I know, but I can't really decide why its good. the story makes me angry, but I guess its the way its written.

I like doing that when I critique in my creative writing class. I write way more than I got on a lot of my critique.
I got one really bad review though and it was really mean. This one person basically said that I write like a fanfic writer and my story was cliche and had no merits.

I've had fics like that. or fics that just make my heart hurt but I still reading them. It's because they make you feel something so strongly.

Yeah, it's really fun and I love when i get responses from authors. It's like so fulfilling to know I did make their day.
Ugh that sucks. and I hate that writing like a fanfic writer makes you 'bad.' yes, i've read some really awful fanfics but some of the best writers I've found (better than some published authors) have been fanfic authors.

I think the problem with this is that it's too much like real life. its no fairy tale romance for sure! I'm gonna need to read some serious fluff after I finish this story!

and I don't even write fanfics or honestly read that much. I only read really good ones anyways. how do i write like one!?

Haha. Yeah that's understandable. real life stories can get depressing, which is depressing to think of it any other way.

I don't know. *shrugs*

ugh, I'm gonna go read some fluff now and finish this story later!

*siiiiiiiigh*

haha need a break?

Mer, I just discovered a really good author who needs more credit.

yep. hey, better yet, let's write some fluff! we haven't rped in ages! I think we need a silly, carefree and cute rp. Assassins doesn't really fall into that category.

that's cool.

that it does. not. but rps take energy and i never have energy, anymore.... :(

I seem to do this a lot. i love when they actually get discovered by the fandom and i'm sitting here going i found them first ya'll...

even if it was a fun story that would give you energy rather than taking it?

um, kay....

Um probably yes because it'd become one more thing i'd have to find time for....

It's just funny to me cuz it happens often enough to be a trend. Though the best example of it is definitely with The Sidhe. and Chazzam.

*sigh* I can't find anyone I want to rp with....

hm.

I'm sorry. :(

I'm gonna cry. this manga is so depressing. why am I still reading it?

Go read something fluffy :feesh: I thought that was your plan

I know right, but this story is so addicting and i'm almost done with it too. only a few more chapters. of course, those are the worst part.

I just want to rp though!!!!

haha. I'd have something fluffy lined up then.

No, cuz at the moment i have time but I won't come next week

I can find fluff in an instant so its okay.

I want some one to rp with me on the weekends.

I seem to have an issue with that lately. I can never find fluff. and Klaine is a fairly fluffy couple, so I'm not sure why I'm having issues.

Mer. I'm not gonna say yes just yet but if we did rp something light and fluffy what would it be? cuz honestly I may need something like that too

I just go and reread dumb manga or doujin that I know are fluffy and smutty.

honestly, I wouldn't mind trying a student/teacher relationship again. something like that?

sorry I poofed. my dad called to talk about thanksgiving travel plans and then I took a shower. its very pleasantly warm in the room right now and I was getting all nasty sweaty in my sweater.

yeah, I need to compile a list of oneshot fics that are like that.

Okay, if we were to do that. Do you want to try Kai and Michael again but maybe change them about. I mean I like Kai's personality but I just knew absolutely nothing about music. And maybe do we want to make it more illicit? i.e. high school teacher/student.

Tis okay. You have to fly home for thanksgiving?

I haven't really read many oneshot fanfics. only manga.

I think it would be good to do a student and private tutor. it would give them more reason to be together and alone. high school would be fun too, but I think I would do a different character than Micheal if it were in high school.

yes and I have to miss one of my classes or possibly too. it depends on if I can get on the most convenient flight out.

Well yes, but I read proportionally more fanfiction

Okay, I like the idea of a private tutor because that does give them more alone time, and it's a little bit less of an issue so it'd be easier to write.

That's no good

and I read more manga. its my life!!! not even really kidding.

yeah. I think the story would progress more easily that way.

yeah. thanksgiving is a busy time to be traveling though. I only have the weekend and two day anyways.

haha. so fanfics are mine and manga is yours. we are sad.

Okay, cool. What ages? Cuz if it's private tutor we can do whatevs.

yeah, thanksgiving is crazy. I have three days I think

yep. its okay. we're sad together after all.

hm, it would be interesting to have a college student tutoring a high schooler. both young and crazy and stuff that goes with guys that age.

it almost doesn't feel worth flying home.

here just to show you what I've had to go through keeping up with the characters in this series. The bottom of the page shows one of the characters as he changes through the different stories of this series.