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A Poem.
I Think Now I Loved You
Months past, We both know our friendships long gone But there's something deep down that's not letting me move on These feelings of regret, emotions still too strong We said best friends till the end But I think we had it wrong So long after, These feelings still remaining But I'm understanding a little better I'm not missing my best friend, I'm not missing just another boy I'm missing the man who turned my world around These feelings of regret, emotions still too strong We said best friends till the end But I think we had it wrong. Scary to realize, Between us was nothing physical But seemingly innocent hugs If more had ever happened My feelings now My emotions then Would have become unbearable These feelings of regret, emotions still too strong. We said best friends till the end But I think we had it wrong. No explanation, We weren't an item to breakup No one ever said goodbye We were perfect, we fit You left with no reason why These feelings of regret, emotions still too strong. We said best friends till the end But I think we had it wrong I'm tired of this fight, 'Cause I've learned I'm fighting with myself The confusion, the denial What's left now but to admit No more lies, no more tricks 'Cause I'm feeling and I'm knowing It's the absence, the familiarity I'm missing We said best friends till the end But I think we had it wrong Our friendship wouldn't last, Because our love was just too strong. And you feared that. ---------- ((Well Now it is "Poems" not "A Poem.")) Interpretation Shaking on sturdy ground, bare movement. A voice cuts through dampened air, silent, with no sound. But what do I know? No secrets have not, but promised lies. Our own truths burn false, in another's eyes. All dreams are nightmares, for they are not real. Each success a mistake, a mocking test. But what do I know? No secrets have not, but promised lies. Our own truths burn false, In another's eyes. ---------- Murdered And so she killed the boy Her identity reeks murder Slain down With his pulse deep inside of her Dark morning skies Stars are but the path Of the deep lies she’s told To bring upon this day His body in front of her Chest pacing with each heart beat His broken heart leaks tears Becoming frozen in time Against rough skin No weapon but ones heart Fights the defence of another’s When one gives all defence up Nothing left to counter And so she killed the boy. ---------- There’s a Reason There’s a reason for how things played out, There’s a purpose to why I’m here There’s understanding greater than ourselves, There’s wisdom to gain through the years. Things won’t always make sense, No explanation clearly stated It’s in these moments we must find, An acceptance, the truth being overrated A time when you feel you stand alone No security to keep you grounded The world should stop, the world should cry But it tends to carry on all too blind There’s a reason for how things played out, There’s a purpose to why I’m here There’s understanding greater than ourselves, There’s wisdom to gain through the years. Joy in a moment you wish to hold forever The bliss tampered and in time forgotten Have will to hold strong to life’s smiles For it’s in those reasons there’s always hope Stepping forward is an adventure half foretold What must be done, when to move on when to back down or to hold strong A step in which a prints already made Following is what keeps us able There’s a reason for how things played out, There’s a purpose to why I’m here There’s understanding greater than ourselves, There’s wisdom to gain through the years. |
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