haha i guess that's true.

That's cool and good! You're definitely making progress on it.

I'm pretty excited about it. its taking me forever to type it because I keep trying to perfect the time line and I had to add a chapter in. I have two parallel time lines right now and its annoying to make them match up especially since one was an after thought and not as well developed at the moment. (I say that, but so far, the afterthought chapter has been the easiest to write)

haha yeah. writing is rough like that sometimes.

I don't know why I had to find such a complicated story to be inspired to write...
I hit a snaffoo(how do you spell that?). I'm not sure how to connect what's happening and what needs to happen next. *sigh*

haha yeah.
you are making me want to write fic and I don't know have the time to do that at all.

well, if you weren't watching buffy, you'd have the time.

Not really, I have to have the time to sit down and write and I really don't even have the time to watch buffy

but you are watching it....

haha i know, i take the small joys in life that are ultimately relaxing. writing isn't that relaxing for me. especially not chapter fics

I see. writing is very fun and relaxing for me. I'm having the time of my life with this fic. I figured out how to do what I wanted and then some!!! I got relationship development, an awkward moment, and moved the plot forward all in one scene!

haha that's awesome and always a good feeling!

I feel like a kid in a candy store. (or a me). I'm finally to the part where Renji figures out he's pregnant!! :D :D

Haha exciting!

and then I forgot about a paragraph i have to somehow work in before my awesome scene without messing it up. :/ I swear, I just can't write this thing in order.

i think most things don't get written in order.

and I think I'm going to go to bed. I'm super super sleepy.

but I really used to write them in order! maybe in the editing process I moved things, but I didn't go so out of order in the first draft until recently.

kay. night wingsy.

haha maybe. I don't know. i always write in order but that's mainly due to ocd.

interesting avi. I like it.

I don't think I think in order any more.

thanks. seems everyone likes it.

haha probably not. That's one thing I've always been OCD about. Order. It doesn't matter what about, but things have a certain order and they have to be in that order.

I agree that everything has to be in order in the end, but during the making process? not so much.

I can't write a paper without an introduction. It's weird. and if I'm going to write a story out of order I have to have a pretty impressive outline of what is supposed to come before it.

Also, I wasn't just talking about in writing that I'm OCD about this. My tabs have to have a certain order (email, facebook, tumblr, mene, fanfics and anything else). When I'm carrying books they have to be smallest on top to biggest on bottom (I get annoyed if there's now way to do this because on book is bigger width wise and one lengthwise). I could go on but those are good enough examples.
I used to be that way with my bookshelf too but not so much anymore b/c I have too many books for it to work. But any series I own books have have to be displayed in series order. No matter what.

well I already know you're OCD. there's no surprise in that.

I think most people order their tabs though. muscle memory and all that. you get used to where they are, and its confusing when they're in a different place suddenly.

Yes, but I actively check to make sure they are in the right order.

whatever.

how are you today?

haha i'm good currently half-watching tristan and isolde and drinking irish cream, milk and vanilla vodka