The main problem with telling everyone that I'm gender queer is that they just don't understand, and when I try to explain it it just goes in one ear and out the other. And then someone will say something like, "But you've got boobs, so you're a girl."

It's just too frustrating to try to deal with constantly.

Though I really would prefer to be in a male body. The female body just seems so disgustingly wrong for me. It doesn't feel like it's mine. It's not the body I should have. It makes my skin crawl sometimes.

It's not that I hate women, it's just that I hate being female because it's not the right body for me. >.<