I'm so not the person I was back then. I like to act it a lot because she's still there, but i'm different. people always change after high school though, i hope.

Yeah, I still have my moments but as a whole I'm a very different person. I like who I am far better now.

and I'm going to bed, night!

I think i like me just as much then, but I do feel more mature and more like I'd be successful in the world.

night!

Yeah there is that too. I actually feel like I could confidently teach a high school class at this point. That is a weird feeling

interesting.
I'm starting to feel more like a writer. my ideas are more interesting and thought out. more adult and real world concepts.

That's good. Definitely gives you more credit
I feel the same way with my research type stuff. I feel like I'm able to go more in depth and stuff.

I should hope. we're both so adult now.
it sure is interesting to grow up and then look back.

It really should. Imagine us fifteen years from now.

that's hard to imagine....

Yeah, it really is.

I don't think ahead past a month. I seem incapable of it.

I can't picture past like end of next year, maybe the end of my master's but that's about it

I tend to look forward in hours at best. mostly I don't look forward at all.

I do, I'm very forward thinking, I have to have a goal in mind or I get nothing accomplished.

I'm not a goal or any sort of planning person. I can't think in concepts of time.

Huh strange...

can I pester life studies post out of you

lots of people live only in the moment

I would post except I can barely tear my eyes from the fanfic i'm reading. suspense should be a crime!

this is true.

lame....

this story is intense! don't worry, I only have one and a half more chapters to read before I have to wait in utter impatience for the next update.

okay cool. i should still be up b/c i'm waiting for my laundry to finish

that's cool. I'm gonna do laundry when I get home.

yeah, I basically ran out of good clothes

lol.

*rocks back and forth* I don't like you damn cliff hangers. I dun like you at all.

did you reach the end of the chapters you were on.

yup....*sulks* and its the middle of the climax too. the MIDDLE.