Why's Sky-kun a bitch? (OK dumb question LOL. I just dunno which of my guesses is right.)
It's not about prolonging an argument. She's snappy, rude, and a moodkiller 24/7 atm.
Our physics teacher was absent yesterday and the substitute didn't come even though she was present so we partied. Today we come back from practicals, the physics teacher is absent again and I was like 'Yay a free period!' and Alu was like 'No it's not' and the way she said it, like I'm really childish and stupid to feel happy, made me see red. I was like 'Yes it is the substitute isn't coming.' Alu was like 'Yes she is. How do you know.' I'm like 'She didn't come yesterday why'll she come today?' Alu's like 'Why won't she? She'll come, you'll see.'
I'm like 'OMG why are you such a party pooper?' and Misty-chan was said 'Yes. Actually.' And Alu was like 'I was just being realistic! Just because she's absent-' and Meg-chan was like 'So she's absent, so why talk about it?'
Alu ignores her and addresses me, 'Why don't you take a break? You get worked up for every shitty little thing.' Meg-chan, Misty-chan looked at me quellingly like 'Leave it.'
To top it, the substitute didn't come, obviously. That was one free period I was simmering through and didn't enjoy. She doesn't think a free period is something to be happy about, when I say 'Yay!' because I'm happy why does she have to turn on me and spoil it for me? She can just be grumpy by herself why does she keep taking it out on me?
It was a silly little fight but the point is, she's been like that for so long, a couple of months. And I'm tired of it. Why should I hang around her if she doesn't appreciate it? All she does is take it out on me and all it does to me is bring me down. I've tried getting her out of her funk but it's actually really a choice she's making. She can be happy if she wants to, have fun. Nobody's stopping her, not at school.
And now I'm depressed because I don't have a single friend at school. I have people who'll talk to me if they're not doing so with their group. But you and Ben-chan were my BFFs, we were a group, and there's nobody I'm that close to now. It's better being lonely than constantly dragged down though.
Meg-chan is new, Misty-chan used to be on our lunch table. She's big into athletics. She has an amazing memory and thin-slices people amazing.