908942)
I keep having panic attacks, because I'm afraid I'm going to be late for work, and have to reboot whenever I get there.
D:

I don't have panic attacks, I just have non stop worrying/obsessing over various things and eventually drive myself up a wall.

Amane 08-31-2014 12:55 AM

CREASES IN MY DRAWING PAPER. *hurts things*


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