
03-05-2008, 06:33 AM
I wrote this when my last relationship of 4 years went..well, very badly.
I will not go quietly,
to suffer in silence.
I will not lay myself down,
and pay homage with my tears.
I will not break.
I will not cry out.
I will simply pretend
you never touched me.
~Leanne
I thought I'd add some more..
This is not my heart
that aches in my chest.
These are not my eyes
that pour forth a ocean of tears.
This is not my body
that betrays me with it's awful need.
There has to be a terrible mistake I say.
This is not my world that has shattered.
~Leanne
I say,
Heart, remember you loved him.
Arms, remember you held him.
Legs, remember you ran to him.
Hands, remember you caressed him.
Lips, remember you kissed him,
so softly,
and finally,
goodbye.
I must remember so that I will
turn my eyes away when I grow cold.
I will not hate him.
~Leanne
I close my eyes and try to hide,
don't believe what you see.
Everything here is only lies.
In the dark
I am reaching.
In the dark
I am crawling.
No reason to cry...
I taste your touch,
your finger-tips are cold as ice.
In my heart I hear the sound,
Goodbye....goodbye....goodbye.....
In the dark
I am reaching.
In the dark
I am crawling.
No reason to cry..
I won't cry...
~Leanne
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