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Old 11-24-2009, 07:37 AM

"trying to forget" 03/01/04

So I tried so hard to forget
all those things you said,
so hurtful,
so patronizing,
I've forced a wall of steel
deep within my soul, and I write...
Remote controlled cars and puzzle pieces
it's all we've grownup ourselves to be,
following orders,
must do as they said,
you'll be nothing so that's just what I did...

Green candlelight flickers on champagne colored walls,
cushions shielding us from all these hard falls,
we try to make it all so simple
but it's just words in our heads...
And I've tried
and I've cried with no prevail at all,
midnights and summer-scapes,
every but where we lay,
it's so hard to catch up
and just too difficult to say,
I give in, I am the let down,
once again I'll play the clown,
they point, they laugh,
and I just get up and crawl...

Bloody half life I live half-living
screams of under caring
I tore out their throats
& made them beg
I told them "kiss my toes"
ensure me this day
that you love me
tell me nothings wrong
I hear your voice
I see your smile
I feel your song

Mention Paris with a certain flair
& take me to your bed
I lead a hollow exhistence
and nowhere am I led
you thought you'd never see the day
yuo made this strong girl cry
but little by little I follow you
just to be let down to die

Sing me to pieces
flood me flood me with your lies
fill my head with bitterness
and walk with me in night
bug filled wilderness of my mind
you now inhabitate
joyous ringing
you're still singing
& I am full of hate

"trying to forget" 03/01/04

Last edited by pristinel; 11-24-2009 at 07:44 AM.. Reason: title added

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Old 11-24-2009, 08:49 AM

"rant factors" 03/01/04

goddamn
mighty mouthers
with their
fucking hairy asses
and big honkers,
droning on and on
about how wonderful
the olsen twins
are and hey can
we have just
one
more
reality show please??
when fear factor
is more like
ass chapter
seance voodoo
quip shit
then you know when it's time
to cut the cable cords
floors bent
sway
choke the lady
never know what to fucking say
when they tell you
it was homicide
it was suicide
it was about fucking time
to get it
out
let it
go
fuck em up
and tell em no. aint no time
like now
to just
screw yourself over
stand in a crowd
butt ass naked
and yell
I'm proud to be
an american
because at least
I know I'm free
and I don't have a clue
of the men who die
who give that right to me
and I'll gladly
stand up with
my head stuck
up my ass
and slander america's
name today,
because there
ain't no doubt that
being a moron
is better than
being a man!
so when you tell me
one more time
that oh
they found the body
they know the cause
they can cure it
and you look
in my eyes
and yours are cold
and the only
thing in them
is ice like
the ice
in my cup
cabonated caffiene queen
forgetting myself again
I'll pull the tab
throw the dice
and remember how to live.
I never took no good advice
and I alway make my own path,
jumping
up
jumping
down
just in time
for the
big shot money makers
white color
water cooler
groupies fazing in and out,
it's finally time
to see what
you're really all about,
so put your heart
out on the line,
on your sleeve,
on the ground,
Imma gon' stomp it,
gon' kick it,
gon' make you see,
that I was alive
before your existence
in my world,
and you'll never break me

Last edited by pristinel; 11-25-2009 at 02:52 AM.. Reason: title

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Old 11-25-2009, 02:53 AM

"random sputtering" 06/04/03

Carbonated caffiene queen
such a high tolerance of pain
little time for emotions
you'd do anything if
it meant being seen
little white mouse
crying out your name
too much time
hate is orange juice
cardboard house
middle of the construction yard
tell everyone it's fine
and send out cards
sitting in darkness middle of noon
always beside nothing to do
candle lit memories float on the wall
does hurting me make you feel tall
sliver flash of mistaken harmony
I gave you my love
and you pissed it all away
I don't think my random sputtering
can really be called bitching
I'm only making a reply
to that which made me cry
and though I do not live in vain
you'll never catch me cry again

 


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