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Fey's Freaking Fantastic Fiction *under construction* (Please don't post until I'm finished making room for everything!)
I'm just gonna start posting just about everything I've written because I'd like it out where people can read it. You're welcome to post criticism/praise as you will. I'll be attempting to keep them in alphabetical order... this may require adding space for letters I don't have poems for..
« Accepted » The laughter we share, Echoes throughout the room. The friendship we have, Is the kind that survives eternity. The joy that we possess, Is like a warm summer day. The sacrifices we might make, Are the kind that only affirms. We deny nothing of ourselves, Because we know we'll be accepted. We accept each other fully, Because we know we belong. The comfort we had been seeking, Was always at our fingertips. The connection we were wanting, Was never with the others. It was inside us all along, All we had to do was look. To discover something wonderful and new, All we had to do was trust. We make no excuses, We know the truth. The truth is in our hearts, And the truth will set us free. « Adultress » Brand a scarlet letter upon my breast, I can hear them calling me adultress. As surely as the sun sets in the west, This is the sin I now confess. It's so hard not to covet when you think he's 'the one'. Torn by your feelings for him you don't know what to say. When you feel the strings of your heart being undone, You can't understand why it has to be this way. You kissed him, you fool, this is how it always begins, You've read the story books, you know how it turns out. It's always the 1st girl that wins, And the 2nd is left alone with her doubt. Why do we get all these crazy feelings inside? What did I do to deserve all this pain? These secret feelings to you I now confide, As quick as a torrent of heavy rain. Failure again, when did I get led astray From the path that I once knew? My one true friend is so far away If she were here, she'd know what to do. Jealousy, obsession, lust and desire, I hate all of these feelings inside of me. If you say I want to hurt them you're a liar. If you can't understand, just let me be. « All Honesty Prevail » I don't want to tie you down I just want to lift you up But it seems that since we've been together Things are all mixed up You spent so much time Trying to get away But now it's like you're here to stay And it's my turn to start running We've known each other For such a long long time But it seems that since we're here together There's things we can't define I spent so much time Trying to chase you down But now it's sad, I have another And you just have to turn around But time will pass And things will change And perhaps one day Things will fall into place So for now I'll just keep running We're not running out of time Please just don't give up on me I know that you're not mine Though my world is constantly changing You've been one constant in it And if I lost sight of you I'd not know what to do I'd blame myself for all my pain And I'd blame myself for all my shame Then I'd blame myself for my uncertainty And I'd tell myself it's not supposed to be Please don't make me promises Just don't tell me lies I've been hurt too much in the past And I'd rather all honesty prevail « Alone in Love » Love unsubsiding caresses me gently, Alone and distraught waiting for you. Moonlight flittering through the trees softly, Waiting, just waiting for you to come through. A soft gentlt breeze blows across my face, I see you now running through the trees. Comming to hold me in your warm embrace, Your breath on my body feels like a summer breeze. Alone in my love, even though you're right there, Far from my love, but yet you're still standing there. Lonely for love, even though deep inside you care, I should tell you now I have nothing to fear. Words flowing over me, under me, through me, Caressing me gently with emotions and song. Won't you hear this out cry, this plea? I have been suffering for so very long. Deep inside my mind, my heart and soul, I know you are a treasure for all to behold. Trapped by your smile like a helpless foal, An endless story that time had repetedly told. Burned by the flames of passion, that's what I am, I leave my lover, my life, my man, Away from everything...I don't give a damn. I became alone in love so I just ran. « Assurance » You're as addictive as the drugs you use, Your dark hair soaking in a puddle of booze. You don't look back on people as they were, But something keeps you going back to her. I didn't understand how it could be as perfect as you said, I imagined her crying inside my head. She's not unhappy, she's moved on. Get over it, she's already gone. I know that she's the one that you adore, But she doesn't want you anymore. You made it sound like a lovers dream. Only, it's not the way you make it seem. She's confused about you I understand, Because your ideals were too high for this land. So you moved away, and she's happy too. You'll never comprehend what she put you through. You would always tell me that there wasn't just 'the one', I think now you said it to keep from being undone. Because your love for her was so pure and deep, You wanted assurance so you could sleep. I want to help you the way you helped me And maybe, in time, I can make you see, She's tired of you and doesn't want you anymore, I'm sorry that she has closed that door. |
« Because you Promised »
Across the open plains and into your arms, I see you again. Not knowing how much I miss you, yet still you hold me tight. Over the years you've been gone, I've been lonely. Waiting for you to carry me home where I belong. Suffering while thinking of what life would've been like, if you hadn't come into it. Across the valley and through the deep meadow within, I look for you by daylight, but you're not there. I look for you by moonlight, but it's hopeless for I can't see you. I would go away, far away, across the rivers of the world, And across many oceans, just to reach you. Thinking about if my heart hadn’t known you first, what would it have known? I think about what would've happened to me if you weren’t there in my time of need. I only know one thing and that is that you'll always be there for me because you promised. And one day you'll understand exactly how much I love you. « A Blood Red Collar » I wake from an unwanted dream, Sweat pouring out from me. I feel so scared, I want to scream. Let me recapture what I still see. I'm standing in a broken room, Staring at a blood red collar. I see a girl as pale as doom, She sees me and starts to holler. She screams and cries, I walk towards this girl, so pale. She dries her eyes, Outside, it starts to hail. She looks so familiar, I wonder why? She reminds me of someone I once knew. I look at her, she stops her outcry, I see her as I used to. This girl, broken, like the room we're in, She had challenges in her life. This girl was pale and very thin, Hands made to hold a slender knife. We talked for a bit and started to wonder, About the object in the room, She tried it on and then went under, A spell worse than carnage or doom. That blood red coller looked so unreal, As it sparkled on that young girl's throat. The sky turned into a sirt of silver-teal, She looked up and started to float. She floated into the sky above, Speaking words I couldn't understand. She just took off, like a dove. She came back, lighting the land. There was an evil glimmer in her eye, And a twisted smile just as wrong. I knew then that I was soon to die. What she had summoned was just too strong. It ripped through galexies on it's way, Tore the bright sun all apart. I knew that I'd never see another day, And so perished every heart. It destroyed our beautiful planet Earth, Dissapeared just like before. For fate has such little mirth, On those who seek to make such war. |
« Call Me Today »
I will not leave you now or ever, Just don't make me wait forever. Waiting for you to make that call, Hoping that we would both fall. I remember how it was when we first met, My heart beat faster, I'll never forget. You smiled softly and told me your name, I smiled back, wondering if I'd ever be the same. You said everything with the greatest of ease, I just wondered if you were being a tease. But you looked at me, not through me. It wasn't a joke as far as I could see. So now I sit here all alone, My fingers itching to pick up the phone. Just pick up the phone and call me today, Pick up the phone and show me the way. « Calling Me » I can hear you calling me When I sleep, when I dream I can feel you needing me When I'm all alone I can see you next to me In this place, you're so real I can touch you in my mind No matter where you are Silently I send a prayer Up to God, I'm so alone He answers me in my dreams Where I hear you calling me « Carnal Instincts » You left four days from yesterday. I've been so lonely since you left. You never write, you must have something to say. 'Theif of my heart', you've been so deft. You're gone now, far out of sight. Now there's no one here to please. In my heart, it just felt right, Being your biggest tease. The days went by so quickly then. I knew not what I felt. Even then I knew not when, The moment I did melt. Was he right, when your friend said, That night was just a 'booty call'? I feel so stupid I wish I was dead Because I gave you my all. I didn't want to fall for you, You were just a friend. I only hope you'll see me through, Until the very end. I have something to say to you, Something you once told me. Something that resounds so true. "Damn those carnal instincts, D." « The Child's Tale » Prologue I've been thinking lately and sometimes wonder why When my misconceptions are revealed to me, I begin to cry. Along this weary road I have traveled many a day. Listen steadfastly; hearken unto I say. This trail is lonely, but I do have one single friend. Someone who will stick with me until the very end. Some people laugh and, when I tell you, you might too. For my love is the only thing that could ever see me through. Life is a journey with laughter and with pain. However, I confess to you there is much to gain For one who sees throut the materialistic things in life. They control their very world, they have little strife. Fear not my sainty, for I do not jest. I know my purpose and will begin my quest. Perhaps I'll entertain some of you and bore all the rest, Telling you a tale with which I have been blessed. I'll attempt to make it simple for I will not lie, Some of you don't know as much vocabulary as I. The Child's Tale A recent memory, a recent sin, In the recent past is where I begin. Picture in your mind a girl of eight Who left home one night when it was late. Her parents treated her as one would a slave Abused her so much she wished for the grave. So she packed some clothes and went away. Left without wondering what her parents would say. She stopped by an old friend's house to let him know That she would not return before the next snow. He tried to convince her she needed to stay. He wanted her to remain until the next day. She promised herself she wouldn't return Until she had found out what she needed to learn She gently thanked him, but firmly told him "no". She knoew she had to get away so She left the town without any regrets Left it all without unsettled debts. In the country she met a nice man. He was a shepard with a farmer's tan. He played the harp, his name was Sid, Nevertheless, she knew he only wanted what the others did. She kept on walking and found a tree Alone in a field for all to see There rested a woman singing a tune Who had her face turned up towards the moon She asked to woman "Could you understand All the troubles that brought me to this land?" The woman replied "I know why you're here And I must say I find it queer The next in line is so fresh and new When I was already fourty-two." "Then tell me if you think you know What was the purpose o fmy role?" "My dear we can never tell We see only the future, not the past as well." "Why am I here? What led me to this place?" The woman turned saying, "Let me see your face." The young woman stepped forward with dignity So that the old woman had a chance to see If she was the next in line For she could tell by a single sign The eyes told her all she would ever need In them, another world took seed. A world where honsety was the creed And no man comitted a wrongful deed. The woman said "That's what I need to know It is far past time for me to go You have come to take my role That shall be your single goal Come, rest here, against this pine You shall not feel the need to dine All your needs shall be provided for Simply this and nothing more." The woman turned, but before she went She spoke of a warning that must be sent "If you take my place you shall know all You seek, but you'll never be able to fall In love or see the world or do anything Which silences the voice with which you sing." "Tell me quickly before it's too late, Was it worth it up until this date?" "In all my years I can only tell, I never remember feeling this well." So the little girl streatched out her hand To help the old woman up to stand. A brilliant light began to shine Around the girl, it did outline. She was nailed against the tree Alone in a field for all to see. When the woman was out of sight She prayed the girl would be all right. Before she lost her future view The woman saw what the girl would do. Whe she got older she would have to decide If she would accept the feelings she just denied. The man she loved would come and try To make the girl understand why He didn't want to live without her touch. He knew he needed her this much. The Moral And so I leave, unfinished, this rhyme For you to decide in your own time Waht the end of the stroy is like As we continue this little hike I have some advice before I end While I feel a change in wind Never let your love go to waste, Don't forget romance in life's haste |
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« Every Part of You »
I wake, a dream within a dream I saw you once again I drempt of you once more And yet I wake to find you gone The dream is always the same You come back to me and I cry You're so tangeable to me I can feel every part of you The texture of your clothing The warmpth of your skin The smell of your cologne The darkness of your hair A faint smile pulls on your lips When I move my body close to yours But I know you'll never be mine You've been hers for a long time So I caress you in my dreams Holding you for what little time I have Realizing that when I wake up You'll be a hundred miles away Touch my body, free my soul I never want to let you go Hold me now, I'm cryong inside Because you'll be gone in the morning |
« For the One I Love »
I look at you, you look at me, But is my body the only thing you see? Our hearts collide, you pulse through my blood, My heart taken suddenly, as if by a flood. Then I feel your fond embrace, I see you gazing into my face. I want you, but something keeps me away, Pulls me back so we can't be together today. Ripped in two and torn apart, See the pieces of my broken heart. I have always wanted you so, And I wish that you wouldn't go. But kiss me, woo me, teach me to love, I'll be yours 'til the stars fall from above. When you went away, you sucked me dry, All I wanted was to say goodbye. |
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« I Believed in You and Me »
We laughed and smiled, We had love like a child’s. It seemed like we danced across the sea, I believed in you and me. We played and lied, And sometimes cried. We had hearts as light as could be, I believed in you and me. Then I told you how I cared for you, And you told me that we’re through. I just wanted you to see, That I believed in you and me. Often now I say goodbye, Though it makes me want to cry. Now I’ve locked my heart and thrown away the key, But I still believe in you and me. « I Need You » I miss you tonight even though you're not yet gone, Waiting until early morning, trying to catch a glimpse of dawn. Drownding in your eyes, I feel helpless with or without you, Confused and lost wondering what I'm supposed to do. I remember the way you touched me all thoes years past, Wanting to hold onto it for a lifetime, wanting it to last. I remember the way you kissed me so soft and true, I look beyond the shadow and swear it must be you. You set off the fire deep within that scorched my soul, You pulled the strings that rent my heart whole. You have become my only joy of every waking hour, I need you, your strength, your mind, and your power. There is nothing that can stop the burning deep within, You're so much more addicting than any common sin. I can't imagine living my life without you or alone, Wanting to call you just to hear your voice on the phone. I need you to be there, to hold me in your arms, I need you to with me, make me forget about life's harms. I know there's nothing I wouldn't do to get you to be mine, So, I pray to God and wait patiently, hoping for a sign. « In the Rain » I'm all alone standing in the rain, Feeling all out of sorts and in pain. You're never here when I'm in need, But I know I must proceed. Drenched and crying in the rain, Standing right next to a drain. I hear waterfalls all around, I can't hear any other sound. Suddenly a voice cries out in the distance, Crying out for help in her resistance. I can't tell which direction because of the rain, The crying stops, the child's been slain. Helplessly in the rain I fade away, I look around and wonder 'why today?' I walk back inside where I belong, And hear the birds start to sing a new song. |
« The Judgement »
The time has come, To reap what I have sewn. That cold, desolate hour, Where all deeds will be shown. The time is now, The place is here. I feel so distant, Even though you’re near. I start to speak, Words tumbling out. I hold my ground, Expecting you to shout. The minute that passes, Seems like an hour. And as you speak, I start to cower. But not for fear, Of any physical attack. Only the fear that, You won’t ever come back. You make as if to leave, Did I actually expect you to stay? And then you tell me, The reason you don’t go away. “I made a promise To always protect you To serve your desire As my need, as long As I still loved you.” “To protect you from The slings of arrows To parry the swords But I can’t save you from The knife in your own hands.” I cried for a long time, So afraid and alone. I thought you would spend time away, Time away from my sins, for me to atone. And then it happened, One solitary kiss. All my fears transformed, Into a precious moment of bliss. “But”, you said, “This is the Last time you’ll hurt me this way.” I simply nodded my head, Having nothing more to say. The love we made that night, Wasn’t about need, desire or lust. I will not and cannot forget, Because it was about honesty and trust. A promise made from me to you, That I wouldn’t ever betray you again. A commitment made to last a lifetime, To you, my dear lover and friend. « Just Because I Care » This is all to let you know, That when you need me, I'll be there. This is all just to show, That when I say 'hi', I mean 'I care', Sometimes I stop and think about you, When life gets insane, I'll be here. At times you may scream and not know what to do, At times you may get sad and shead a tear. Life chews you up and spits you out, It tears you in two and spins you around. But I'll be there, don't you doubt, I'll be there when life has you on the ground. |
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