does it make you want a boyfriend?

I actually flip back and forth between wanting a boyfriend and not wanting a boyfriend a lot of the time.
but basically since I've decided I'm most likely not going to pursue my Ph.D. right after my master's, i've spent more and more time wanting a boyfriend

ah, I feel pretty flip-flop on wanting a boyfriend too.
Maybe you'll find a decent guy soon and then you can decide if you really want to date or not.

haha yes that'd be nice.
especially since the one guy who i've turned done a couple times might actually leave me alone for good.

oh? there's a guy you've been turning down? i haven't heard about this.

i'm pretty sure you have.
we asked me out once last summer, i turned him down. thought that was the end of it.
then the next semester, we actually got pretty close to dating but the entire time he was on and off with his girlfriend at the time, and i was like i am so not getting involved with that, so over christmas break, i turned him down again. thought it was the end of it.
recently he's apparently broken up with said girlfriend for good (which I really don't believe) and basically told me he's just gonna wait for me to start trusting him again and try again, even though i told him that while i can't predict the future and maybe my opinions will change, i really only want to be friends with him.

hm, tv drama type romance. it's starting to ring a bell now.

it seriously is. like i'm like omg. how did my life become this?

kat, why are you so rich?

i have no idea how you managed that.

um...I've been rich for months now.

i don't either and it's frustrating

okay. it seemed like it jumped.

Some, but I won a page prize and I've just been posting. I've been around 20k for a while though. I spend from time to time to keep the gold amount reasonable.

lol nice.

have you gotten any bites or nibbles at your at contest or art request thread

I have a person who's doing something for my contest. I stick to the freebie forum though so I don't actually spend gold on art.

cool cool.
hopefully you'll get something awesome from it

the declan and koda pic got packed today. I'm probably gonna hang it up at my new apartment

i hope!

nice. You can stare at our boys every day!

haha yep and continue to be ridiculously proud of that scene

I was re-reading the beginning of that rp the other day. Koda was really amusing me.

haha he was but for what reasons are you mentioning

he was so cute and bratty.

that he definitely was and he so thinks he's such tough stuff

He just needed to argue over everything.

he did.
has he really gotten that much better

I think he has. He agrees more and now he mostly argues for the show of it, not out of irritation.

i guess that's true.
no there's an interesting thing to look at. how every character in that has grown.
Declan's loosening up, slowly but surely.
Gary's actually admitting he has feelings, even if it still scares the shit out of him.

William is less stalkerish.
Everyone has changed so much. I'm so glad to have an rp that's gone on long enough that I can explore a relationship and characters like this.