
03-01-2010, 07:02 PM
Ruin But Not Broken
I saw you at the bar one night,
You ask to buy me a drink.
Two days later you call my house,
I was happy as can be.
Three months later I though we were in love,
You gave me a ring & ask for my hand.
You hand me a glass of wine,
& said you love me forever.
I woke up the next morning & you were gone,
I started me flow & had bad pains.
You told me you had so business to do,
Then we will wed real soon.
Days went by & still no word,
I thought you would come home for sure.
I started to gain weight and feel sick,
The doctor told me I was pregnant with your kid.
I was shocked & didn’t know what to say,
Because you raped me then ran away.
Weeks went by; my belly got be,
I’m not ready for a kid.
My friends try to get me to have an abortion,
Saying I cannot afford the baby.
I know there right and I should,
But it’s no good; I just cannot kill my child.
It’s week thirty two now & his dust,
Because his latest conquest blows him up.
I’ll have twins soon without there farther,
But who needs a man like that anyways.
I’ll get by, just you what & see,
Us three will live our life without regret.
He may have took my virginity & ruined my plans,
But he will never break me of my love for life & for myself.
The Mask
If I take off my mask,
Will you still trust me?
If I show you my true feelings,
Will you still love me?
If I be myself,
Will you still have me?
I hind myself,
Because that's what they expect.
I hind my emotions,
Becuase I wanted to be the best.
I hind me,
Because I did not want to disapiont you.
Now I look down the river,
Wishing I told you before.
Now you know I'm a fake
Because I forgot to lock my door.
Now you can't trust me,
Because you never knew my true self.
But now I'm lonely,
Because no one trust me.
I'm sorry I disapoint you,
I meet to tell you the truth.
I love you very much,
But I'm going to disapoint you one last time.
I lived behind the mask,
Now I am going to kill myself because of it.
Please forgive me,
I never meet to hurt you.
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