You are the sun...and I, like a fool, tried so hard to get as close as I could...

Only, in the end, to overstep my boundaries, and plummet from the ascension I had made...

I set myself up for failure...I aimed too high, only to watch as I took a greater fall than was necessary...

And why is that...?

Because I didn't head the warning signs. I didn't think logically about the situation. I presumed and expected, and in turn was left terribly dissappointed when everything fell through.

I have myself to blame, and while I know I shouldn't feel so upset, all I can find myself doing is weeping and mourning the loss of something valuable...not a person, per se, but an aspect...a loss of time, especially time in good company.

I will admit, knowing full well that I shouldn't feel this way, I am slightly bothered that I seem to be putting my full efforts into making things work, and don't feel at times as though that effort is being shared. I apologize if I do offend with these words, but they are my honest feelings, and have the right to be declared and known.

I just wish that the words I hear matched up to the actions I don't see...

I fear my muse is starting to drift, most happily in fact, away from me...