
11-05-2009, 06:10 AM
The rapid decay of the people I love is astounding...I see destruction on the horizon and it is red like the blood on my hands. Nothing matters the way it did when I was a child. When things so simple and stupid meant the world to me. I crushed those fantasies long ago. Damn your happiness...what did you ever give me. I look out the window, and the night was blacker for the sin of your humanity. Spare me your sorrow, your low self esteem. Just because you can't cut it you cut yourself. Go then, perish, and make the world a little more pure. I wont be seeing your ghost...your soul died long ago. Stupid child...you thought the world was a story book. There are no princesses here...no knights to save you from the dark. Can you handle this? Does it make you wish for the end? If so, then leave...for wisdom is lost to your delusion. You scream that you hate me, You scream lost abandon, but you abandoned me the first time red crossed your wrists. I see the love in your eyes, But I cannot love you in return. For how can one love a shell, a husk? How can one love that which is hollow and blank. I offer no pity, I offer no resolve, you've lost that hope for you cast hope a side. Sit and weep, weep for that which you gave up on, weep for that which you never tried, weep forever into the darkness and fade from my heart...
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I wrote this poem as a wake up call to a friend of mine who was having some thoughts that were less then healthy. I was please to find that, though my methods were harsh the message got through. She got help and is a better person for it today.
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