Weapons Of My Love (Not Accepting Anymore)
 

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It was so small...Peyton could hardly breathe. Looking around she could barley see anything. Spreading her arms apart she could feel the walls around her slowly but surely pushing themselves towards her. Feeling the unwanted fear begin to crawl into her Peyton started to pushed on one of the walls with all her might. Her actions went unrewareded as she could still feel the walls pushing closer. Now she could barely move and finally.......snap!

Peyton woke in her bed,panting heavily. That might have been one of the worst nightmares yet. Sitting up Peyton looked around the dimly lit room and finally settling her gaze to the bed across from her own. Scooted out of her bed Peyton shuffled across the floor before slowly sneaking into her roommates bed. Clutching her roommate,Zoey's shirt for some releif Peyton began to finally calm down. Zoey and herself had been good friends and roommates ever since she had been dropped off by her Father a few years back. Lightly pulling on Zoey's shirt Peyton's gaze stayed firmly on her roommates back. "Hey Zoey....you awake?"She whispered in a shaken tone.

Alex smiled as she marched down the girls hall as loud as she could. It was the middle of the night but in her mind it was as if it was one in the afternoon. She had to much energy to sleep right now and she watned to beat the crap out of something or someone. Like her brother use to say, 'if you have to much energy go run a mile.' So the best way to fall asleep was to either run your heart out till you pass out or beat the living daylights out of a dummy. So that was exactly what she was going to do, head straight of the gym and grab a dummy.

She smiled as she pulled her ipod out of her pocket and started to scroll through the songs. When she finally came to one of her favorite rock songs she turned up the volume all the way. She then pressed play and her rock filled the hallways as she walked down the hall. She then stuffed her hands into her pockets and slowly made her way through the hall way. She bobbed her ehad slightly as she walked down the hall and towards the exit. Listening to the music and watching where she was going through half closed eyes.

Akio at this point was actually still dead asleep in one of the rooms in the girls dorms. Luckily for him when he had first come to this school, and had signed up to become part of it. He was lucky enough to get a room that had no other roommate with him just yet. He basically shared a giant room all for himself, he didn't mind that at all anyway. There were great things that came with living in an all girl school while having a room of his own to not have to share with anyone. For one, he didn't have to worry about his roommate finding out he was actually a boy and end up reporting him to the office and getting him kicked out of school. Two, Akio was never really one to like to talk to others after the incident with his parents anyway, so not having to share a room with any other girl made his problem of having to speak with others even easier for him.

While he slept there peacefully on the bed and under the covers; he had taken off the extensions that made his hair look like a girl's hair so that they wouldn't bother him while he slept. Originally, the first time he had come to this school; he wasn't too sure about how to sleep with the pain of having the extensions stuck to his head all night. The first night he had was horrible as the extensions of his own hair were basically pressing against his head while his own head was against the pillow. It felt as though they wanted to rip through the back of his head and dig into his own skull. Although, when Akio took off the extensions to sleep; it felt great to have his semi-short hair against the pillow once more.

Although Akio may had looked peacefully physically while he slept; within his own dreams, he was going insane with both pain and sadness. Even though it had been a couple of years since the incident with his parents, the feeling within his own heart was fresh as though it had only happened a couple of days ago. Ever since than, his dreams were always filled with the samething as he kept reliving that same day he came home from school to see the police all around his home. There were several news reporters around about two ambulances were there and about four police cars were parked in the front of his own home. Two men and two women had stepped out of his front door with one of each gender were carrying a stretcher with two bodies on them and both the bodies were covered up by a white sheet. As Akio slept there on the bed, seeing those images he began to sweat a bit as he clenched his fists tightly than began to toss and turn on the bed. There was noise right outside his own room that sounded like music, but thanks to his door being locked; he wasn't really ever worried about someone breaking into his room.

As Akio's own dream progressed even more, he began to witness all the painful times of his past all over again. He went from the very night his parents had died all the way to his life in an orphanage. Life there wasn't exactly the best thing ever since the people that owned the place didn't really treat any of the kids like they were actual kids; but rather treated them as though they were adults as well. Akio was no exception for this fact. The true adults that owned the orphanage had forced the kids there to clean the entire place from top to bottom almost everyday, though no matter how much they scrubbed, mopped, or even swiped the floors; the floor itself would still be dirty as ever. Basically life in the orphanage was easily compared to a prison for young kids that were either forgotten about their parents or had no parents due to either the same reason as Akio's or similar to that.

Soon enough, his own dream just stopped as everything within his mind just froze as though time itself had stopped. It just had to stop right as soon as the rich man and woman had approached Akio; they had a strange smile to their faces, as at the time he hadn't really realize the fact that they would become his foster parents. Immediately, his own eyes flung open as he sat up onto his own bed panting heavily with a cold sweat covering his entire face and part of his upper body. Akio quickly placed a hand right over his own forehead as he felt the sweat on his own forehead. Looking right at his palm and seeing how it was drenched he looked right around the dark room he was in. The only light that actually shined into his room was the light coming from the moon through his own windows that had the curtains pulled together. "Not that dream again...dammit. I hate that one." he spoke to himself; turning his own attention right over to the digital clock he had on his own nightstand. It had seemed to be around five in the morning and it was almost six.

By the time Akio had caught his breath once more, he slid the fingers on his right hand through his semi-long hair. Most of the time, when he didn't have the extensions on him to make his hair longer than it already was. He usually kept his own real hair in a slight ponytail. The only time when he didn't have it in a ponytail would be when he was taking a shower or bath, by than he would take the ponytail off and let his hair out a bit. The full length of his real hair would reach down about half way down his own back; but with the extensions on him, his own hair would reach down about to the point where it was near his own butt. The two main things he never really decided to change about his hair were the bangs that always hung on both sides of his head.

((Just wondering; but do we have an ooc thread? Do we need one? O.O))

Even though it late into the night, way past the point where most people would have gone to sleep, Lily was still awake. This wasn't unusual, she didn't like to sleep at night, it never ended well. She could never relax enough, so she had stopped trying and stayed up through the night. Lily was lucky, though, she hadn't had a roommate for almost a year, so her late night antics never bothered anyone, even though she had a double room. She wasn't looking forward to the day where she she had to get another roommate. She had made sure to take up precisely half of the room, to make it easy for whoever could be a roommate for her.

Her room was silent, not wanting to have music wake the others in her floor. It was a normal night, until she hear the sound of music filling the halls. She stood up from her desk and stretched, her slender arms reaching out above her. Lily was small for her age, having sleep issues can stunt growth, and thin. She often forgot to eat regular meals. She moved to her door, trying to see who might be playing music. Peaking into the hall, she could see two girls; one she recognized and another she didn't.

Alex continued to walk and then noticed for once that she was t alone in the hall. There where two other girls in the hall and the smirked when she saw lilly. The then reached down and slowly turned the music down and waved over to her. "hey Lilly, early morning prectice beating." she called over happily. She then saw a girl in the hall she didn't notice and wondered who she was. Most of the girls here knew Each other bur she didn't recognize this girl once but. Maybe Lilly would have a idea of who this new face girl was.

Slowly she made her way over to Lilly and smiled at her, "have any idea who the hell that chick is?" she asked as she looked at her and then pointed at the girl down the hall. She hoped that Lilly wouldn't mind her coming by. She may act all tough and rude like a guy but she was nice... Most of the time. She had slight anger issues and that was probably due to being raised by her brother. "oh and sorry bout the morning wake up. Can't sleep so need to go beat somethin up." she said

"Morning Alex," Lily replied as the other girl approached her, fully leaving her room. She was glad to see that someone else was up early as well. After Alex asked her about the unknown girl, Lily looked more carefully at her. She didn't look familiar at all. "I don't recognize her, she must be new. The new term does start today," Lily mused, both voicing her opinions and answering Alex's question at the same time. She figured that there might be a few new students around, there were usually a few a the beginning of the year.

"Don't worry about the music, I was awake anyways. Others might have an issue, but its good with me," she replied grinning. Lily's frequent in-class naps made it well known she didn't sleep at night, though no one really knew why. Lily wouldn't answer if she was asked anyways.

By the time Akio was finally able to catch his own breath, he looked right on around his room a bit. Even though it was only slightly lit up, it was enough for him to see everything in his room; and that was just perfect the way it was. Sliding himself out of bed; Akio stood up wearing his midnight blue and white stripped pajamas as he scratched the back of his own head. Most of his own hair was all over the place at this point due to him tossing and turning most of the night because of that dream. Giving a long yawn he stretched his own arms right over his head as he headed immediately to the shower. If he was going to leave his room while in an all girl school; he would need to take a shower so he could hide his obvious true identity of being a boy. As he stepped into the bathroom and locked the door behind him, Akio just immediately undressed himself and stepped into the shower. As soon as the water touched his own hair and body; he reached onto the back of his own hair and untied the ponytail that he wore most of the time. Letting his hair flow down half way his back, Akio just stared at the floor with his eyes slightly open. "I cant believe...m-..my own best friend did it..how could he?..what did I do wrong..for him to kill my parents?" He whispered quietly to himself before biting his lower lip and shaking off the thought; they were no longer best friends but rather at this point. Enemies.

After about ten minutes of being in shower, Akio finally turned off the water as he stepped out from the tub grabbing his towel and drying off his semi-dark purple hair. Soon as that was done, he wrapped the towel right around his own lower waist and left the bathroom; straight back into his own room. Though this time when he stepped into his room, he made sure to turn on the light so he could get dressed into his girl outfit and fit on the extensions so that his hair wouldn't look too much like a boy's hair. Not to mention he was going to have to work on his face by using some of the make-up to make himself look like an actual girl. So stepping over to his own drawer, Akio pulled out his school girl's uniform. It wasn't exactly something he really liked to wear since it had a skirt and all, but it was something he simply had to wear so that the other girls here at the school wouldn't figure out his own identity. Throwing that onto the bed, he pulled out a small little bra from a separate cabinet as he just tilted his head at it. This was basically so that when he walked around as a girl; it wouldn't seem like he was flat chested. Even though he knew there were still girls out there that were flat chested; guys are always that way. So it was better to be safe than sorry when it came to a disguise.

Drying off the rest of his own body, Akio just threw the towel onto the other side of his own bed as he slipped into his boxers rather than female panties. It wasn't like he was going to be taking off his clothes in the middle of class anyway; so why would he need to wear something so uncomfortable as that underneath? As soon as he got that right on, he wrapped the bra right around his own chest and made sure to tighten it up to the point that it wouldn't just fall off while he was running or jumping. Once he had that on, it was finally time to put on the uniform; which ended up being a bit harder than he expected it to be. Akio originally thought he could've just slid through the bottom of the uniform and up through the head part of it, but that ended up failing horribly. So what he did was take the skirt first off and slide into that rather easily; the shirt however wasn't the same case as he had to unbutton the entire thing than put it on and re-button it all. Once Akio was finally done with getting dressed he walked right on over toward the mirror of his dresser; where all the parts of his extensions laid there on the counter of the cabinet. Giving a little sigh, he began to grab one by one and attach them to his own hair which took about another five minutes to finally finish up. Now that was done his body, clothing, and hair was finally done as he grabbed some of the blush make-up that tapped it onto both his cheeks lightly. Using the rest of the make-up he went on and made sure his own facial expression looked exactly like a girl's. The main thing Akio hated about doing this was that every so often, he would have to always fact a smile onto his own face so that no one would ask him if anything was bothering him. He always hated having to tell people about his problems since he never really saw a point to it all.

Lily looked over at the new girl. "Hello, I am Lily Ashburn, nice to meet you as well," she replied, introducing herself as well, doing her best to be polite. She had been told many times that she appeared cold and distant, especially when meeting new people, so she as trying to correct this. She looked the girl over again, taking a better look now that she as closer. She seemed normal enough, though hard to believe than she wanted to train to become an assassin, then again Lily didn't look the part either. "So, why did you decide to come here of all places?" she asked, trying to strike up a conversation. Only after she asked did she realize that that might have been a sore subject for the girl, many of the girls at the school did not want to discuss their reasons for attending the school. She saw a couple of the other girls in the hall, looking like they were going to the cafeteria, dressed for classes. It reminded that she needed her bag. Lily had already put on her personal uniform the night before, figuring she wasn't going to sleep anyways.